When I entered the hostel with the taste of Shadhins warm lips, I remembered that today there is going to be a function in our hostel.
But the hostel seems completely deserted. So the birthday party of the founder of this manor house is over So fast!
It is now only around 11:30 PM in the tower clock of our hostel building.
I asked the gatekeeper standing at the gate of the hostel, is the programe over?
He replied, no ma'am, there has been an accident and the police have been called.
I hurried to the main building of the hostel to find out more details.
Many girls are seen in the garden, and many girls are also gathered in the portico of the hostel.
I got to know from them that a special guest died suddenly.
The person who died is not very old, 32 to 35 years old. Many girls say, he died cause of a heart attack.
The police will actually investigate, the corpse will be taken to the forensic, after the post-mortem report, it will be known why the person has died.
The person who died is a male .
A dead environment seems very scary to me. Although I know that everyone has to taste death one day, still I don't know why, I feel fear.
Now I am alone in the room. I also believe in ghosts and spirits of the dead.
There is no such rule in this hostel that I ask anyone to stay with me.
Rooms may not be shared with anyone other than designated roommates.
I was also curious and like all the girls stood at the portico and waited for the police to come.
There is another reason, and that is I am afraid to go to the room alone.
I also, spending time talking to the other girls . Many girls are like me are now living alone in the room. Due to university has been off .
Many girls have moved out from their roommates . Many are like me stay alone in their respective rooms. Listening to them, I understand that they are also afraid to go to the room like me.
The police car entered the hostel with sirens blaring. Along with the police, reporters from the TV channels and the news paper reporters also entered the hostel.
We are watching the busyness of the policemen and journalists from a distance.
The dead body was sent to the ambulance. The policemen interrogated the birthday guests. After the police left, we, the girls, returned to our own rooms.
As soon as I entered the room, I forgot about the dead environment and the dead person.
The image of my sweet heart returned to my mind again. As soon as I remembered the image of Shadhin my mind started to resonate with the compassion of joy.
After making a cup of fresh coffee, I opened the lake side window and sat on the couch.
It is very windy outside. The street lamps on the lake side are shining brightly.
Far from the lake side, the neon lights of the suburbs blended into the dark sky creating a dim light.
Oxford city at night and by day are completely different. The cold wind outside is blowing on and it touch my body.
The smell of chrysanthemum flowers are wafting from the garden. The night is very late.
Secluded and quiet environment, so the smell of Flowers are quite strong.
I am sitting and thinking about Shadhin Raihan.
When will occur four o'clock strike again and when will I see my sweet heart again .
Again and again I remember the touch of Shadhin, the smell of his body and the warmth of his embrace.
I am infatuated with sweet love. I am making new dreams about our relationship .
I don't know how long it has been since I thought about Shadhin , suddenly I heard someone's horrible howling .
The whole hostel was shaken by the sound of that howling.
Before I could understand anything, I heard that tragic howling again.
My hair stood up in fear. A gentle tremor was created on my body. A cold stream flowed down the spine. The mind says that something terrible must have happened.
The howling started to resound and echo in the entire hostel building, breaking the silence of the night.
I came out in the corridor from my room. Look at the outside, many girls are tangled near the stairs.
I went to them and asked, who shouted so loudly?
One said, screams came from the third floor. We all ran to the third floor.
There are many other girls crowding in front of the door of the room above my room on the third floor.
I noticed that everyone's face was pale with fear. There is knocking on the door but no one is opening the door from inside.
One of the girls living in this room is from the Philippines.
Another is the girl from Egypt.
The girl from Egypt went to her country back for vacation. Now the Philipino girl is alone in the room. After a while, when our hostel supervisor ma'am opened the door with a duplicate key, we all girls saw the frozen body of the Phiilipino girl lying next to the chair in the corner of the room.
The supervisor ma'am forbade everyone to enter the room.
She said she was going to call the police. After hearing Ma'am's words, no one entered the room out of fear.
I said, wait ma'am, don't call the police. First check what happened to the girl?
It is not that she is dead - she may have fainted because of fear.
The supervisor ma'am allowed me to enter the room. I checked the girl lying on the floor, she is alive.
I took water from the jug and splashed it on her face. But her consciousness did not return.
This time I pressed both sides of her forehead with my fingers, using a lot of force.
She regained consciousness within thirty seconds of holding her forehead.
When she come with sense, at first the girl was shocked to see me and tried to understand what happened.
She asked me, am I alive?
I said, of course you are alive .
Then I said to her , tell me, what happened to you?
Seeing that the girl regained consciousness, many others entered the girl's room along with the supervisor ma'am.
The girl stuttered for a while, then burst into tears. I tried to calm her down by comforting her and helped her to stand up.
Supervisor Ma'am asked the girl, what happened that you were shouting so loudly?
The girl said, there is a ghost in my room.
I asked, how do you know that there is ghosts in the room?
She said, I was sitting on this chair after coming from downstairs. After reading for an hour, I was thirsty for water and I was going to get up to drink.
At this time, someone was knocking on the window. Once or twice or many times and outside the window there was a kind of noise.
I am coming up from the chair and this time someone is pulling my nightie from behind.
I did not look back in fear, because then something incorporeal was behind me, and it was holding my nightie. Because of this I screamed and faint out.
I looked at the chair behind the girl and saw the body of the incorporeal ghost.
I said to the girl, come forward, the girl came forward as I told her and she again felt a pull on her nightie from behind.
The girl was scared and calmed down. She saw a smile on my face and asked, why are you smiling?
I said, I caught the ghost. I said, look back, you will see your ghost.
She looked back and saw her nightie stuck in a groove on the chair .
There is seeing this , she and others started laughing for this incident .
I said to her , the sound of knocking on the windows outside, they are caused by the wind. It's very windy outside today.
I opened my window and was looking at the lake side , I saw a strong wind is blowing .
I said to the girl, due to the dead environment, some kind of fear has been affected in your mind.
Now you are alone, that's why the fear is a little more pressing on you.
That's why normal things seem abnormal to you.
Many of us are living alone their own rooms, there is nothing to fear. With this we all returned to our own rooms.
In the Next day :
I wake up in the morning, after exercise and breakfast, I sit down to reading a book. It's twelve o'clock now.
Almost three hours have passed in reading The book which I got from my class teacher Mac Wales sir .
This is the Mystic Magic book written by Elipas Levy .
When I reading the book for these three hours I was just wandering in another world on my mind .
I was drowning in the ocean of occult knowledge.
Knowledge is boundless and infinite like the universe.
Many of us know many things, but our knowledge is not - knowing knowledge is a very subtle matter.
After reading for a long time, I thought I should come out of the garden.
Remembering the actions of the Philippine girl last night makes me laugh.
I came outside and feeling a strong wind is blowing over our hostel . This air flow has started since last night.
When I came down from my room , I saw that there was silence all around.
Yesterday's incident has created a stressful atmosphere.
Still feeling dead environment everywhere in the hostel .
I walked along the path to go to the garden. The path is lined with pine trees and white marble statues.
As soon as I entered the garden, my mind was filled with thousands of colorful flowers.
The garden is filled with chrysanthemums, Roses, Lilies, Orchids, Marigolds and other unnamed flowers.
Red, blue, yellow, purple and mixed coloured butterflies are flying on the flowers.
The garden has leafy benches for sitting.
I took a seat on a bench. It's almost noon now.
The sun is watching with her burning eyes.
A lot of wind and a mild winter makes the afternoon sun heat feel very comfortable.
The bench I'm sitting on overlooks the small building next to the main gate tower across the garden.
It looks like the police are there again,
because I can see a few blue-clad policemen from here.
It seems that the investigation of the man who died yesterday has come again.
Or there may be some other reason.
Thinking in my mind, the person who died yesterday to celebrate his ancestors birthday, did he ever think that someone's birthday will become the day of his death ?
The person who died, I do not know who and what - or his identity. to my knowledge , no interest, as I have no acquaintances or relatives in London.
So I am not interested to know about the man who been dead .
However, various TV channels are continuously broadcasting the death of the person and his name and identity.
I don't watch much television, so I still don't know the man's name and identity.
Today I will go for a love tour again with Shadhin Raihan .
I don't know where he will be taken me , but I have no objection to wherever he is taken me. If he is always by my side, I can also go around in the Hell.
Basically I love Shadhain and I want to spend every moment with him.
Actually I am spending time sitting in the garden. When will it strike four in the afternoon and when will I go and jump into the Shadhin's embrace .
The police are no longer visible now .
It seems they are all gone from here .
There is no one around here , completely silent, frozen environment.
Suddenly, I don't know why, it seems that someone is watching me.
Someone's eyes are fixed on me.
As I thought so, I took a noticed around. No, there is no one. I looked at the statues, if someone is watching me from hiding behind them! No, there is no one.
But I can't dismiss it as a mistake in my mind, my sixth sense understands that someone must be keeping an eye on me.
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While studying Occult Science, I learned that the things that appear suddenly cannot be a mistake of the mind at all.
Of course there are things that our five senses cannot catch, but the sixth sense does.
And when the sixth sense sends signals to our five senses, we perceive it as a mistake or illusion of the mind. For me, it seemed boring. Should go from here .
Sitting alone seemed boring to me. Thinking that it is better to leave here, I left the garden and came back to the room.
I watch the clock, it's about 1 pm. After taking a shower, I went to the dining room at two o'clock in the afternoon and finished my lunch.
I took out a maroon colored long gown from the Almirah . The long gown has golden thread work on the chest and hands. The circumference of the gown is five cubits. This is my very favorite dress. My mother gifted me two years ago on my birthday.
The gown is so gorgeous that it goes without any ornaments.
Even then, I tied the diamond chain around my neck, which looked like the thread given by Shadhin.
I put dark maroon lipstick on my lips. I put a band on my head and left my long hair behind.
When I saw in the mirror that everything was perfect, I did not take any more makeup.
A text came on the cell phone. I checked the text and saw that the text from Shadhin.
He has written to me that It will take me another fifteen minutes to arrive, baby.
I have been dressed up for about an hour! Shadhin was supposed to come at four o'clock. He may be late and has informed by text. And after a while I will see my soul mate.
A stream of happiness is flowing inside the mind.
Counting one minute, two minutes, three minutes, the time is passing and I am thinking that my love time is very near.
As always Shadhin driving and I am sitting next to him.
Today he is wearing everything white .
White pants, white shirt white jacket and white shoes .
Shadhin is driving the car with a very serious face. When I came to him he was staring at me.
There was a desire to get me close in his gaze. I didn't pay attention to his longing look and kept his face serious.
I asked, are you angry with me for some reason?
Immediately he said, why should I be angry with you?
I said, your face is very serious, that's why I asked.
Shadhin makes his face more serious and said , because today I have not had any tonic from you .
I said, what tonic?
He said, you don't remember the tonic that you gave me yesterday ?
I was ashamed to remember what happened yesterday and said " oh my tonic lover !
he said, I thought , I would get tonic as soon as I met you today, but seeing the dark lipstick you put on your lips the taste of tonic has gone away.
Do you know the taste of your lips has made me intoxicated ?
If I don't get that taste today, I will die.
I don't know why my chest kept trembling after seeing his so much addiction on me .
No matter how many people say that love is a matter of the mind, in fact it is not.
The destination of love is the body only , the first condition of love is physical attraction.
Shadhin changed the subject and asked me, does any of your hostelmates or friends know the person who was killed in your hostel yesterday evening?
I said, he was not killed, he died of a heart attack.
Shadhin said, he didn't have a heart attack madam, he was murdered.
I said, how do you know that there was a murder case ?
The post-mortem report is not out yet .
Shadhin said, the post-mortem report is out but the public has not been informed.
I asked him , the public did not know, but how did you know?
Shadhin said, have you forgotten about my profession madam?
This time I understood how quickly information can be obtained by working in the information collection office.
I said, I do not know the name of the person who died. So how do I know if any of my hostelmates know the person?
He looked at me in surprise and said, you are a strange girl! A person died in your hostel but you didn't try to find out who the person is?
Are you so indifferent to others?
He may be someone you know, but I was a little bit shocked after hearing the serious words of Shadhin.
I think to myself, he probably thinks of me as a selfish girl .
I cautiously said that I don't know anyone in London, I don't have any relatives except one cousin. And my cousin is now out of London. So I did not feel much interest to know about the man.
Besides, yesterday I was just thinking about you, so I was not interested to know the name of the dead person.
Shadhin started laughing freely. Seeing his smile, I felt a little embarrassed.
He said, I see , yesterday's tonic has intoxicated not only me, but also you.
what you were thinking about me, can you tell me, madam? I said, I will not say.
You will give me a tease me later for my thoughts about you .
Shadhin said , you can say it freely, even if you don't say it, I know what you were thinking about me.
Then he changed the subject and said, the person who died yesterday in your hostel is called Jeff Byron. He is the founder of European Bank. At a very young age, he established himself in the banking business.
He received his PhD degree in Business from Oxford University. He was a very brilliant man. When Shadhin uttered the name Jeff Byron, it seemed as if I had heard this name somewhere.
While trying to remember,
I remembered that Natalie's boyfriend's name is Jeff Byron too . He is also a banker.
But the question is whether this person and Natalia's boyfriend are the same person or not ?
I haven't seen Natalia in the hostel since yesterday.
If her boyfriend died, she must have told someone in the hostel. But no one ever said that the one who died is Natalya's boyfriend.
I told to Shadhin that the boyfriend of one of my hostel mate's name is Jeff Byron, he is also involved in banking business.
But I'm not sure if this is the person! My hostel mate's name is Natalia, I haven't seen her since yesterday.
I would have known if he was her boyfriend.
To heared my words , Shadhin stopped the car on one side of the road.
He asked me, how did you know that Jeff Byron is Natalia's boyfriend?
I said, Natalia came to my room on the day I was supposed to meet you at the lake .
She wanted to lighten things up by sharing about her boyfriend and the trouble between them.
Shadhin wants to know what Natalia said about her boyfriend, please tell me.
I told to him everything what Natalia told me. To listen everything Shadhin said, you are in great danger, dear.
I asked to Shadhin, what is the matter of my danger with Natalia ?
Shadhin said, you do not know nothing about Natalia?
I said, I don't know what?
He said, many things, can not be said now. Now if we talk about Natalia then our romance will be ruined.
Remember it you have to be very careful .
Because you don't know that you have been made a target by an organization to trap you in their net.
I said to Shadhin, what are you talking about, I don't understand anything.
Once you say Natalia is dangerous, again you say some organization wants to trap me.
How did you know that I was a target of an organization? Shadhin said, I will answer all your questions later.
Just remember one thing, from now on you have to be very careful from Natalia.
I remembered that Martha also said Natalia is very dangerous, be careful from her.
Shadhin took out a visiting card from his wallet and handed it to me and said, look at this card and tell me what it means.
You have good knowledge about symbols, so I want to know from you, what do these symbols mean?
I looked at the card carefully and saw that there was a golden star drawn on one side of the card.
The star has six points.
In English, this star is called six-pointed star.
I started to explain to Shadhin , what kind of symbol the six pointed star actually is.
This star symbol is also called Star of David or The seal of Solomon. On the other side of the card is the symbol of Baphomet.
This symbol is taken as the holy symbol of devil worshippers. But its real meaning is something else.
Shadhin said, will you explain about these two symbols? I said, of course I will.
Listen , this Star of David or Seal of Solomon is used by occultists in their various magic rituals.
The Seal of Solomon is considered a sacred symbol in Judaism. The Israeli flag also has the Seal of Solomon or the Star of David. Star of David looks like an ordinary star but its significance is very important.
Notice it that this star has six points.
These six points are made up of two triangles of opposite poles.
These two triangles of opposite poles signify divine union.
A star is formed by the intersection of two opposite triangles.
It is considered a combination of Male and female . another explain, night and day, heaven and hell, above (sky) and below (underworld), positive and negative also means the unity of this reverse unity is the union of gender or union of divine.
An upward facing triangle like a pyramid is called a Fiery Triangle or Male Triangle. The downward facing triangle is called Watery Triangle or Female Triangle.
According to ancient theory, King Solomon engraved this Star of David on his magic ring to control demons.
So this six pointed star is called Seal of Solomon. In Hinduism it is called Satkona.
Shadhin wanted to know, why Hindus call Six Point to Satkona ( seven angles ) ? It should be called six corners.
I said, look at the star, there are six corners outside and one corner in the middle, so Hindus call it Satkona ( seven angles ) .
In Hinduism, one triangle of this star is a symbol of Lord Shiva and the other triangle is considered as a symbol of Goddess Shakti.
Here also Satkona means the heavenly unity of man and woman. This star again represents the second formula of Hermeticism.
Again Shadhin asked me , what is the meaning of Hermeticism ?
I said, a philosopher lived in Egypt during the time of Prophet Abraham . His name was Hermes Trismegestus. He introduced seven laws or formulas with the Architect of Unity.
These seven laws are called the Hermetic Seven Principals or Hermeticism.
In hermetic formulas, the star is presented in this way, " As above, so below, " So above, as below, "
This formula is the main element of creation of everything in the universe. According to this formula everything in the universe has balance.
For example, in the Seal of Solomon, two opposite triangles are equidistantly superimposed on each other to form a full star. In the center of the star is a number written with 310m.
Shadhin showed that and asked, what does this number mean?
I also saw the number but I could not know what is meant by 310m. Shadhin asked me again , what is the use of this hermetic formula?
I said, in ancient times, big buildings were built using this formula of Hermetic. Even in the present era, various institutions used the formula of Hermetic to create something in various architectures.
Shadhin asked for example ?
I said, any historical monument , buildings and institution .
Then he said, Wow! now I understood, this is about David Stars activities. Thank you so much for explaining so beautifully.
By your explanation I get the right way of my mission .
I asked to Shadhin , from where you collect this card?
Shadhin said, I did not collect this card dear.
This card was given to me, to find out the meaning of the card.
And to know what the card is used for.
You explained a lot to me. If you didn't explain everything about these symbols , I wouldn't have been able to find this information for my work .
Shadhin said, I am thanking myself now.
I said, thanking yourself for what ?
I did not understand that.
Shadhin said with a smile, I thanking myself for my babies . because I will give such a genius mother as a gift for my children!
As I looked at Shadhin with suspicious eyes, he said, "My children means our future babies dear."
I couldn't stop laughing at the way he spoke.
I looked at the watch and it was almost five o'clock. I have been chatting with Shadhin for an hour, I have never chatted so much with anyone before.
I asked to him , where are we going now?
He said, I don't say , because this is your trip surprise for today .
After listening to him, I didn't ask anything else and stayed silent.
Shadhin again told me to explain about the symbol on the other side of the visiting card.
I said, my cheeks are hurting from babbling for so long.
He started laughing after listening to my words and said, today I first heard that someone's cheeks can be hurt when she chatter.
I said, seriously, my cheeks are paining.
Saddhin started pressing my cheek with his hand. And started saying let me press your cheeks dear .
I pinched his hand and said, "Isn't it rude?"
Shadhin started laughing again. When Sadhin is smiling or laughing, I look at him and think, I have seen his smile before somewhere else .
His smile seems very familiar to me. At times, it seems that I have known his from a long time ago. But I can swear that I have never seen Shadhin anywhere before.
What is it that I can't match with him ?
Shadhin again pressed my cheek and asked what are you looking at ?
I realized that I have been staring at him for a long time.
I said to him, you know dear !
I think I know you very well. I think I have seen you before.
Shadhin kept a mysterious smile on his face and said, "It will be familiar to me, the divine union that we were created in heaven like Adam and Eve and when we came to this earth we were separated.
That's why I also feel so familiar to you.
When I realized that Shadhin is making fun with me again, I said to him, all my words seem funny to you, don't you?
He took her face seriously and said,
My dear Sweetheart, everything about you is very important to me."
I must proof to you that how important you are to me. Now please tell me what does The Baphomet mean is ?
I began to explain about Baphomet.