Another day in my horrible life . I think I need to talk about my self so you can know how I am ? . Do I really have to ? I mean I am you know the one who is talking so why should I talk about my self ? Just forget about that it's wired . Anyway My name is kurai and just that I don't have a family name or I consider I don't have a family name because my family are horrible maybe you ask what do I mean ? I will tell you . My father is an American and he is a drug seller that came to Japan running away form the police and other criminals that want to kill him and my mother is a woman who have been kicked out of her parents house after getting divorce for the third time after she cheated on her husband again and trying to kill her sister for the insurance money . Yeah I don't blame them for kicking a woman like her anyway in the end my father and mother meet in a bar and they got closer to each other and it's not because of love it because they wanted to use each other . My father wanted to have a fun time with my mother and my mother wanted to get his money and unfortunately because of their fun time I was born . Yeah that how my horrible life started and to tell you the truth I wish that they got an Abortion instead of having me but they did not because and it wasn't because they were happy to have a baby girl or anything it because they wanted to use me in anyway possible to get money . I want to tell you another thing the name I have " kurai " has the meaning of dark and I have a name like that because my parents consider me the dark and horrible part of their life and they always saying that i mast make up for the hard time I give them when they take care of me maybe you ask how do I know about all that ? Will it because they said all this thing while they were drinking and I knew how they like so it's true and I will tell you this about the hard thing they talk about I didn't do anything they just made it up . And Instead of rising me on a good way they sold my body to get money out of me and when I have become a high school student they made me work in more then one part time job to get them money . And it still far from over even my high school life is horrible because of my parents selling my body to a lot of man I got many diseases and not having any good food Made me look like a living dead I mean imagine a girl that only bone and skin with a weak body that can be destroyed easily . because of that I got no friends and I even get bullied and the teachers are all useless no matter how many time I tried telling them they didn't help me I think it because one of the students that bullying me is the son of the principal . I was in school it was the break time everyone talking and having fun while I am alone . I was saying to my self ( look the bullies won't do anything today maybe it will be a good day ) . And you don't know how much I want to take what I said back because when I look down I saw the floor glow and before anyone do anything we disappeared .