My name is Tarou Sakagami, I'm just your average teenager of 17 years old, I go to school, play games, sports etc, and do whatever you can imagine a teenage boy to do. Now, if I'm being honest, my daily life is bland; mundane, it's an endless cycle of this loop [Wake up, go to school, return home, eat dinner, go to sleep.], though I'll admit that it's my fault that my life is this boring, I never sought excitement nor attention. Yep, you guessed it right, I'm extremely introverted, and neither do I have friends, not because I don't know how to make it, it's because I don't like getting close to people. Perhaps, that's the main reason why I'm introverted, you can address me as "uncivilized" Or whatsoever, yet even though I'm physically strong, I'm not a brute, it just doesn't seem right to me, if nothing is eternal in our World, why do we all fight? Why do we want to conquer each other? At the end of life, nothing matters, all your achievement will simply fade away along with your existence at the end, that's why my motto is simply just, "it doesn't matter what anyone says, just do as your heart desire", I'm filled with contradiction; my opinion towards most of the things is somehow different from other individuals. Mayhaps, I'm unique? Nevertheless, let's get to the point,
I was sitting on a chair which was in front of my study table, my room was quite small, but somehow fits my standard, talk about equivalence, my room only had a study table, bed and a laptop which was on my bed, there was a window present in front of my study table, Wind was slowly blowing, ruffling my hair, it honestly felt good, in front of me, there was a notebook whose pages were completely blank and besides that, there was a math textbook, I was holding a pen on my right hand, spinning it aimlessly, I stared at the book with my crimson red eyes for quite a long time, before closing both of my eyes and letting out a heavy sigh from my mouth, reopening my eyes, I thought "𝘔𝘦𝘩, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳." I put my pen away before I closed the books with my left hand.
I crossed both of my arms together, before lying on my back on the chair, getting completely relaxed. You see, I'm not good with studies or anything based on academics, my report card says it all, my mind was not focused on studies, instead, I wanted to do something else, in a different field, like sports etc. Even though of course, my parents won't allow me to participate in a different field, because they want me to focus on my studies instead, now what can I even say? Having no choice, here I'm, aimless. Even so, I always try to seek something entertaining, which is pretty rare to happen. I looked outside via a window present in front of me, it was almost sunset now, I gazed at the open sky, there weren't any clouds floating around today, the scenario was quite fascinating.