Chapter 51 - Trauma

Last time in i was reborn in attack on titan as a bender

The only difference between the two of them was that Mikasa was physically stronger and had more experience due to her Ackerman genes, While krista was more agile,more flexible not faster but just more flexible so as long as she didn't get hit,she would of been fine and all she had to do was tired out her opponent or redirect all her opponent move back at them.

That would of been a brilliant strategy if the person she was facing wasn't named Mikasa ackerman,The fight looked like it was fair in the first couple of minutes but after that it was starting to be obvious who the winner would be.

Krista started to get hit a lot more and Mikasa seem to be alot more violent than usual,Mikasa kicked Krista on the chest causing her to fall flat on her ass,Mikasa threw another punch at the down Krista,before the punch landed on the face of Krista something blocked it.

Now we continue where we left off

Christa Pov[Historia}

I closed my eyes because i expected to get hit but the hit never came and when i opened my eyes again i saw that Mikasa's punch was blocked mere inches away from my face.

When I looked up, I saw who blocked the punch that was about to hit me, it was a very familiar figure of a teenager with black hair and caramel-like skin holding back Mikasa fist.

"Mikasa, don't you think that a bit harsh," He said looking toward the black-haired girl.

She looked away while muttering something that I was not able to hear.

But whatever it was, it seemed to displease him as he said"please don't let your personal feelings govern you"

She said fine before she walked away, He looked back at me before giving me a hand.I took his hands and tried to stand up but I physically couldn't stand on my own, when he realized that I couldn't do much on my own, he carried me bridal style before he walked toward the infirmary.

While he was carrying me toward the infirmary he said"Im sorry about what Mikasa did, she usually doesn't fight so violently, I hope you forgive her but I would understand if you don't want to forgive her"

"She... probably ...didn't mean ...to do it"I answer with my voice trembling a bit.

I saw him look at me for a second with his eyes looking into mine and for some reason, his gaze felt warm and gave me a fuzzy feeling.

He seemed to notice that he was staring for too long and he said"Sorry about that, you look exactly like a childhood friend I had"

I opened my mouth to say something but no word came out, so instead, I just hugged him very tightly not wanting to let him go.He seem to freeze at the sudden hug but he soon went back to normal. We soon arrive at the nurse's area where he put me down on a bed. He looked at me and said"Make sure you recover well, Krista"

As soon he said that he walk out the hospital room,i felt like i was alone and i also felt a huge amount of guilt build up in my chest, I didn't want to do it anymore but if I didn't continue, I shudder at the thought of what would happen if I didn't continue.

'I hate myself for what i did,he looked so broken,i do not want to see his smile disappear,he is usually smiling and goofing around but ever since then he changed 'I thought while laying on the bed

'Did my words really hurt him that badly 'I thought as the way he was acting right now, is not the way he usually acts?

'I get a weird feeling in my chest every time, he is around that Ackerman,' i thought, thinking of all the times I have seen them together,it was almost as if they were a couple, and for some reason, I didn't like that at all.

I then remembers my father's words.

Flashback to the day that the wall fell

On the night of the day that the wall fell, Mom dragged me outside the house but when we got outside there were a bunch of people that were armed with knife and were waiting for us, they separated me from my mother before they put her knife to my mother's throat.

They then proceeded to slit my mom's throat in front of me, her blood flew everywhere and some of it fell on my cheek, I saw a very tall and slim man who appeared to be well-built. He had short, coarse-looking dark hair that reached to his neck and also had a thin beard along his jawline. He had the appearance of a middle-aged man with wrinkles around his eyes, which were small and piercing. He was wearing a simple white shirt with a black tie that was never done up, and a large black overcoat that reached past his knees. He also had a bowler hat with a white band around it.{A/N its Kenny}

He approached me with the same knife that he just slit my mother's throat with, I was scared I didn't want to die but I was paralyzed with fear and I couldn't move at all, my body refused to listen to me no matter what I do.

He reached me and proceed to put his knife near my throat drawing some blood and i could feel the cold metal knife on my skin but before he could slit my throat, I heard my father's voice say "No need to kill her"

"She is more useful alive, all she will have to do is change her name," Rod said looking at his terrified daughter.

"You royal and your fucking politics, "The man that was about to slit my throat said as he remove his knife from my throat with cause me to let go of her breath i didn't know i was holding in.

My father walked next to me before he lower himself to my level and said"if i see or hear you talking with that fucking bastard, I will kill him and you. I dont want the royal bloodline to be sullied by him"{A/N I call bullshit}

Father then looked at me again but this time he said"And if he try to attack me to 'free' you,i will use it as bait and we both know he won't have the guts to hurt you".{A/N Basically Attacking him mentally,because physically is not going to work out.}

He then walked away with all the men that came into the house and i was left alone with the only thing keeping me company being my thoughts.

Flashback end

A/N That should explain why she is staying away from him,Trauma a lot of it,in some dose of ptsd,