Last chapter.
You were not the romantic love which drowned me into affection saving me from the endless sea of grief but you were indeed a kind of love which lit my path enough to return back to myself. Sometimes a fleeting thought is there how would it feels to be in that relationship with you girls but then the wall around my heart says clearly that our journey together has ended might not be a satisfactory ending but nothing less the journey was simply a beautiful memory if given a second chance in another time I'd still choose to be your friend.
Sonu to all the girls.
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10 year later.
Dear diary,
Today I saw the Rani on the news, she became a very successful business woman , she took over her mother's assets rightfully and worked so hard that she practically rule's over the industry of technology, she looked so different from the sweet caring and a bit shy lamb , her expression were so sharp as well as the way she spoke with such confidence ╮(＾▽＾)╭ i couldn't recognise her at first glance even the way she sit with that upright posture is so mature maybe she faced enough Wolves in her career that changed her from lamb to lioness.
I also saw new's about Bani , she won the gold medal in international Boxing championship 🏆 it was such a proud moment for the country after all the final men boxing competition our country only won silver so many people finally started to pay attention to the sports played by women, Bani has always been that Rebel bitch ╮(＾▽＾)╭
And lastly Teja didi , what should I even say about that annoying person, she has always looked so fierce and glaring but never good at words yet she chose to be a lawyer although I must say she did amazing! She is now on the list of one of the most sought after lawyer! She also wrote a book about us , all of us , sadly she had to write the other half of book from her own perspective after all we all were busy making something out of our lives! But one thing is sure none of us married yet and i think it's ok.
Because when we hit old age we can come togather and enjoy our retirement in peace like the old days of our life , that would be so fun! (≧▽≦).
Well I also did something out of my life nothing too big i just became a politician and worked to improve society although I see some improvement in the society regarding female treatment it still far from my vision of building an all equal place for children regardless of what gender they were born as.
Bani "Hey miss president! What are you doing?"
Sonu whipped her head around only to see a buffet girl with a gold medal on her chest with her buzz cut and wide tooth grin staring at her "What are you doing here!? I thought you weren't going to come back until a week later!"
Bani laughed at her suprise "Well i changed my mind, i wanted to celebrate my victory with my family not bunch of strangers besides they won't know how much I worked my ass off for this medal!" She picked the medal practically shoving it on Sonu's face , Sonu took the medal carefully caressing the cold hard surface she smiled.
Bani "Oh shit! Baby don't cry like this! It doesn't suit you! F@ck I made the president cry! The law will hunt me down!"
Sonu didn't realise she was crying she touched her cheeks stained by the oncoming rain drops she smiled through them looking at Bani who was panicking like a duck "Hey....you are also going to cry aren't you?"
Bani "wha! What! No way! Why would I cry on such a happy occasion!" Even though she said this, she tried hard to blink back the tear's in her eyes as if she could force them back, indeed it was such hard time all of those good and bad nights have truly come to pass like all things do, like each one of us will, she finally broke down crying her legs giving out as she sat down like a kid wailing loudly.
Bani "wuahhh! Youwahhh! Bad person! You didn't even praise me! And made me cry!"
Sonu smiled sitting down in front of her as she hugged the familiar body of her friend close to her but those small arms and shoulders which used to fit perfectly in her embrace were now broader yet she still hugged them as best she can with the same love and care. They both looked such a ugly mess while crying that they didn't notice someone coming.
Rani "I remember someone calling me cry baby, My , My i never thought I would see such day when the two of you would cry this ugly." Sonu and Bani looked up at the door where a graceful figure of a woman with Bob cut and formal suit leaned over the door frame folding hands over the chest as she watched them with a smile.
Teja "Stop teasing them , let them have their moment." Teja walked from behind her holding a cake box.
Bani sniffled"You! What the f@ck are you two doing here? I thought you had a important meeting and Teja you were called for important conferance didn't you?"
Both of them looked at eachothers with a smile saying in union"I Bunked it!"
Sonu "For god's sake! It not some collage lecture that you guys can bunk!"
Rani "Chill miss president! Let us girl celebrate! After all you brought freedom for us know?"
Indeed Sonu established many strict law regarding female safety, she passed the law that if someone were to kill female foetus they would be sentanced to death and if someone married off a girl below age 25 they would be sentanced to 35 years of jail and if someone did r@pe or murder the punishment was same for the guilty party death sentanced by hanging and since then female gender was actually valued as most of girls went to school and graduated going to work since they couldn't be married before 25 , not so suprisingly many girls choose to work and provide their family refusing to marry a man and work like slaves for him and his family and become a free baby making machine.
Honestly which human would want to be caged and work for a bunch of strangers for free literally sacrificing their friends and family their freedom who would want that? But the good part was that they choose to become independent mother's through IVF invented by Rani just like that the era of staying silent in abusing marriage and female body exploration ended.
It is only human to want to stay with your family and friends and provide them from working and many girls were happier this way ofcourse old people didn't like this new generation which won't continue their toxic way of breeding children in an unequal Power structure , but the young generation didn't give too f@ck's about it.
Teja and Rani walked up to Sonu and Bani sitting down by their side , Teja took out the cake and a box of wine bottles making Sonu and Bani stare at her dumbfounded.
Sonu "....." щ(゜ロ゜щ)
Bani "..." WTF!?ヽ((◎д◎))ゝ
Teja " what?" ( ╹▽╹ )
Rani "hahaha! Look at their faces!"
Sonu "*sigh i am really so old that I can even drink with my big sister now 😭"
Bani "Exactly! It feels like yesterday when we parted ways!" 🥺😭
Rani "Well fellas! Stop mourning it's time to celebrate!"
With that they cut the cake and talked until their throat hurts , sharing all kinds of stories of events that happened to them when they were apart from eachothers, some were funny making their stomach hurts from laughter, some were disgusting encounters with nasty people making their blood boil.
They drunk all the bottles and passed out on the floor like they would often sleep on floor when they were small, Sonu dreamt of Niru, she has finally taken over the kingdom she ruled it just as capabily, she would often go to places they spent time in , she would more often go to place where they kissed.
Yes, Sonu now understands that Niru liked her or else there was no need for that kiss. Strangely enough she hasn't married yet even as she grew old , Niru announced her little distant nephew the next heir to the throne, the little girl looked young yet wise like once Teja had looked her name is Astrid.
The next day they all woke up with a bad headache Rani was the one who cooked them all some hangover relief soup as they chatted ideally in the morning sunlight on the soft grass with no sound other than the cool breeze and Bird's chirping. Sonu shared the updates she got from Niru which suprised them pleasently.
They all sat in silence feeling the nostalgia as their heart recalled the past event's one by one.
Indeed life sucks but the journey is worth taking if we choose to advance in face of our fear.
Courage was never absence of fear it was a concious choice made in spite of it.
Only one thing crossed all their mind at the same time.
Sonu , Niru , Bani, Rani , Teja
And if I am given the choice to repeat it all over again i will gladly do it just to experience it all again, just to meet you once again.
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" One last time let's live for something
I can feel my blood it's rushing
This ain't goodbye we'll be back someday
And we will find our way
Take control of our fate
And like a car with no brakes
Crash and learn make mistakes
And we'll be back one day
We'll be back one day."
Song name- Back one day.
Owner - The fat rat & Neffex
This is the last goodbye chapter from the author, i started this when I had depression on path of healing, I was 13 when I was severely depressed and had worse anxiety as well as Adhd i know it probably looks like a lot but I worked my way through it as well as the family trauma and I am doing much better mentally sadly we have to sacrifice some physically things like time to keep our emotional well being intact, I am 20 this year .
There are only two things I want to say.
To all the boys don't let them make you believe that being man or masculine means you need to become a cruel Robot who shouldn't cry or feel weak you are human allow yourself to feel like one.
To all the girls, don't ever be scared of anything and don't listen to the old talk of how marriage and kids are the ultimate goal believe it or not it isn't your goal as human is to just exist like a living being, you came to life you will die don't let others decide how you should live.