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Chapter 3 - Chapter 2: Fuck You

"Crazy finding you here."

"It wouldn't be if you'd texted me back." I was passive aggressive. It was hard to hear so we went outside.

"You're mad at me? I get busy with work and we barely know each other." Of course he had to bring that up.

"You're right." I turned around and started walking toward the door. I was not about to listen to his justification for ignoring us.

"Where are you going?"

"To get fucked, but why would you care? You barely know me." Sometimes when I'm mad, I just stop caring and blurt things out.

"Lucy, wait."

"Your scheme almost broke us. I almost lost my best friend because you wanted to play matchmaker. I could forgive that, but not the fact that you haven't texted me in 5 years is the problem. I thought we were a group but you guys bailed on us. I can't talk about this without a drink."

"If you want to talk about this, we could head back to my room."

"Why do you want to talk to me? Why would I leave Levy and Juvia to go back to your hotel room?"

"It's not like I'm asking you to have sex with me. I just don't want to have this private conversation outside of a club." I texted the girls so they wouldn't freak out.

"Fine, let's go." I had a feeling he was staying at the same hotel because of the dream. I was right. When we got to the room, I had a strange idea. I thought about dropping my bag and making it look like an accident to see how he reacted. When I did, he actually helped me pick up my stuff, including the condoms that spilled out.

"So... Magnums huh?"

"This matter doesn't concern you."

"The girl who got flustered talking about her D&D character having sex, carrying a bunch of Magnums. I'm sorry, but I find that funny. "

" Why am I really here?" I wasn't stupid, I knew he didn't really want to talk about ghosting us. He wanted something.

"I need you to help me again."

"Fuck you. Why would you ever ask me to do it again after what I told you? You're an asshole."

"Come on, Please. You're the only one that can help them."

"I'm gonna go."

"Wait, hear me out."

"Listen, as nice as this argument is, I plan on getting fucked tonight so, I'll just leave."

"Why is that so important to you? You do know that you could get kidnapped right?"

"Since when do you give a fuck about what happens to me? "

"Can you stop yelling before people complain?"

"Fuck you!" I don't know how it escalated but the next thing I knew, clothes were on the floor and I was getting what I wanted. Well, kind of what I wanted. Don't pretend you didn't see it coming. It wasn't his attitude that attracted me, it was the fact that he is creative and adventurous. I guess It was also what I came to Edolas for in the first place. Nobody knows this but I saw this happen and on some level, I knew it wasn't just a dream. Deep down I also knew what was going to happen afterwards.

I didn't think it would actually happen when we kept arguing. If I'd known when we met that he would be my first, It'd make things a lot more awkward.

By the time we were done, it was 2am. I quickly put my tight dress and boots back on. Unfortunately, I couldn't find the lace black thong I had on. I could always order another one though. Natsu looked like he was asleep. I found out he wasn't when I took 2 steps to the door.. "So, you're just going to leave without saying goodbye."

"Payback's a bitch."

"Don't you at least want this back" I turned around and saw him holding my thong. I had two options: Leave that instant or risk losing control again for a ripped cloth.

"Keep it if you want, I'm going to bed."

"You could sleep here and go back to your friends tomorrow."

"I'm not going to help you play cupid just because we had sex. I am going back to my girls and we're going back to the way things were before I bumped into you. You can keep pretending I don't exist." I couldn't slam the door because it seemed too rude. On my way out, I saw Gajeel.

"Hey Lucy. How have you been?"

"Do I know you?" I walked away, almost suffocating under my own memories. I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face. Luckily, we were 6 floors above them. I put my headphones on as I continued my walk of shame. I couldn't think of what to play because I was focusing on making it to the room before I completely broke down.