The memories belonging to Ji Yan became countless fragments, like countless stars floating in the dark, flashing in front of Yin Xuezhuo's eyes.
In fact, it is not the first time that he has used soul reading. Yin Xuezhuo is born with many special abilities. When dealing with the right way in the past, it is not that he has not taken the memory of dealing with them, but he used to deal with people, and he never showed mercy. Either turning the opponent into a puppet, or turning the opponent into a demented fool afterwards.
The worst end is the loss of soul.
But now, he uses the soul-reading technique on Ji Yan, and he still has to read the memory from beginning to end, which is much more difficult. He has too many worries, so he used this lamp to cultivate himself. To dilute, slowly drift into her soul.
Before that, Yin Xuezhuo had made a lot of bad plans.
For example, he would see many things that he could not accept, and the humiliation she received was something he did not imagine; another example, he would not be able to control his own power, even if he had the power of the soul, the cultivation of the body phase would treat her. Cause backlash.
But he wanted to know what she went through.
Not being by her side was his biggest regret. He had no other chance to make up, only to treat her well. But his smoke seems to be soft-tempered, but in fact he is more stubborn than anyone else. She always hopes that she can endure the unspeakable harm she has suffered. She overestimates her ability to bear it. I can't bear it, and don't want him to feel guilty for it.
Even if he forced her, she wouldn't say it. His smoke seemed to be deliberately making troubles, but in fact, he was so sensible that he was distressed.
After making all preparations, Yin Xuezhuo followed the familiar breath in her soul and saw scenes of Ji Yan's past.
To his surprise, the first act was not what he expected.
She was in an unfamiliar place, and her most distant memory was blurred because she was too young. The clearest thing was a little girl crossing the road with her schoolbag in her double ponytail.
The surrounding environment is very unfamiliar. The surrounding houses and costumes are all different. The little girl is six or seven years old. She is very young. She is very cute and very polite. She likes to smile at people. When she smiles, she has a pair of sweet pears.
There are many people of the same age around her. Everyone likes her very much. Almost no one bullies her. She is like a little princess, the one who is overwhelmed by the stars.
It's just that she often sleeps alone at night, alone in an empty house, afraid to turn off the lights at night, and often calls her parents to ask when they will go home. Later, when she gets older, she gets used to it.
The little girl grew up very quickly. During the summer vacation at the age of sixteen or seventeen, she went out more and more brightly, but she was addicted to something called "computer" every day. She often played games with her classmates while wearing headphones. I am also happy, and a bit rebellious and lazy. When I am excited about playing games, my mouth frequently pops with some unintelligible words——
"Will the one who knocks your mother play the game, send it off, you will send it off if you don't have the takeout, and then send it to your master, and the master will give you a funeral on the spot."
"Why do you swipe your WeChat steps in the wild area? My old lady hangs your code on the welcoming song to welcome guests from all directions."
"Brother, did you take the medicine today? Oh, no, it's no wonder my sister saw you have a seizure."
"..."
She is still as sharp as ever, and no one can scold her. She is more than a few people alone. She has the aura of madness back then, and even less restrained.
Yin Xuezhuo couldn't understand what she was saying, but even though she sometimes scolded her with blushing ears, her cheeks were red and lovely, and occasionally when she jumped on the other side, she made a special trip to open the wheat: "Slightly, you are anxious, you are anxious. You are in a hurry, you are in a hurry."
She also turned her head to find her good friend, chatted with each other enthusiastically, often proud of herself, raised her chin and looked proud, "That is, sister Hun Zuan has never lost."
When she was sitting on the window sill talking on the phone, her white feet were hanging in the air, as if she was born with hyperactivity, and she would twist and twist from time to time.
She has a cat. She holds the cat in her arms when she is in a bad mood. She occasionally talks to herself, becomes naive, and fights with the cat.
A little bit older, I don't like to be so eloquent. The whole person is a lot quieter. She rushes to study every day, and she often stays in the library from morning to night. Her life has become very simple and even more than before. Rich, she likes to dress up, with long slightly curly hair, she often puts the fragrance on her face, and she often sighs in the mirror.
"I'm so beautiful, but I still don't have a boyfriend!" She often looked sad and indignant, and said sourly, "Forget it, it's better to be single, but it's not that much trouble to be single."
She is more and more like the smoke and smoke that Yin Xuezhuo is familiar with. Even if she has any troubles, she forgets quickly, and in a blink of an eye she prepares for the future with great interest. She has never been entangled in the past like others. Like a dazzling little sun, how can it be unlovable?
She fell in love with holding the boxy thing, looking at the text on it, often hiding under the covers, and seeing it all night, occasionally laughed in the middle of the night, and occasionally shed tears quietly Uncertain.
Until Yin Xuezhuo heard her name.
"Oh, the villain is so pitiful, Yin Xuezhuo is always forced, if it weren't for the protagonist to betray him, he wouldn't be so extreme." She hugged her pillow and rolled around at night, angrily, muttering to herself for a long time , Sniffed again, whispered and cursed: "It's so cruel, this is Shuangwen on wool, Shuangwen's villains are damned, how can they be so distressing..."
"Oh, I want to send a blade to the author."
"..."
"Didn't you just say something." She raised her hand and scratched her long hair again. "I've been waiting for a long time. If I don't give me an explanation, I really want to spray!!!"
"This plot is really uncomfortable!!!"
Yin Xuezhuo didn't understand it at first, but when he saw that now, he only understood one thing-his smoke used to live in a completely different world.
In fact, it is not difficult for him to understand. He feels that this is like cultivation. Once you have cultivated to a certain level, it is possible to leave the original world and go to a higher plane. If Yin Xuezhuo breaks through the conjugation stage, reaches distraction or more High Jinxian cultivation base can also leave the original world.
It's just that she has no cultivation base, and this world has never heard of it.
But she knew that she knew everything about him from there, and even saw a lot of things he didn't know, such as the so-called "Jiyan" who died outside Linshuang city long ago, what kind of ending he would usher in without her, Everything is too unbelievable, as if everything he experienced was just a play made up.
It surprised him that he turned out to be in a book.
He is a character in the book. To her, he is just a paper man. Maybe she has a few tears, but like other books, he will forget him in a blink of an eye.
Yin Xuezhuo couldn't accept the fact that it was more terrifying than he had predicted at the beginning. He suddenly realized that his smoke was actually hiding him from the beginning.
The raging anger and unwillingness in his heart almost stopped him from reading soulism, but reason still let him watch.
He wanted to know how true she was to him.
He saw her come into this world.
She was helpless and frightened, but she supported herself firmly. She whispered to a person in the void. She knew where everything was going, and everything that followed was spent with him.
Countless times she thought she was going to die, she was more scared than anyone else. He had inadvertently put down cruel words before, and the so-called making her into a human Gu actually made her quietly scared for a long time.
She hasn't said about those.
She fell in love with him first, she confessed to the thing called "system" openly, and everything from now on, she didn't have any false feelings.
Even for a piece of paper, she still used her sincerity.
"I stay."
"If he is finally destroyed by me, even if I go back, I will regret it."
He heard the familiar electronic sound, and the moment that electronic sound was played, all the stars belonging to the other world disappeared in smoke, Ji Yan of the other world completely disappeared in the dust, all connections were cut off, and she gave up the most Happy life, comatose in his arms.
Ji Yan was still lively when he woke up, and he didn't see anything wrong.
"Shining, in this world, I only have you, and you must be nice to me." She said these words as if accidentally.
At first he didn't know the meaning of this sentence, but now he suddenly knows what this sentence means to her.
In this world, she has no relatives, no friends, can't curse people while playing games, and can't see a bright future. She has lost a lot, but only has him.
His smoke and smoke, is to spare everything to love him.
But he still lost her.
Huge discomfort came surging, tearing Yin Xuezhuo's heart almost instantly, feeling densely packed in his heart, as if he was being eaten by all insects, biting blood drippingly.
His original intention was not like this. The things he wanted to see hadn't even appeared yet, but the past that was thought to be simple had already subverted his cognition too much.
No matter how powerful the cultivation base is, he can't support the shaking of the soul. His spells can hardly be controlled. When his strength is vented, the soul lamp almost goes out. He is slightly startled for fear of hurting her. Yuan turned back, and the Zhen Yuan in his body was jumping wildly, clamoring pain all over his body.
The bones seemed to be shattered into pieces, and they seemed to lose consciousness completely, and only felt so distressed that they could not speak.
After pulling out the consciousness, Yin Xuezhuo spit out a mouthful of blood. She supported the bed with her right hand, and the blue veins on the back of her hand floated, her face becoming paler.
He lowered his head, panted slightly, his eyelashes trembled, the breath exhaled like ice, everything in front of him was mixed with light and shadow, shaking sharply, he could not even hear any sound, only the faint fragrance belonging to her, still Quietly sent into the tip of the nose by the wind.
Ji Yan...
His hands convulsed unnaturally, and his slender nails pierced the mattress, leaving three cat-like scratches, and they broke in the palm of his hand. Yin Xuezhuo didn't know what he was doing now. Never been more embarrassed than now, even Wuhuan suddenly showed up and wanted to force him away.
"Devil Lord." Wu Huan said anxiously, "You seem to be in a devil, you should return to the Demon Realm for healing at this moment, and you should not continue to be stimulated!"
Yin Xuezhuo didn't look at him at all, raised his hand to beat him out, fumbled, struggling, and touched the familiar warm cheeks before he hugged her tightly.
In this way, I feel a little relieved.
He was so dizzy, as if he had been stabbed by a needle, it was sharp and difficult to remove, and he could only bear it hard.
After he became stronger, no one in the world can match him. In fact, he rarely gets hurt. Most of his suffering is caused by himself, not because of his performance or because of hatred. Just like now, it is clearly a simple reading. Spirituality, but because his mind was shaken, there was such a big backlash.
...But this time, because of love.
Just like she lied to him, but also because of love him.
The author has something to say: I feel that this chapter is a bit like a fan, and the original intention is to sweeten it, but I didn't expect it to be abusive.
The next chapter is just fine.
There is one more chapter today