I woke up to the sound of alarm clock I look at the time and it was 7 pm in the evening I can't believe I slept that long. I left my room aka attic.
Yea they make me stay in the attic as a room. "Lisa it's almost time"
" yea get ready girl I can't wait to show up"
" lol are you serious."
" do I look unserious to you"
" you sure do like bitch"
"Well I'm in you so you are also a bitch woman"
" I'm a girl not a woman yet"
" lol should we go to the lake now or wait till everyone go to sleep"
" I think when they are asleep it will be better"
"okay"
I went back to my room and lay down just chatting with my troublesome wolf.
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It was 11:30 pm when my alarm blow off ( yea blow off quite ironic) guess I fell asleep while speaking to Lisa.
I went out of the park house through the back door so no one will notice me. They didn't even remember my birthday nor my shifting.
I snuck out and went towards the lake. I saw this lake when I was eleven. The lake is beautiful and sparkling under moonlight. The blue color of the lake shines brightly under moonlight.
The lake is calming and peaceful. Well it's more of a waterfall but I like to call it a lake. This is the place I mostly find peace when everything go wrong.
When I felt I can't go on this place always make me think twice about everything and anything.
But unfortunately this will be the last time I will be here because I'm leaving tomorrow with the beta . I'm going to a new pack to start a new life.
I really can't believe this place exist in this kind of place but one thing is for sure I'm missing this place a lot.
This is the pack that made me lose my self respect. It was like it was thrown through the window into the garbage can. I will be a lier if I say it didn't hurt me that my self respect means nothing and I'm like a punching bag to everyone.
And speaking of hurt my body is hurting like hell. My bones are turning and breaking? Like it's being ripped out if my body. Tears escaped from my eyes and I bit my lips to hold back the scream threatening to come out.
I can't see anything because my vision became blurry. The pain In my body is killing me. Moon goddess please make it stop I can't take it anymore. I can't breathe and my brain isn't working anymore. I can't even contact Lisa anymore.
This isn't what I heard from the other werewolves when they transformed. ( I'm not friends with anyone but I heard from the adults who shifted telling the younger ones) .
White fur started sprouting from my body (took it long enough) my fingers started changing and my get are changing from fingers to claws.
It is like hell. Like can you imagine your finger nails being pulled out because I definitely can't think of it.
And once again I bit my lips hard to hold back my screams because I'm sure there are guards on patrol so I don't want to alert them at all.
I could taste the metallic liquid I'm my mouth and I realized it's my blood. I guess I bit my lips that hard.
Like I wouldn't wish death should be like this because this is a lot of pain. If I had a choice I will never wish to experience this shit for the second time. Like how do people endure being tortured.
And with that thought in my I finally transformed to my wolf. Took it long enough.
I walked over to the water fall and take a look at my self and what I saw shocked the living daylight out of me.
There I stood on two legs staring at my self when a voice spoke in my head " hey" I jumped because she took me by surprise.
" hey calm it's me baby girl" Lisa said.
" yea I just realized"
" lol I look beautiful"
" excuse me wolfie we look beautiful"
" duhhh whatever" she said rolling her eyes
So before you ask why I'm shocked I will let Lisa tell you.
" well I'm a lycan" Lisa said as a matter of fact.
So that's why I'm shocked like I'm supposed to be a werewolf not a lycan because I'm pretty sure my parents are werewolves.
" no you are not. I mean look at me I'm standing on two feet can a werewolf do that? I'm tall like the trees is a werewolf like that?"
" I can see that"
" so as for the parents part I think you are a descendant of lycans because werewolves can't give birth to lycans"
" Lisa,from the memories in my head, I think my parents are werewolves"
" well I'm a lycan Emily"
" I can see that" I said rolling my eyes"
" well Emily we are radiating power and it will be a threat to the alpha so if you don't mind can you control it" Lisa said
" sure"
I calmed my mind and body and closed my energy line to stop the radiating power.
" I'm glad you stopped the questions"
I rolled my eyes and muttered stupid lycan
" I heard that"
" it was meant for you to hear lyky"
" are you serious? Lyky? Can't you come up with another name"
" nope" I said popping the p
" you are not being nice I just showed myself but you are being a arrogant humy"
" are you serious? Humy?" I said in between my laughter
" yup" she said popping the p
I didn't reply her anymore and admired my lycan in the lake. White fur all around my body, my nose tip is blue and half my tail is color blue.
My paws and tip of my ears are blue and my eyes? Dude they are crazy. It's a mixture of white and blue ( blue surrounding and white pupil) .
" we are beautiful"
" no no baby girl I'm beautiful" Lisa said grinning from ear to ear. And let my tell you it's cheeky and it gives goosebumps. Can you imagine a lycan grinning are you serious.
" well too sad time for transforming back to my human self"
" whyyyy I wanna go for a runnnn" Lisa said whining. And yea it's killing me. I've never heard a lycan whining.
" fine let's see how fast you can run"
" are you challenging me girl"
" whatever but run on four paws"
" aye aye captain"
And we that we took off and ran around the forest careful enough not to alert the damn guards on patrol ( trust me I hate this pack and it's members)z
Lisa is pretty fast and she carefree and happy and all that. I can feel my five senses active and improving.
When she had enough run we started heading back to the water fall and I transformed back to my human form and guess what " just say it already stop the guess what" " it's not you saying it okay"
So back to the conversation, I transformed back to human form with … * drumroll* " with her clothes on" " Lisa you ruined my talk girl"
" I couldn't take it anymore so I said it"
" to hell"
Heading back to the park house I chatted with Lisa a little before sneaking back inside the house into my room. I checked the time and it's one in the morning and we are living by 8 am so I need to sleep.
I changed my clothes because they are sweaty and stinky. Then climbed on to my one person mattress and slept with out forgetting to set my alarm clock for 6:30 am so I can pack and do my chores on time.
I slept out of exhaustion but with reassurance from Lisa that I'm gonna find my mate someday and he will guide me till the world ends.
Now I also got Lisa to protect me and strength to fight for myself.