I am a lonely girl. My name is maya which I got from my nun mom.
She took me with her to church when I was in a very bad state and at that time my age was 10 to 11 years.
She is just like me a lonely woman.
She always loves me like her own daughter because she has no children or husband.
She was also an orphan like me. who did not receive any love or care.
because of this reason she became a nun to help more children like her but she was only able to entered in a small village like us because of her being orphan from low village.
in this small village she is the only nun because of this reason, villagers have to listen her.
Also, because of that, villagers don't attack me blindly and they are always cautious with me.
my nun mom told me to not to hate them so i always ignored their bad behavior like a child.
because if I did something wrong at work. She always teaches me with love & care.
She also teaches me how to be kind to others, even if they curse you.
So, I followed all her lessons as I tried to become kind to everyone.
Now I am 18-years-old.
As my old lady means my mom now has become an old lady.
So, I decided to be a nun like her in place of her and wanted to help Childrens like me.
But people don't accept me because of my past.
I tried to go closer to people as I also tried to help them but they always call me a dark witch and hate me.
In my past 13 to 14 years.
That incident never happened as I felt it became silent. I don't know how but I am happy that I am normal.
Even so now 14 years have passed I always remember my mom & dad last smiles.
when they were telling me to run and be happy.
which hurt me more than anything like needles is piercing my heart.
But nevertheless, I am happy with my nun mom.
As we pray in the morning & night together.
And we also clean church & eat dinner together.
So basically, we were a happy small family.
She was like my mom & big sister as i was like her daughter & little sister.
I thought I could live like that for my all life.
But heaven does not want me to be happy.
So, one day I was sleeping alone on my bed.
I felt my blanket moved to which I pull again & again.
Then with a force pull my blanket fell on the floor.
From which I suddenly opened my eyes & found nothing.
Then suddenly a wind touched my ear.
To which I thought how can wind enter my room when the window is closed.
& Suddenly I started to hear some weird noises like someone was whispering in my ears.
The noises started to get louder & louder.
To which my ears started to hurt as I closed my eyes & screamed.
''STOP, PLEASE STOP. MY EARS ARE HURTING STOP'' I said with scream.
To which a respond came as suddenly a closed window opened on its own & a fast wind touched my face.
And I heard a slow laughing as it disappeared.
''hee-hee'' a whisper like laugh reached my ear.
And suddenly all room went silent as I can hear wind sound.
When I opened my eyes suddenly my 5-year-old self-appeared on the wall. As she was whispering something, blood started to come from her dark black eyes.
As her black lips opened till her jaw.
I felt scared why she just appeared to destroy my life again.
''why are you here, do you want kill my mom & make me alone. But this time I will not let you do it'' I said with some fear.
To which she smiled till her tore jaw.
''hehheheheheehhehehehheehhehehhe'' she smiled like a mad woman.
''why are you smiling answer me'' I asked.
To which she went silent & suddenly appeared behind me as she hugged my neck.
suddenly i felt scared & shocked.
''I am here to warn you & save you, maya'' she said in bloody creepy tone.
''what do you mean'' I asked.
& Again, she disappeared. And this time she came out from below my bed.
''an army of goblins & ogres are coming toward village as they already have entered the village.'' She spoke.
''save as many lives as you can, my kind maya'' she said in monstrous tone.
''hhahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahah'' she laughed with her mouth tore open as blood was coming out from her eyes & mouth.
And she disappeared with a dead body.
To which I tried to see from window & confirm what she said just now as i found that from village a heavy flames were spreading in the sky.
As screaming of women, man & Childrens were coming.
Then I noticed that some goblins & armies were coming toward the church.
To which I quickly went to down wake my mom.
''MOM PLEASE WAKE UP QUCICKLY'' I said with loud tone.
After sometime later she woke & asked what happened but I quickly lifted her and took her with me toward the hall.
But it was already late as goblins & ogres were behind us.
As we were running at full speed.
A goblin throws his sword toward my mom as it hits her on her right leg. Making her right leg useless as she fell.
The hall door was near us but she was not able to run.
''maya, go'' my mom said as she laid down with her weak & hurt body.
''no, mom'' I said as I lifted her & made her sit on my back.
As I ran a goblin had already reached us then my mom suddenly hugged me.
''my child, I have always loved you even though you have curses & seals on you'' she said, which I couldn't understand what does she meant.
''what do you mean by that mom'' I asked.
But she ignored my question.
''you will find about yourself when you go to forest black'' she said.
as my mom pushed herself so that I could go. When I felt that my back had become light, I turned & tried to catch her but it was already late.
2 to 3 goblins had already started to tore her clothes as they ripped her skin alive.
Then I noticed she had some tears in her eyes as she was smiling & whispering. Which I couldn't understand.
''b_ al_a_s _a_py. M_ d_a_ d_u_h_er. _ng_l _f _e_th, I _o_e y_u'' her lips whispered.
& Suddenly an ogre came & ripped my mother's mouth. And a group of goblins surrounded my mother's body.
as they were eating her meat.
To which I started to cry as I screamed as loudly as possible.
''MOM, MOM, MOM, MOM'' I said.
To which from sound goblin started to come behind me.
But I quickly entered the main hall with sadness and tears, where the goddess statue is placed and i locked the door.
As I back off from the door.