Do you know love is hard to find in this world? People my say they love you, care for you but they have their own desires attached to this world. Anyways, my love life started when I was very young, I have always wished to have a magic love where my prince comes, from the first day school started. well, nature as taken it away from me…..

Sometimes I wonder if love really exist. But once you hear my story I know you would understand.

Hi, my name is Suzy Meyers and like I said am 18 years, I leave in Florida USA with my parents and siblings.

I am second child of my parents. I am in college and life has not being easy for my mum and siblings, seen that my father has passed a way, since last year.

I work as well and I pay for my fees and go to school. I seem to have possibly put my self in a family way and I don't know what to do because I can't go home because of the background I came from.

I come from Africa and my mum always told me, never to put my self in a family way but I did not listen and I never wanted things to end up this way but things got out of hand.

The kind of job am doing is sales and it bearly feeds me because I have more than 7 bills. Even though I share my bills with a roommate.

However, I had to start prostituting my body to older sugar daddies because they pay well and sometimes I have to miss school to travel to where ever they want to go.

One more last thing I have a boyfriend is poor and doesn't have money but I love him and he can never find out what am doing because he will definitely break up with me and would never want to have anything to do with me.

So I have to keep this to my self, so many load to carry on my head, so many problems and issues. I am basically scared not to contact any diseases from anyone or even give my bf.

Now that am pregnant I don't know whose pregnancy it is.

What do you think Suzy should do ?