XANDER'S P. O. V
"Noah! What now... I was busy with something. I have to complete a thesis that consists of more than what I know so my reading time is crucial."
Xander was of course studying. He quite the job he had after Noah's defeated him, first victory in a debate with a diplomatic crowd.
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24 hours ago
"Babe I know you incredibly intelligent but I don't think working part time during the most crucial part of your life is a good idea."
Smart. Noah prepared to work everyone's emotions and he knew he would work on that. Gab, Leo and Jayden. They were completely useless on his point of view his best friends nodded at his dumbs fated mates point, so did Lucas and Toby.
"Unlike my fated here, I will not work on your frivolous emotions. Instead I have compiled and have prepared paperwork, states. Past performance and present performance. Read it, let it sink in and case closed."
Xander was about to sit when his mate got brains all of the sudden.
"That was before you had a job. Who know your capabilities with a job? Your marks can decrease. Stress levels increase and did you not say something about clinic hours? How will having a job impact your productivity in the clinic, affecting all you have worked hard for?"
He thought about what to say but seeing Lucas agreeing with him made him more furious.
"I have handled a lot of shit on my own! I did that! If I want to work. That's my choice!"
He yelled at a verge of crying… his anger urging him choke someone or maybe someone's.
"Technically my love, it is our choice. You were alone, you not anymore. Look around you, you surrounded by people who love and care about you. You no longer alone."
'You no longer alone. You no longer alone. You no longer alone. You no longer alone.'
"It looks like Xander's is no longer able to rebuttal Noah point therefore I Gab will-"
Everyone's face dropped when he got up before the ruling ended.
"I require fifteen minutes with Noah before this case continues."
Uncertain Gab nods, so deep in his role he banged the wooden rolling pin.
"Granted!"
Leaving the crowded room and entering to solace of their bedroom.
"Noah you know why I have this job?"
"Xander'."
He took a step back to not lose focus, right now it is about his future not his alphas pheromones.
"Alphas leave, leaving their omegas to fend for themselves. Noah, I do not want it to be a surprise like it was with my mother. I do not to be pregnant or raise child with a man who is not there emotionally or physically."
"I told you, you mine and I am yours forever. What else can I do to ease your concerns?"
Xander did not expect Noah to read his mind, therefore he concluded he has to figure it out on his own. For however long it takes he will forever be waiting, anxious. Ignoring his question he held onto his mates arms, facing him directly.
"If you wish I quit my job I will do it but it will just burden you."
"Don't worry about me. You are my omega mate, you will never a burden me. Even my parents almost killed me once they found the future 'mother' of the pack, has some job waiting tables. I tried supporting whatever you were trying to prove, now let me take care of you. Xander, now your health is in factor here and as your mate I cannot stand not protecting you. I want to provide for you, my wolf wants to do all that he can for his mate. Look love all I ask is that you put yourself first not this misconception taken from fear, unnecessary pressure you put on yourself through and trust me to take care of you."
Now he was crying. Was he unjust classifying his mate as a statistic? Did he wrong and burden another person? Could he live without his mate? Why couldn't he be a good omega? Why is he being so emotional?
His thought questioned and he sobbed more. No one ever cared about him and his feelings. All he had to rise on was his parent's stupid relationship. His father left perhaps he did something to drive him away. He has to be a good omega otherwise his mate will also leave him.
[His right I can't do it all on my own, his my alpha and he just want to take care of his omega. His numbers never lied neither did our mates actions.]
"I'm sorry for being stubborn. You right. But I want you to promise me this one thing."
Noah was seated cradling an emotional Xander. When he saw his mate nod, he felt it is better to be at ease trusting his fated mate than panicked and confused without him in his life.
"Please don't get tired of me and leave me alone. That's all I can literally think about I love you and trust you with my all but I trust you understand my mind cannot let go."
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NOAH'S P. O. V
He hugged his mate, despised all the factors in his fated mates life that contributed to this traumatic level of emotional damage.
"You are mine. Only mine. Always and forever mine. Besides I can never get tired of my adorable Xander, now give that mind of yours time to relax I've got you."
Xander punched his arm and Noah's response was to pick up and dropped on the bed as if he weighed nothing. Noah went to the bathroom surprise to see his fated was yet to move from the position he left him on the bed when he came back from the joint bathroom with a cloth to wipe all his Xander's hurt. He then kissed his forehead to not get a headache from all the crying. Kissed his cheeks that were now flushed a rose shade. Kissed both his eyes for always expressing his mate's emotions. Then finally his lips as a vow to always be there to ease his hurts.
"I love and only want you my beautiful unicorn."
He understood his mates main love language is assurance and words of affirmation before everything else. Noah is happy to do everything to assure his mate about his sincerity and love, anything to not let his fated mate suffer in the thoughts of his past.
"Unicorn?"
"Yes. Apart from the definition, unicorns are my favourite mythical animals because their good also aligns with the bad. Your mystery, your uniqueness, your intelligence, your innocence and the bonus is your perfect physic."
Xander crawled on top of his lap and began kissing him, pawing to get his shirt off.
"Aww. My little kitty has claws."
He teased and got away with it because his mate was far gone into lust that pawed to get attention on his beautiful body. He chuckled. Obliged he took a condom from the bed stand. Fuck. Xander was already wet, biting his nipple and invading his entrance to one finger that soon turned to two. Xander moaned wrapping his arms a legs around Noah and he pushed in moving slowly. His mate bit him and he took that as a sign to move faster which he did. Soon the room was covered to moans, groans, a slapping sounds and Xander crying out.
"Noah... I. I'm...coming."
Xander sang and held on close to Noah.
"Bite me."
"Are you ready?"
"Yes. Please. Mark me. I want to be yours."
He compiled not because Xander asked him but his wolf desperately wanted to. The moment he cried out in pleasures pain, he shot his load. Removing the condom. He cleaned them both before he remembered the debate.
"Are you up leaving the solace of our haven?"
"No. I want to cuddle."
"Are you up to kicking our friends out and resume what we have here?"
"Yeah. Help me up please."
Helping his mate up. Mate, that sounds great. Drawn back to reality by Xander, he tried to be gentler.
"Ah. Awie. Be gentle douche."
Noah laughed and Xander kicked his ass wincing in the process. The played it, the kick barely left a recognition of pain but he rubbed his butt.
"Ouch. What was that for?"
"This."
Noah burst out laughing when Xander kicked him again this time bearing his own uncomfortableness. Noah winced giving his beautiful mate the pleasure of hurting him.
"You don't feel anything now. Imagine if I kicked like take the entire night or in this case we have been in this room for almost an hour. Asshole."
Noah handed his mate pain killers and a glass of water.
"Thank you... Let's go and kick them out so you can massage my... Never mind you'll just make things worse."
"I would love to massage you."
He got punched and his mate and they both walked out, his mates walk so cute.