Our fifth marriage anniversary was on the way, this time I planned to surprise Sol.
After meeting with Zarish, I believed that I should go back to Sol.
All these years, I did not forget Sol at all. He was in my unconscious memory all the time.
Everything reminded me of him. I wondered if it was because he was my first love.
Even when I wanted to hate him, I could not be able to forget him.
His aura was splendid. I wanted to meet Sol again.
I wanted to love once again. I am ready to move on.
I wanted to start a family with him. We were together for a pretty good time but now I wanted to live my best with him.
I did not know how much time is left for me.
Life is unpredictable. We should not waste it on hating someone. We should spread love.
I was wishing that Sol might still love me. I wanted to be with him again.
Without telling anyone I left to meet Sol. I was very excited to meet him once again.
I reached Sol's house; I rang the doorbell.
Our servant Rukshana opened the door, she was so surprised and happy to see me.
She said, "Meesha Madam! is that you?"
"Yes, it is me," I replied.
She said to me to come inside. I went to his room and knocked on it
I heard Sol's voice "come in the door is open."
Tears rolled into my eyes. I was hearing his voice after years.
I opened the door and went inside.
Sol was working on his laptop and looked at me.
He was frozen after seeing me standing in his room.
We were just looking at each other,
We saw each other after almost 3 years. We have not even talked in all these years.
He was looking so handsome, he was wearing a black t-shirt and trousers,
His big eyes fair skin tone, 6 feet tall height,
I remembered the day when I saw him for the first time in university. He was still looking so handsome,
I felt that I fell in love with him once again.
I said, "should I come inside."
"Please, please do come inside Meesha it is your house. I was just shocked to see you here", said Sol.
He asked me to sit.
But I did not sit I just stood in front of him.
I started weeping and said, "Sol please forgive me. I did not understand you. You were right all the time."
You should tell me everything.
Sol said that he loved me very much when he first saw me.
Sol said, "I was very much stressed at that time as I was suffering a lot. I did not believe in the love of teenage. I did not want to make your life like mine."
I asked him why he was so mean to me when I was in the hospital.
He replied, "when I saw you, laying on a hospital bed. I saw Zoii in you."
I understood now why Sol was so rude to me.
Sol said, "when I came back home, I felt that I was so mean to you, but honestly it was for my sister. But then I realized that there is a huge difference between my sister and you. You tried to end your life for me."
He further said:
"I kept checking on you but then you went to LA for treatment and those 3 years I could not able to connect to you. My grandma asked me to get married but I think I was in love with you.
I wanted to be with you.
When I came to know that you are fine and even again persuading your degree, I was so happy for you. I felt love for you. And surprisingly your brother came to me for our marriage.
I could not believe it at that time. I happily agreed to marry you. But when you were shocked to see me at our wedding, I knew your brother did not tell you.
When I saw the rage in your eyes for me, I thought to win your heart. I did not want to make any intimacy until you would agree to it. I remained confused because you pretend to society that we were a very good couple, but you and I were strangers in our room.
Meesha! Please forgive me I could not express my love for you"
He held me by my shoulders and hugged me.
I felt that I was running in the Sahara Desert and finally found an oasis.
Sol said,
"From now, we will begin our new life Meesha,
A life full of love and affection,
We will be the best ideal couple."
But we did not know we still had to cover and witness a lot of trials and tribulations in our life...