"Now at dead bed I can finally feel there was no place for me in the 1st place".
Those are the first thoughts of rafida after seeing her parents only caring about they are 1st daughter fabbis.
"All my life as a younger sister I have done everything I can do to make the family happy. But it's a bit silly to realize it now that no one ever care about me the way they care about fabbis. All my life I have been ignored by my parents. As if I wasn't from the family my realization is killing me now. I have always wanted to make everyone to feel proud and happy. Always wanted the same love from them not extra.. because I was also born in this family but the way my family treats me it doesn't seems like I am they are daughter.
I am here lying on this hospital bed along side my sister's bed where in her side everyone father mother and 2brothers are standing and being worried about her minor injurys on the another hand me who is more injured then sister is not getting any kind of attention. Yes this is life I have been treated like this whole my life even before dying? My question started to pop up now. Because I am about to I'm die... If there is a god just hear my prays and take me I can't take this pain anymore. They are ignorance hurt more then the broken bones... Those were the last word of rafida no one Heard or care...