"I will never have children with you."
"Why, La. Wouldn't our family be more complete if we had a child? What's my fault anyway that you don't want to have offspring from me."
"Because I don't love you! Why are you still asking." Gabriela stared lazily at her husband, "Haven't I told you that I don't love you that means I don't want to have offspring from a man I don't love." Gabriela said ,"And one more thing, you don't have to hope that I will be willing to give you an offspring because that will never happen. Besides why are you expecting a child at our wedding, while I'm still trying to be able to part with you."
"La-"
"I've told you this before, if you want to have a child then have it with another woman but on one condition you must divorce me first."
"Which wife would tell her own husband to look for another woman just to have children."
Gabriela sighed, "You're still asking why I told you to have a child with another woman? Since I won't have any offspring with you, understand. Wouldn't you be happy if you married a woman who loves you too."
Aris shook her head, "I can't love another woman if my heart only has your name, La. How can I have a child with another woman if I just hope that my flesh and blood will be born from your womb and not from another woman's womb."
"Then what if I don't want to give you offspring will you stay with me."
"Of course. It wouldn't be a problem if we didn't have children anyway than I would have to have children with another woman because it would hurt your heart."
Aris's wife laughed, " Ahahaha what will make my heart hurt. You think I'm sad to see you with another woman?" Gabriela shook her head, "No, Ris. I'm so happy that you let me go and live with another woman who loves you. I won't be sad or hurt like what you said, I'm just happy because you want to let me go."
"Gabriela, are you aware of the words that just came out of your mouth." Gabriela nodded her head, "You won't regret it?"
"No." The woman answered quickly and reached for her phone, which she had put on the table near her bed.
Anything done by Gabriela never escapes the eyes of an Aris, the man always observes the movements of his wife.
"Can I ask you a question, La?"
Gabriela was silent, it meant that Aris had to immediately issue the question he wanted to ask his wife.
You don't forget that if Gabriela is silent it means yes.
Aris justified his sitting position with his gaze that could not be separated from the figure of his wife, "What forever you will never look at me even though I am gone later." Aris speech brought Gabriela's finger movements on her phone screen to a standstill.
Gabriela glanced at Aris for a while before resuming her activities after sighing, "Why Are you asking, I think you already know the answer."
"Y-you..."
"I will never look at you even when you are gone. I'm sure you already know the answer, but why are you still asking."
Aris smiled sadly at Gabriela's words that pierced her heart, " Huftt... I knew you'd say that. I just wanted to make sure I was right or not, but it turns out that you will never see me as your husband. Isn't that right?" asked Aris flatly.
"Of course. For what I look at you? I have never loved you and I have never considered you as my husband even though you have married me." Gabriela said quickly without looking at Aris.
"Until now you haven't been able to open your heart to me is it because you still love Rendi?" suddenly Gabriela turned when she heard Aris mention Rendi's name. Her ex-boyfriend loved her so much until now.
The cellphone that Gabriela had been playing with was now thrown violently by the woman, "Why did you say her name when in front of me, didn't I ask you not to discuss Rendi when you were with me."
Seeing Gabriela's reaction made Aris smile again, "So it's true that you still love your ex."
"Of course, how can I not love Rendi because he is the only one who can make me happy. As long as we were in a relationship he never even made me cry he always made me smile-"
"You should suspect that if Rendi is always nice to you and always makes you smile, he could be hiding something from you and therefore he is always nice to him so you don't suspect, La."
"Don't think badly about Rendi because he is a good man, it is here that you are the bad one!" Show Gabriela to her husband, "You've destroyed all the hopes that I and Rendi arranged in such a way, if only you did not force your parents to match us then now I've lived happily with Rendi."
"He even promised to marry me when he was successful." Gabriela said again.
"But the truth is that it was me who married you and Rendi left you without saying goodbye, he let you wait for him without certainty."
Gabriela shook her head did not accept with Aris who said that Rendi let him to wait without certainty, even though it was reality but Gabriela sure if later Rendi will look for him.
Rendi was very much in love with Gabriela so he would not possibly let the woman he loved marry someone else.
Even though Rendi was defeated maybe someday she will come and prove that she is serious with Gabriela, so that both Gabriela's parents approve of their relationship then they tell Gabriela to divorce Aris because all this time her daughter is not happy living with a man who is not at all in love.
Whether the dream will come true or not but Gabriela is sure Rendi will come to her someday, if they can not unite in a marriage at least allow Gabriela to meet with the mooring of his heart.
In addition, Gabriela also hopes to part with Aris.
If Rendi can't be with him then Aris can't be with him either.
Gabriela will prove her love for Rendi by not opening her heart to other men including Aris, the man who for these three years has always been there for her.
I don't know how many wounds Gabriela has inflicted on the man's heart because he always gets bad treatment and rejection from Gabriela.
Just blame the man who still survives with Gabriela, if you already know that Gabriela doesn't love him, Aris should let him go, right?
If this is the case, then who is at fault, Aris or Gabriela?