Chereads / My life as a Femboy / Chapter 6 - Christmas

Chapter 6 - Christmas

(The first part of this chapter might be uncomfortable for some people, so if you want you can skip it.

Thanks for your time.)

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Mania POV

"Haaa~..."

It all started with power rangers...

"AH!... MNNnnn~."

Seeing that yellow ranger, strapped down, abused, electrocuted, thrashing around...

"HMMMM~!!"

It did something inside me... something that made me the disgusting thing I am today.

"AAAAAH~!!!"

And that's how I got here... in the bathroom, smelling the used underwear Chi-kun left in the laundry basket after his morning jog with mom.

"..Haaa... Haaa... Haaaaa...."

Shamelessly sniffing my little brother's used and sweaty clothes. Greedily trying to absorb as much of his musk as I can, shivering as a weird wave washed over me.

And it only got worse when I walked in on him showering.

Just the image of his naked body under the shower, the sheer sense of inferiority I felt at our size comparison.... It felt good... which only worsened my own opinion of myself.

I can't even look at him anymore, knowing all the weird things I imagine him doing to me...

"Haaaaa~"

I was so absorbed in the act that I didn't notice the bathroom door opening.

What broke me out of my fantasies about my little brother, was the audible gasp I heard coming from the door.

Whipping my head around, I stood face to face with mom, an insane amount of dread came over me.

"I-I'm sorry."

I cried, knowing how disgusted she must be with me.

"I'm s-sorry." I repeated. "I didn't mean to *Sob*"

I trembled, feeling the world crashing down around me.

"I'm s-sorry for being so disgusting...*Sob* *Sob* *Sob*"

I broke down crying, falling to my knees, shadowing my face with my hair in shame.

Before I knew it, I was being embraced by mom, telling me that everything was going to be all right.

...But I knew it wasn't... Things would never be the same again.

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Chihiro POV

'It had to be done.' I thought resolutely, standing in the hallway, listening to my sobbing sister. 'Her obsession with me was getting far too unhealthy.' I rationalized, trying to ignore the weird feeling in my chest.

[Ding!!]

I stopped still. Chills run down my spine...

'Now way.' I thought, slowly looking up at the bright pink screen in front of me. 'You've gotta be sh*tting me...'

[Congratulations!!]

'Sh*t!!!' Screaming internally, rushing to my room, using my sound manipulation to make sure no one heard my footsteps. 'This can't be good.' I thought

[Due to god's mistake you were given an unfair point evaluation during your character creation!]

'Does that mean he's nurffing me?!' I concluded, closing the door behind me.

[And as the generous god that he is, he decided to compensate you for his mistake, indeed indeed.]

"...Eh?" I stopped, my budding fear turning into instant confusion.

[As compensation god has honoured you with a system!!]

'...O..kay I guess.' I thought confused.

[But don't get your hopes up, mortal. This system only has 3 functions.]

The system voice almost sounded serious.

"...And those would be?" I asked hesitantly.

[Ah!! Finally a response! And great question if I might add, indeed indeed!]

"Thank...you?" I voiced unsure.

[As for the 3 system functions, well those would be: Ask, Quest, and Home time!!]

Before I can even formulate my question, the voice continued.

[I know what you must be thinking. " What do those options do?" Sounding as adorable as ever might I add, indeed indeed!!]

I can only imagine how confused I looked right now.

[Well, since I don't feel like explaining everything, just complete your quest and get a detailed manual as a reward. Amazing hu? Indeed! Indeeeeeed!!]

The voice said, before slowly growing farther away before I'm left alone with only the silence of my room to accompany me.

'What the hell even was that?' I thought numbly, as I hear another ding go off and tell me I finished my first quest.

"ROB dammit *Pa*," I muttered while facepalming.

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Okay, I'm back!

After a solid 20 minutes, I understand the gist of what the system does.

Ask: is me just typing a question, and the system uses all the knowledge available to give me a non-biased unfiltered answer.

Natural, being presented the opportunity, I obviously asked if what I did to my sister today was the right thing.

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[Question: Where my actions in regard to my sister correct?]

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[Answer: 1. Due to the unnatural build-up of pent-up sadistic and violent tendencies, when presented with the perfect opportunity to release all the pent-up emotions, the subconscious mind capitalized on the moment.

2. The love you feel towards your sibling, has slowly changed over the years. Mostly due to the fact of your knowledge of what she fantasizes about you when you are close enough. But also due to the fact of her physical maturation, and her close age proximity to your own perceived mental age. This in turn also stimulated your inner sadist to do something to her.

3. You saw that the way her obsession was developing, there would be no way to heathy way to fix your situation. And your subconscious mind understood this and devised a plan to safely release it with minimal damage.

4. Your mind was clouded due to your constant acting to fill the role you have been given as a child…

5. The manipulative flaw that you chose made this seem like the best-case scenario in order to satiate your manipulative needs....

6. The Violent flaw...

7. The pheromones...

8. You..

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"Sh*t...What... What the actual f*ck! Are you for real!" I yelled at the top of my lungs, making a soundproof barrier around me.

I sat in that soundless bubble for 5 minutes, beating myself up about... about everything really.

I mean... I literally have a skill to be conscious of my emotional state, and, and UGH! F*ckin this happens!!

ROB DAMMIT!!

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After another 2 minutes of self-loathing, I'm ready to move on from this setback, because that's all it is, a setback. Now I need to make sure something like this never happens.

This means constantly asking 'Ask' about my mental state, because clearly I can't be trusted.

Anyway, moving on...

The quest function was the one I was most scared of, I mean how could I not be? Being a man that has read too many system novels for my good, of course, I know about the typical system slave MCs that are controlled by their systems using the quest function.

Let's just say... that my quest function is a bit... unorthodox to say the least.

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[Quest]

= Give Mania-chan your used underwear---> 15 seconds of Home time. =

= Give Mania-chan your C*m-covered used underwear---> 20 seconds of Home time. =

= Give Mania-chan your C*m-covered used underwear and tell her to wear them all day---> 30 seconds of Home time. =

= Give Mania-chan your C*m-covered used underwear and tell her to wear them all day, and go out for a walk with her---> 35 seconds of Home time. =

= Grope Mania-chan during Christmas dinner behind your parent's back---> 20 seconds of Home time. =

= Grope Mania-chan and make her C*m during Christmas dinner behind your parent's back---> 30 seconds of Home time. =

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= Wear panties all day---> 10 seconds of Home time. =

= Wear panties a whole week---> 1.30 minutes of Home time. =

= Wear panties a whole month---> 8 minutes of Home time. =

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= Wear panties on your first day of school---> 1 minute of Home time. =

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= Let your parents know you want to wear panties from now on---> 1 hour of Home time. =

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= Become a streamer with 100 consistent viewers---> 10 seconds of Home time. =

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= Become a famous streamer with a consistent 10K viewers---> 13 hours of Home time. =

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...Yeah, I know, weird right?

The quests are all over the place, ranging from embarrassing to erotic, fun to uncomfortable, and weird to business minded.

I asked 'Ask' about the erotic functions, It said the quests take my inner desires as a base for each type of quest. Which only made me confident in my decision to consult 'Ask' about everything… Like, really? = Give Mania-chan your C*m-covered used underwear and tell her to wear them all day, and go out for a walk with her---> 35 seconds of Home time. = what the f*ck type of inner thought is that!?

And next, that brings us to 'Home time'... easily the easiest one to understand.

You see, all it does is connect the system screen with my last world's Internet, so allowing me to Gooogle things from my last life.

It honestly sounds really useful, in case there are some things I forgot or new ways to make money I might have missed.

*Knock* Knock* Knock*

"Chi-chan!" Mom yelled through the door after knocking. "Finish up in there... we're having a family meeting downstairs,

"All right, I'll be out in a bit," I replied, before sighing, '*Sigh* Today's gonna be one of those days, isn't it.' I thought, mentally preparing myself for what's about to happen.

'Panties are just speedos... right?' I absentmindedly thought to myself, opening the door to really start this really long day.

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Lane POV (Chihiro's mom)

Walking downstairs, I'm greeted with the sight of Shu sitting on the sofa with a serious expression on his face.

Walking closer, I stand behind him and slip my hands over his shoulders, bringing him into my warm embrace

He relaxes slightly at my touch but is still visibly tense.

"*Sigh* I should have expected this..." Shuji sighed, messaging his forehead. "I should have talked to her sooner, especially after what the doctors said about her testosterone levels influencing her libido."

Right... After Mania-chans mutation, we immediately went to the doctors to see how it would affect her biologically, it's also where we found out she was infertile.

"It's not your fault Shu..." I said quietly into his ear, tightening my embrace. "We couldn't have guessed she would have these types of feelings for Chi-chan." I reassured him.

"...Maybe..." He mumbled, clearly still deep in thought.

We sat there in uncomfortable silence for a few seconds.

*Step*Step*Step*

Hearing footsteps slowly descend the stairs, I got in the mindset to fix everything, and make sure my family heals properly.

'Well whatever's going on, as long as my little family stays happy, it doesn't really matter.' I thought resolving myself as I saw Mania-chan walking down the stairs.

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Shuji POV

She told us everything...

Everything she did, Everything she wanted to do, everything she felt, and everything she wanted to feel...

After hearing her cries and sobs, the confusion she clearly felt at her feelings, the loathing she had for herself... I didn't know what to feel...

It was pretty clear to me that she had problems... well problems from my perspective.

Her masochistic tendencies, her depressive feelings, and her incestuous thoughts. These were all problems... problems I didn't know how to fix.

*Sigh*

Sighing, I look to the side where Chihiro was sitting in silence. A serious expression on his face, with no clear emotion visible on his face.

Being curious, I asked him what he thought, trying to ignore the soft sobs in the background.

"How do you feel about all this Chihiro?" The sobs slowed slightly, probably also curious.

"...I already knew." He said after a moment of silence, earning a gasp from the girls, but only an understanding nod from me.

'He always was a more observant kid.' I thought, nodding at the thought.

"I see, so I would be correct to assume that you played a part in today?" I questioned calmly.

"...Yeah..." He replied after another short moment of silence.

"I see..." I muttered, trying to arrange my thoughts.

"Y-*Sniff* You knew?" Mania-chan asked through her sniffling.

"Not all of it obviously... but did you really think I wouldn't notice when someone's been in my room?" He asked, looking at her in exasperation. "Every time you decide my sheets need a bit of smelling, you never leave it how you found it, it's always a bit different."

Mania-chan blushes and looks down at her fidgeting fingers in her thighs.

"B-But, then why d-didn't you say anything?" She muttered softly.

Thinking the same thing, I looked back at Chihiro with a raised brow.

"Well, I obviously didn't want to make things worse... plus I was having my own problems to occupy myself with." He said, muttering the last part softly.

"Your own problems?" Lala-chan questioned.

"... I-Well... I recently realized that I was a bit of a Sadist..." He confessed after fumbling over his words a bit. Blushing and looking to the side in embarkment.

Opening my wide, a million different thoughts pas through my mind, and instantly puzzle pieces start connecting.

"Wait... does this have to do with 'That' book." Lala-chan asked, her brows furrowing a bit, and proceeded to send a small glare in my direction.

"O-only a bit.." He stuttered... he never stutters... Sh*t.

"W-Wait, w-what book?" Mania-chan asked in confusion.

"*Sigh* So that's also a reason why you decided that this was the best-case scenario? Due to it hurting people, but not too much for it to really matter?" I asked in a serious voice, completely ignoring the can of worms that was Mania-chans question.

"...I swear I didn't think about it like that." He said, looking a bit remorseful. "It was only after hearing Maya-chan cry did I realize what I was doing." Covering his face with his hand, he sighed tiredly.

'Okay... at least he's conscious of his own feeling.' I thought, thinking about how to fix the situation.

"...And how did it make you feel?" Lala-chan asked, looking equally serious at Chihiro.

Looking at Lala-chan for a few seconds, glancing at the confused Mania-chan, he sighs again.

"It... It felt relieving... somehow." He replied, looking at his hands for a second before tightening his fist. "I think... I think I just need an outlet." He continued.

"An outlet huh..." I spoke, seriously considering his suggestion, not only for him but for both of them.

Glancing at the lost-eyed Lala-chan, I can imagine how shocking it must be for her... to have the child she raised telling her he likes seeing people hurt.

"What do you think Lala-chan?" I asked, breaking her out of her thoughts.

"I...I don't know what to think... I mean what are the chances that both our kids would be a Sadist and a Masochist prospectively..." She said sadly, chuckling a bit at the end. "Hehe... Sounds like an elaborate joke by the universe."

Looking at her sadly, I smile at her reassured grasping her trembling hands.

"I-I'm sorry..." Mania-chan muttered, moving closer to give Lala-chan a hug.

"No... it's not your fault you feel what you feel... This counts for you to Chi-chan." She said, looking Chihiro straight in the eyes, getting a slight widening of the eyes in return.

After getting over his slight surprise, he slowly stands up and walks over to us.

It was really weird... it was almost like the world disappeared, and we were the only ones there, with Chihi-... with Chi-kun moving closer to us slowly.

Reaching us, he brings us into a group hug.

"Yeah... no problem mom." He said quietly.

After a moment of comfortable silence, we slowly start breaking apart, feeling a lot closer now that everything was out in the open.

"...Uh..." Chi-kun voiced, looking a bit awkward.

"Yeah Chi-kun, what's on your mind." I asked, feeling like a weight's been lifted off my shoulders.

Blushing a bit, he looks to the side.

"Do- uhm... Do you think I can have ---- ?" He asked, whispering the last bit.

"Hmnn? Sorry, I don't think I caught that Chi-chan, can you repeat that?" Lala-chan chimed in questioningly.

"I want p---s." He repeated, his blush reaching his ears.

"Huh, you want to open presents?" I asked, not fully understanding what he said.

Looking to Lala-chan for help, only to be met with a shocked expression, only for it to change into an excited grin.

"YES!!" She yelled excitedly.

"Eh?" Chi-kun voiced.

"We'll get ready right now to leave! Oh~ You just gave me the best Christmas gift ever Chi-chan~!" She bellowed, grabbing Chi-kun by the hand, and dragging him upstairs.

"EH!? what do you mean!? Where are we going!!?" He yelled.

"Shopping!! Where else!" She replied happily.

The last I saw of them that morning was the pleading look Chi-kun sent me at the end.

Shaking my head, I turn my back to them.

"TRAITOR!!" He yelled at the end.

'...You will understand one day, son. What I did today was for my own survival.' I thought selfishly.

"U-Uh, dad, so what are you going to do with me." Mania-chan asked. "W-Will I be p-punished for perving on my brother?" Looking in the direction Chi-kun and Lala-chan went with a blush on her face.

Sighing, I hang my head low.

'Right... I still need to talk to her.' I thought, feeling the familiar weight slipping itself on my shoulders.

"No... but I do need to tell you about the birds and the bees." I said slowly, feeling the day getting longer.

"EEEEH? I ONLY ASKED FOR PANTIES!!" I hear Chi-kun yell from upstairs. "WHO SAID ANYTHING ABOUT SKIRTS AND MAKEUP??!"

'Yep... definitely a long day.'

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(A/N: Thanks for reading, but I honestly don't know how to feel about this chapter. Anyway hope you enjoyed it.

Damn 2927 words!)