LEO'S P. O. V
The high of ecstasy took him places phenomenal, beyond his imagination and it felt like he was riding the roller-coaster now he was coming down. Coming down the height of passion combined by love, his body still tingling he felt his bliss never have he ever felt so whole. Bliss? What followed bliss was the mounting fear of realization? Oh shit. That did not just happen! Instant panic. There is not going back now. Hell. Breathe.
"Leo calm down. Breathe."
Calm down? The audacity of this dammed alpha! Fuck his audacity. Fighting the temptation to straggle this man, in his head this man was already shot six times. Six will not do this situation justice, seven, eight, nine, ten times. He does not get the significance of this moment to him. Damn him. Hell why does he feel like balling in tears? Damn this forsaken alpha.
"Common love. Breathe. What's happening?"
What is happening? Indeed what is happening? Breathe? Breathing at that moment was a task. Breathe? How dare he tell him to breathe? The bastard. Breathe he just has to think of something else, something more relaxing than this moment. Tears followed his next revelation, ironically Jayden's presence calmed him but not enough to stop the hyperventilation. Was he being dramatic? Of cause he was being dramatic. He came in him. The told him to breathe as if he is being irrational?!
"Bag."
Tears straggled him, his feet and fingers were getting numb. Jay handed him the bag and with shaking uncertain fingers he opened the zip. Grabbing his inhaler, he pumped twice and focused on breathing without thinking. The alpha does not know the repercussions if his actions, of course he does not he has fated mate somewhere out there.
What pulled him back to the moment was the soft tender lips of his lover, Jay kept breaking the kiss giving him time breathe. Closing his eyes surrendering to the passion losing himself to the feeling. Throwing caution to the wind he kiss back with more passion, moaning when he felt him bite his lips.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Thank the living stars he could not get pregnant or this mental breakdown would have been a whole lot worse. At this instance being a beta helped him not just to throw caution to the wind but also this mistake would not be met with repercussions. He came inside of him that jerk now his body will crave none but him. Fuck. Why would he do this to him?
"I just do not want to get addicted to you... Your omega is out there somewhere and I am here. You will be able to move on without hiccups but I will not. It is not fair, you did that to me. That is part of the reasons why protection was invented, it also helps protect the heart."
At last he was no longer hyperventilating or angry instead the sadness hurt him. Gosh, is this what defeat looks like? (He groaned and buried his head in his arms) He did say he belongs to him and he did not lie, his body is his but everything else was not in the market.
"Love look at me. Listen to me and hear the words coming out of my mouth. There is no way in hell, I am letting you go. You are my fated and I know you can feel the connection too. It is just you misconceptions stopping you from actually opening your heart up to me. Love consider us a special case and stop pushing me away, I want to be with you. I love you bunny."
Leo's flush reached his entire body so he sank deeper into Jayden's arms. He chose to ignore the conversation, silence was better than false reasoning. He will just leave the fate of their relationship to time and if they destined to be together.
"You are mine."
"Yeah? In your dreams."
That might actually be true. His denial of his claim was tied to him showering and pretending it never happened. Now he can never forget because heart was tied to him forgetting. Time will give them another day or never.
"Yeah. There too. It is nice having you here in the real world, so I can do this."
"Whaaa..."
He flipped him on his stomach. Leo pointed a confused then when he realized what the man wanted he squirmed. Leo was still a bit sore therefore, what the hell was he doing?
"Arms."
Leo submitted as his arm were cuffed behind his back. As his alpha trailed the marks he made all over his body. For the first time he was with Jay, he released his invisible constraints and passionately wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed Jayden. He consciously broke his command but it felt so right but it is his fault self- control was not enough to be a binder.
"You mine."
"Forever."
"This is the place I want to bite."
He caressed his nape and pressed kisses and Leo moaned in both anticipation and uncertainty.
"Uhm. Uh. Not now please."
"Whenever you ready my little beta. Right now, you need to be punished."
"Punished? You wish."
Leo did not even waste time on thinking about it. Realizing the alpha still plans on punishing his disobedience he slipped off and high tailed it to the bathroom, the door closed and he heard a most desired click.
Laughing all the while as Jayden banged on the door. After a few minutes later he opened the door and Jay widened the range and his willing to be this surprised him.
He can never be what Jay needed in a sexual partner but he honestly did have fun surprising and messing with the good looking alpha.
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JAYDEN'S P. O. V
Claiming Leo in the mist of their combined pleasure incising erotic jungle fever. Not the mating mark but one humans considered a 'love bite'. No matter what Leo is a few steps away from being his?
He wanted to provide, protect, and support his Leo so much that it was all he could think about. Seeing the way he smiled running to the bathroom made his own heart flutter. When the door opened he claimed the man over and over, till they were both warn out.
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"Morning."
"Wait... It's 06:34. Why the hell are you awake?"
"To do this."
"Stop it. I need to brush my teeth. Haha, Jay stop it my breath tastes horrible."
"Let me be the judge of that."
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XANDER'S POV
It has been approximately a week since they have been back and Noah spent most of the time studying for his entrance tests but he also made time to go out with him.
Although he acted annoyed, deeply he was touched someone chose him. Someone wanted to spend their free time with him. Noah 'forced' him to get lunch together, his treat of course he did not want to eat with him. Wink* Wink*
Noah as usual ordered what looks to be half the menu and all he ordered was sushi with a side of salad. Compared to the alpha he was shorter resting just below 5'7 and had to eat proportionately because his ass enjoyed not cooperating. So seeing him gorge his face with arguably good food and kept offering him to taste, declining was getting harder so he huffed.
"Common its good trust me. Here. Take a bite. I will even feed you. Common."
"STOP IT! I already have enough on my damn plate."
"I am just offering you more, your dish barely has food."
"I said I am fine. Stop offering me food you over grown ass."
"Okay. Okay. Fine. Pardon me for wanting you to take care of yourself."
"And here I thought I am a doctor. Ah. I'm sorry. Uhm. Thank you. I am just not used to anyone caring this much about me. Thank you I will have some but if I get fat you will pay for my gym membership."
"Deal. You now have someone who wants to give you the world now."
"I do not what the world."
"Then what do you want?"
"It does not matter. Mmm the shrimp here is delicious."
"It matters because you matter to me."
Face flushed his gaze did not rise his attention, he cannot raise his head to face him. His eyes could not meet his and all he was in fact able to do was lightly kick his shin.
Exaggerating his injury he manage to make him laugh and actually forget where they were. Realizing his break for an hour was over he groaned internally despising time but he could not bear his vulnerability so he waited for the man to leave.
"Aye Xander. This week we have our annual test and the next week we finally end the Moon thing. I will try to see you when I can. So for good luck, do you not want to give me a kiss?"
"Do you want me to kick you again?"
"For your lips I will take two."
"No."
"Seriously you kiss will give me luck with my tests and you finally agreeing to go out with me will make me Moon 2016 for the engineering faculty."
"A kiss or agreement does not make that happen it is simply impossible."
"Then let us defy the odds together."
"No."
"Please a kiss on the cheek will be enough. Please. I have to go study group start in five minutes but I will not until you agree."
"Fine. You giving me a headache now. I will but you not allowed to enjoy it."
"I promise nothing."
Xander slowly leaned in and when he was closed enough to breathe in his woodsy aroma. His breath so close tickling the tender skin, lips so close to their destination his skin anticipated the drop. Blowing in his ear successfully fighting the urge to bite it seductively. Godd that could not happen because the damned alpha will not leave him alone. Before Noah could react he planted a kiss, which did not surpass three seconds but felt long enough that the world got restored. To think he said he never wanted the world.
"Wow. I have never been so turned on from a kiss on my cheek before. My, my Xander. We bound to have fun."
Kicking him again he got up and walked away, laughing. Since Leo was no where to be seen he went to Lucas room knowing Toby would be also be focusing in his studies.
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"Come in."
Xander entered one of his best friends very light apartment. The walls were a cute baby blue with so much windows he wondered how anyone could sleep in here.
"Toby?"
He asked, heart set on not intruding on the couple (he stepped in slowly to make sure he not disturbing anyone and any plans).
"His place. I'm just catching up on my notes unlike you I don't have a photographic memory."
"No. Do not go there, I just work smart not hard."
"Yeah. Yeah. Where is Leo?"
"I have no idea but if I had to guess. By the way he looked or the way he addressed Jayden, he might still be fighting off Jayden's advances."
"My innocent friend. My incredibly naively stupid friend. Have you seen either of them since we returned? If Leo was fighting let us just say he gave in."
"No. Oh. Shit. You don't think?"
"And somehow I have to work adequately hard to be top in our class."
"Technically we both at 98.89% but yes you are smarter than me by a small margin. (He left his bag near the door and pushed Lucas on side.) Now move out of the way, I just want to sleep."
"So you and Noah finally?"
"No. Leo is nowhere to be seen and sometimes I hate being alone for a long time... I do not need to explain, you know."
"Don't worry man. I was just teasing. Come in I will work here silently."
"Thank you."
"Don't mention it."