Sapphire is sitting on her bed with her earpiece plugged in her ears, listening to her favorite song ... "Little do you know" by Alex Sierra

She's resting back on the bed, her pillow in hand, watching the TV though she's barely concentrating

"Sapphire, Sapphire, What do I do?, How do I manage my life?, It's all just a real definition of messed up and jumbled., Heck!! she said to herself, closing her eyes and opening it almost immediately

Since her father's death, she has been living with only her mum Julia who works as a clerk in a firm, Julia is apparently trying everything to make ends meet and Sapphire can't help but admire her

She cares so much about her and sometimes Sapphire wonders if she'll have time to care about herself.

She just got admitted to Washington State University and will be leaving for her hostel tommorow, she can't help but miss her greatly already

Sapphire cleared her throat and sighed before taking a glance at the TV series again

Then her most dreaded scene came up on TV, a sex scene

Her eyes got glued to the TV and she started imagining herself as the lady getting fucked, her breathing got intensified as she watched it and she immediately started feeling very horny and hot.

Within minutes, she got wet underneath and when she detected that, she quickly grabbed the remote and pressed the red button, putting off the TV.

She placed her palms on her face and groaned loudly, still not getting a hold of herself.

Right now, getting fucked is the only solution she got down from the bed and rushed downstairs.

She opened the freezer and got a cup which she broke, she picked one of the broken pieces and dived it into her arm, it left a deep wound which bled immediately

Yeah, hurting herself helps fight her cravings, it just happens that way ..

"Sapphire!" Julia exclaimed, rushing out of the kitchen with a shocked expression on her face

She took Sapphire's arm and trembled at what she did to herself again

"You hurt yourself again" she said, looking up at her daughter who looks as if it's nothing

"It's ok mum, it's not my first time anyways" she replied and went back to her room

She got to her room and started treating the wound, wrapping a thin roll of bandage on it after that

Julia entered the room and sat beside her on the bed

"I don't want to listen to advise again" Sapphire said bluntly

"What do you want me to do then?, Watch you to always hurt yourself?, Sapphire you need to get a boyfriend, you're nineteen and it's not bad to have one, making love with your boyfriend isn't bad right?, It'll help anytime you get the cravings" Julia said, holding her hand

" Mum what are you talking about?, You mean I should go out there, paste a notice that I need a boyfriend who'll always fuck me to satisfy my cravings?, No mum I ain't doing that shit!, How can I get a boyfriend for the sake of fuck without even loving him, mum I don't want to talk about this anymore" she replied, removing her hands from Julia's

" Sapphire you're always hurting yourself even at home, and now that you're going to college tommorow, how sure am I that you won't continue, I'm scared, seeing you hurt yourself because of your shitty cravings hurts" Julia said slowly

" Mum just... Just calm down and trust me ok?, I'm Sapphire, I'll always be ok anywhere, and I'll manage my cravings perfectly, you don't have to worry" she replied, standing up

Julia stood and hugged her tightly then broke it to stroke her hair

"I love you daughter" she said

"Same here mum, I have to finish packing my things, the day will soon be over, I have to leave early tomorrow morning" Sapphire replied

" About the hostel I got....." Julia said

"You'll never get me what I hate so I'm sure I'll like it" she replied

" I'm sorry I should have gotten a better hostel, it's not so far from the school anyways, it's clean and cheaper than the others, it's what I could afford, I'm sorry" Julia said, still stroking her hair

" Will you stop saying sorry?, It's fine, I'll manage, not like I'm the daughter of the president anyways so I'll be fine" Sapphire replied and Julia smiled

" I'm missing you already" she said

"Me too, I'll miss your nagging" Sapphire smiled and hugged her tight

" You've always done well in your academics, don't let me down dear" Julia said

" Of course...trust your bookworm" she replied and Julia smiled , hugging her more..

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Hazel's bitchy sounds filled the room , as she got a hard fuck from the guy behind her.

He actually bent her over a table in her room, fucking her through the back, his balls making loud sounds as it slammed repeatedly on her b*tt

"Hardin.... Fuck!, Harder Please..

"I wish I could get this everyday..

"Oh yeah. . ...there.....fuck me harder...harder...ahh

"Hardin you're so good at this!...

" Uurrggg!!!, Ouch!"

Hardin pulled out of her and left her trembling on the table but seems he's not satisfied, he carried her and made her sit on the table, widened her legs and went deep into her again, directly into her pussy this time, hanging her legs on his waist

"Ouch!, Hardin.... Hardin this feels better.. "

"Harder please.....oh yeah!...

"Fuck me!....go deep.....gosh this feels good!"

Hardin got her nipples in his mouth already as he continued fucking her

They're both sweating profusely right now

Hazel bit down on her lips as Hardin pulled out of her, he removed the protection from his D and Hazel jumped down the table.

She bent in front of him and is about to take his joystick in her mouth when the door opened roughly, Rowen came in and they both stood frozen in their spots

"Fuck shit!, Hazel!, Hardin?" Rowen said angrily

Hazel quickly stood and covered herself with a spread

"No Rowen, I can explain" she blabbered

"Hardin" Rowen said, facing Hardin who's already putting on his shorts

"She offered me, I won't be too daft to reject, I love pussy just the way you do, and you once fucked my girlfriend too so now we are even case closed" Hardin replied and made to go out but Rowen punched his face

Hazel snuck into a corner, putting on her clothes hastily

"you pice of shit!! Fuck you Hardin!, Fuck you!" Rowen shouted and made to punch Hardin again but Hardin blocked it and punched him instead

Rowen bled from the lips and when he tasted his own blood, he went wild and made to charge towards Hardin again but two more guys came in and one of them held him

"Blaine let me go!" Rowen shouted, struggling to free himself but Blaine held him tight

"What's happening?" Clark asked Hardin

"I fucked Hazel, any other question?" Hardin replied

"Was that why you were ranting?, For fuck sake, you once fucked Hardin's girlfriend too so just take this as a payback, do you think he was joking when he told you he'd pay back?, Now this is it so just forget about it!" Blaine said, freeing Rowen

Rowen looked at them before settling his gaze on Hazel who has finished dressing up by now

"I'm done with your fucking ass!, You can fuck any dick you want!, I'm done with you!" He said and stormed out of the room.

" I'm glad he knows how it feels" Clark said

" You can say that again" Blaine scoffed and Hardin grinned before looking at Hazel

"You were sweet, your next boyfriend will have a lot to do" he winked and left with Clark and Blaine

Her friends came in immediately

"What's up?, Why is Rowen angry?" Renee asked

"He caught Hardin with me, we were fucking" Hazel replied like it meant nothing

" So Rowen's dick is not enough anymore" Jacinthe said

" I just had a change of taste and he said shit about breakup but we're breaking nothing, he'll still come begging, he can't resist me" Hazel smiled

" I know, so how was the fuck with Hardin? " Renee asked

" The best, he f*cks better than Rowen" Hazel replied and the girls laughed

" Wait!, It's past 12 right? " Jacinthe said with big eyes

"Yes, any problem?" Renee said

"Professor Taylor's class!, Shit!" She said

" Fuck!, We're late! " Hazel said, rushing out of the room with them

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Next day

Sapphire and Julia finished packing her things into the car trunk already

It's her mum's jalopy car, always faulty and all that, it has been with her since Sapphire's dad's death so it should definitely be old already

Sapphire opened the freezer and took the bottled soda she found

"Isn't it too early to drink chilled soda?" Julia asked, walking to the car with her

" Not too early for me" she replied, drinking from the soda while getting in the car with Julia

The drive to the carats hostel took more than an hour and when they got there, Sapphire inhaled before getting out of the car with Julia, drinking from her soda bottle again

She looked at the hostel building and sighed

"Not bad" she muttered

Julia took out her two bags from the trunk and a woman appeared

"Mrs Fairweather" Julia smiled

"Mrs Hunt, is she the daughter?" Mrs Fairweather asked, gesturing at Sapphire who pretended like she didn't see her

"Yes, Sapphire" Julia replied

"She looks somehow.... Fierce" Mrs Fairweather said

"She has always been like that" Julia said and Mrs Fairweather brought out a key which she handed to Julia

Julia took it and thanked her before she left

"Your room is number 20, let's go" Julia said, wanting to carry one of the bags but Sapphire stopped her

"You should go to work already, you don't want to get fired, I can help myself" she said

" But you can't carry two bags at a time and..."

Sapphire interrupted by carrying the two bags together with her soda bottle

Julia smiled and hugged her

"I'll call you" she said

"Sure" Sapphire replied as Julia got in the car and drove off after waving at her .

"Ok let's go" Sapphire said, drinking from her soda before heading into the hostel

She got in and looked around as she walked, it's really full of different characters

Some are smoking, some are having petty hostel parties, some are playing football in the lawn, some are chatting, different crazy students

She's so engrossed in watching till she bumped into someone and the guy almost fell

"Oh....I'm sorry" she said simply

The guy didn't reply, he just walked away with his helmet in hand

Sapphire sighed and started looking for room 20 as everyone stared at her like she's a goddess

She had to walk for almost two minutes before finding room 20,,

She sighed again and dropped her bag, took a sip from the soda before attempting to open the door but something hit her head from behind, it's a ball

The girls in the corridor laughed loudly as she turned back to figure out who it was among the boys who are playing football in the lawn

"Hey bring the ball" one of the guys said, coming towards her

He looks annoying and Sapphire folded her fingers more tightly around the bottle, transferring her anger on it

She looked at the ball in front of her and decided to keep her calm

She turned back to open the door but the guy snatched her key from her

Everyone in the corridor laughed again

She faced the guy and by now, three others has joined him

"Give back my key" Sapphire said calmly

"Rowen I think she's a newbie here* one of the guys said

"Yeah I think so" the one holding her key replied, seems he's the f*cking Rowen

"Pick the ball and hand it over to me, then you can get your key" Rowen winked, dangling the key in front of her

She tried to take it but he hid it behind him and the guys laughed at her failed attempt

"Don't be stubborn, pick the ball" Hardin said behind Rowen

Sapphire swallowed hard, thinking of various ways to kill annoying jerks

She tried to take the key again but Rowen passed it to Hardin and Hardin caught it

She tried taking it from Hardin but Hardin passed to Blaine

Some converged to watch as if it's a comical show as Blaine threw the key to Clark

"Just pick the ball already" Clark said and threw the key back to Rowen

Sapphire has just little patience left in her right now and she might just lose it anytime

"Cat eyes, pick the ball or you aren't getting your key" Rowen said

" After hitting the ball on my head then you take my keys and tell me to pick that same ball before you'll give back the key?.... that must be a joke" Sapphire said without blinking

" Sweet voice....what's your name" Rowen said

"Give me my key!" Sapphire said loudly and tried to take it from him again but he shifted back and she fell, hurting her knees

The guys laughed again but this time, Sapphire lost it completely

She stood and took a swift look at the soda bottle, she drank the remaining soda in it and looked at Rowen dangerously

"You might lose your memory if you have one, f*cking son of a bloody dog!" she said and crashed the bottle directly on Rowen's head...

Mouths went agape and eyes went wide as blood gushed out..