"YOU CALLED ME AGAIN, DRUNK IN YOUR BENZ
DRIVIN' HOME UNDER THE INFLUENCE
YOU SCARED ME TO DEATH
BUT I'M WASTIN' MY BREATH
'CAUSE YOU ONLY LISTEN TO YOUR FUCKIN' "
I streched my hand when I heard the song becoming noisy to my hearing, having no idea where my hand was directed to, all I could see was blur. I saw a hand roller and succeeded in slowing down the volume completely and when I was about to rest my core, I fell down as if I suddenly lied on bed. I tried raising my eyes but felt dizzy, it was dark, I rubbed my eyes to get rid of the smudge and realized, I was inside a car, lying on the passenger seat, entirely lowered down. I hurriedly turned my head to see whose car is it and saw Aston sitting on the driver's seat. "What the-?" I panicked and took a deep breath, Aston was blankly staring at me. What am I doing in his car? Was I asleep? When did we get in the car?
"Finally! You are awake." said Aston.
"What are we.. " I twisted my neck "Ahhh" I goraned because the strain in my neck was painful, my eyeballs turned to side, I saw my house, we were just beside it, all alone in the street.
"Why are we here?"
"Don't you remember Emma?" Suddenly I got a flash, drunkenly dancing in the club. I was high for real. Aston's expressions seem evil, he had that seductive tone in his words. No? No?
"Don't tell me I lost my virginity?" I shouted with fear as I couldn't recall any fucking thing and it was the only thing that came to my mind because I always get horny at the end of my hangovers, making me play with myself.
"AHAHAHA! Are you telling me you were virgin before?" Aston said. What do you mean by before? Did it happen? Did I for real lose my virginity to you, I have no knowledge of? I turned my eyes down, everything seem in its place and my vagina didn't even hurt as I've heard from my friends that first time always hurts, but where was my jacket? Omg, I want to smash my head in the wall. How can I do this to myself?
My head spinned and everything became cloudy for a second. "Ah!" I groaned.
"Are you fine, Emma?" Aston said. I looked at him, his frowned lines and eyes were worried. I turned my face away from him as I couldn't face him, totally clueless of what blunders I did with him being drunk.
"My head hurts!" I said while holding my head as the giddiness made me nauseous.
"Drink this, it will help your hangover" he handed me a mixed fruit juice. When did you buy that? He seem all prepared. I gulped it all in seconds. I felt my body being energized, I tried recalling what happened in the club. Ah! I need to remember it, how can I forget my first sex and face this humiliation throughout my life? I gritted my teeth, but couldn't recall anything except when I took off my jacket and threw it in the backseat. I suddenly looked back, jacket was lying there. Omg! I was raving. Why don't I remember anything else? "Arghhh!!" I screamed.
"Don't try so hard to remember because you won't remember a thing. Someone really said that they could handle the beer." Did he just ridicule me?
"I CAN HANDLE IT! I've been a great drinker in Korea! I always had control over myself back then. Maybe... It's been long since I haven't tried it, so it went out of my hands! I shouted.
"Are you still drunk?" said Aston and in no time came close to me. My breath got stucked inside my lungs.
"What can you see in my eyes now?" said Aston. What do you mean I see... in your eyes? I bited my lips after recalling what foolishness I blurted out in the club. His eyes were locked in mine, his face was charmingly irresistible right now filled with innocence, his lower lip was pressed under his upper lip and brows raised anxiously for my response.
If he knew I was drunk, how dare he touch me and beyond everything have sex with me. Did he just try to take advantage of my situation? The Aston I know would never put forward his superiority but its all conflicting on every possible outcome. I glared at him, my fists clenched tightly.
"PERVERT!" I shouted. He briskly came more close. I tilted my neck high up impulsively, so I could move my face away from him which in result made his lips brush lightly against my neck, making me part my lips with pleasure. I gasped.
"Don't you wanna know how hard we fucked? How warm I felt inside you and how much I made you wet?" His words hitted right in between my legs, making me extremely wet. His hot breath kept striking my neck with force, spreading shivers all over my body. I really want to sense everything you did to me, every fucking detail. I can for sure imagine how vulneribly wet I would've been because of your touch. He gently started kissing my neck, my pupils widenened and palm clenched, his soft pillowy lips trailed down giving one kiss at a time.
His one hand suddnely grabbed my hair from back and set them aside, I felt tickling of his fingers on my skin. He rubbed his fingers on the back core of my neck and never before I felt that tranquil. I exhaled deeply and arched my back with sensual gratification.
His lips slowly detached from my neck while he exerted his hand on the back of my neck pulling my face down, making me face him directly in eyes. I could smell his hot tangy breath over my lips. I lost my words after seeing him close. His hand gradually slided back from my neck to chin giving rise to goosebumbs all over my body. What are you doing? He traced his thumb over my lower lip, arousing me more than he already did. "Astonn! Sto..o.pp" I panted and he cutted me off by pressing his lips tightly against mine, making me beg for air. What the -? His lips were strong but extremely pulpy. I couldn't believe he just kissed me after taking my virginity without my consent. I may have drunkenly agreed for sex, but its just so wrong. I was not even in my senses back then.
I impelled my hands over his muscular chest to get him away and just then he bit my lower lip, making it wet and electrifying my nevers. I felt helpless to profess anymore as my soul complied with lust and parted my lips with pleasure, letting him slip his squishy tongue inside my mouth. His lips tasted sweet as if all the grapefruit champagne was still layered inside his mouth. Suddenly, his tongue forcibly swirled inside my mouth, round and round stuggling for dominance, pouring his sweet saliva in all the corners. His wet tongue finally collided with mine, fighting its best to adjust. I breathed heavily. My pussy was overflowing with contentment, screaming to be played with. My mind went into conflict again, he used me!! I pulled my head back steadily. Aston seem stupefied while breathing heavily. His cheeks were burning red. I couldn't bear seeing him or it'll soften my heart. I opened the car door, stood up and started taking my steps.
"Emma-a!" he shouted.
I won't look back. Do whatever you want. Keep screaming. How dare you take advantage of me!
"Listen to me!" Aston said.
My heart started pounding. I was forced to cease my steps. His voice was solemn, I felt as if I just did something wrong.
"I would never touch you without your consent. You were asleep the whole time in my car! So yeah, you still are pure"
I didn't know what to think. He can't be lying right now. Deep down, my instinct was right, why did I doubt his decency? My heart was at ease knowing he never used me but chaotic, I don't know if I should apologise for my behaviour or just run inside my house.
After a minute of hesitation, I impulsively turned around, my legs had no conception where they were leading, each step I took, my spirits got higher. Aston was numbly staring at me from his car's window. The thought of losing him was wounding my soul like a shadow. I didn't want him to leave me just now.
I opened the car door fiercly and seated myself, as I looked at him, his face brightened my soul and I could hear my heart racing at great extent. I craned my neck, Aston's eyes got wide open and in the blink of an eye, I finished the distance between us. I closed my eyes to feel the every bit of the kiss, he pressed his lips tightly against mine, igniting my soul, feeling accomplished as if my entire being was wailing for this momemt. I couldn't believe I initiated the kiss. Our lips were locked for a while, all the other dreams blurred. The softness of his lips was bracing me inside the ocean.
He sucked my upper lip making it all wet and I followed as if we were roughly trying to snatch our souls out of the possession of lips. I moaned heavily. He slided his tongue with pressure inside my mouth, exploring every inch and just when he seized my tongue, his lips entangled around my tongue, so fucking wet, fiercly moving back and forth, sucking the fuck out of my soul. I moaned heavily with pleasure.
I felt his one hand grabbing my thigh, tracing his fingers up and down, arousing my insides. I held the back of his head and gently slided my fingers in his soft and silky hair. He licked below my ear, fucking my brains out and slowly kissed down till my neck while his hand encircled around my inner thighs. I couldn't stop panting because of his warm touch.
"I want to feel your insides, Emma!" Aston said while groaning. His eyes were filled with lust, I could feel it but his voice just exceeded my wetness. His hand suddenly reached my pussy, I moaned as his touch electrified my body.
"You are so wet, Emma-a! I can't wait to taste it" Aston panted near my ears. Fuck! I love it when he hiss in my ear. Suddenly, he slided his two fingers around my upper lips of vagina. It was soul threatning, my body shivered. I could sense his fingers getting all soaked because of my wetness, I arched my back with satisfaction and couldn't stop panting. He fiercly sucked my lips, as his fingers revolved around my pussy.
I tilted my head as he kissed my jaw, licking it intensely while breathing heavily, the lights suddenly turned on in my porch. I suddenly pushed him back.
TO BE CONTINUED...