He seemed to have fallen asleep because he was exhausted from crying. When I opened my eyes, it was already dark outside the window.
oh It must have been that she fell asleep as it was before, but suddenly Sohee was changed into a warm and soft house coat rather than a slip dress. The lips also had a bitter odor as if ointment had been applied. His body, which was covered with sticky semen and love juice, was also clean and not unpleasant, so perhaps he wiped it with a towel… .
no.
I shuddered at the thought that Jigyeom would have touched her again.
I looked around because it smelled like food, and there were neatly placed porcelain bowls with food on a silver tray on the table. When I opened the lid, it was white porridge.
[Get up and eat something. Let me know if it's too cold. I'll ask you to reheat it.]
My stomach wasn't even hungry. I didn't want to eat anything. She tore Jigyeom's note to pieces.
Then I heard a man's voice from outside the bedroom. The suite consisted of a separate bedroom, study, living room and mini bar. It seemed that Jigyeom was talking on the phone in the living room. Who are you talking to? Sohee put her ear to the door and occasionally heard the conversation.
"No, Father. I've definitely said it many times... . It was my father who ignored me. no. You don't need anything else. Yes. I did. Engraved, I did. So what did you think I would do?"
Judging from the contents of the conversation, he seemed to be on the phone with Chairman Koo, his father. It sounded too formal for a conversation between his father and son. A fierce voice continued to come and go as if fighting.
"Please review the documents that arrived via quick and then contact us. And for reference, I also have the same document, Yoohyeon. Yes, that Shin Yoohyeon. So you better not think about it."
When a familiar name appeared, Sohee was startled. If it's Yoohyeon's brother, are you talking about Yoojung's older brother?
Yoojung... . When she thought of her, her heart became more dizzy. Yoo-jeong said she was obviously pregnant with her brother's child, her Ji-gyeom. She said he had a girl every day of the week, and she wouldn't like it when she had her baby. She, he and she, had countless relationships over the course of several days. Besides, he imprinted on Sohee. Not only that, but noting… .
"Wow, whoop."
For a moment, unbearable nausea came rushing in, and Sohee ran to the bathroom in the bedroom. She grabbed the toilet and she eventually vomited everything in her stomach.
It is known that if a beta woman of childbearing age has sex with a beta man on the day of ovulation, the probability of conception is about 30%. If an omega woman has sex with an alpha male during estrus, the chance of conception is 50% if the alpha is noted. She even remembered seeing a study that showed that if the omega and alpha were dominant, her chance of conception was nearly 70%.
"Nonsense."
Gu Ji-gyeom, the man made a note on So-hee's body not once, but three times. It's just happened more than ten times... . His face brightened with excitement.
Sohee, who had relieved the heat with water washing, looked at my face in the mirror. His eyes were swollen and he was speechless. On my neck, Jigyeom's engraving marks were still blurred. It's because he puts on the ointment himself whenever he thinks of him. Now there was no pain and no wounds. When he had sex, he was rough, tenacious, and mean, yet extremely affectionate. Paying attention to the wound on the back of the neck, I kept checking to see if the bottom was not severely swollen. He would whisper incessantly that he loved her and pour sweet kisses all over her face and body.
Sohee knew for the first time that the feeling of being loved by a man gives such a feeling of fullness. In this way, he sincerely believed that it would be great if he lived with him for the rest of his life. By the way… .
So-hee was also noticing that Ji-hoon, who had traveled with him, was very different from his usual one. Of course, the pheromones he felt were also very different. He was deceived like a fool. The happiness that that moment gives is so sweet.
'It was an illusion. It was a lie. he deceived me I see only what I want to see and he is deceived.'
Looking into the mirror, Sohee bit the soft flesh in her mouth.
feeling betrayed.
Ironically, when Sohee finds out about his identity. The first thing I felt when I found out that he was Ji-gyeom and not Ji-hoon was a sense of betrayal. No anger or resentment, but the feeling of being deceived and thrown away by someone you trust and love.
How much I knew that person, how much I trusted him, those feelings first raised their heads. Even thinking about it myself, it was ridiculous. Was your first experience that great? Is it the influence of engraving? It felt like I gave my whole body and mind to you in a few kisses with a friendly push and passionate sex. Her sense of self-doubt made her even more tormented.
I thought of Yoojung and my family in Korea. Everyone should have known by now through the phone call with Jihoon. With less than a week left until the wedding, how will she accept that she is with her fiancé's twin brother? It was obvious without seeing it.
First of all, you have to get away from that man. Let's leave this room. Then call your parents and ask for help. Determined, she remembered the small bag she brought with her when she came to Ji-gyeom. Inside her was her own room key and wallet. Where is it?
When I got out of the bathroom and looked around the bedroom, luckily I saw her bag lying in the corner of the sofa. When I opened it, I couldn't see the wallet, only the card key. Yes, you may have left your wallet in the room. That day, Sohee was distracted by the sudden hit cycle. Maybe I don't remember well. If you go back to your room, even if you don't have a wallet, you have cash in your travel trunk, so you can buy the fastest plane ticket to Korea and go back.
Sohee opened the bedroom door and looked outside. From the inside of her study, Jigyeom's back was still on the phone with her back to the room she was in.
"… yes. thanks okay. maybe some more... A few weeks... ."
Jigyeom was concentrating on the phone call, so luckily, he didn't seem to be able to hear the noise behind him. Sohee lifted her heels and walked out of the suite with utmost care.
***
I returned to my room and hurriedly looked for it, but I did not find my wallet or passport. I can't remember where she put her wallet, she shuddered, but her passport was definitely in this pouch... No matter how much she looked, she was nowhere to be seen. Her mind was agitated. The call may have already ended. Jigyeom will soon notice that Sohee is gone.
Fortunately, the emergency bag was in the trunk. I also brought a copy of my passport just in case, so I might as well report the lost passport at the consulate. First of all, it was important to get out of this hotel.
Sohee changed her clothes with a shaky body, grabbed a trunk, and went out the door. He deliberately turned in the opposite direction to where he was in his room.
"Sohee… !"
Oh, it was him. Gu Ji-gyeom. He was approaching her from the other side of her hallway.
As soon as the voice was heard, Sohee ran towards the elevator. I pulled the trunk and ran, but it was too heavy to slow me down. In the end, Sohee started running with only the bag containing the emergency money bag.
Luckily the elevator was on her floor. I quickly got on and pressed the lobby floor. His urgent voice followed her all the way to her nose, but when she pressed her close button repeatedly, her door slammed shut.
My heart was pounding. She felt like she was about to explode, so she stroked her chest several times in the elevator.
Sohee arrived at the lobby and ran to the west gate to catch a taxi. However, there were already more than 10 people waiting, so if I stood there, Jigyeom would soon follow.
Come to think of it, I think I said there was a subway station across the street. Sohee asked the person next to her for directions and ran straight to the subway station.
shoot ah oh The sky seemed a little overcast, but it must have been for rain. As if the sky had pierced, a huge amount of rain began to pour. Singapore said December is the rainy season. I remembered that it had been raining once or twice a day since I came here.
Sohee continued to run in the rain. Huh, huh. My breath caught up to the tip of my chin. It's been a long time since I've run, so my heart ached and tightened. Oh, it hurts. Sohee stood tall in the middle of the road. Raising her head, she looked at the sky. On either side of her were large, old trees that looked like they were several hundred years old, hanging branches full of green. Singapore is a strange place. Bigger trees are in harmony next to a forest of tall buildings. It was cloudy, wet, and all green. It's December and it's still summer here.
Contrary to my desire to cry, I somehow laughed. So she became even sadder. It was a vacation before her wedding. She didn't even expect it to be sweet, but from the moment she boarded the plane until this morning. Every moment was so exciting. She liked her warm embrace of a man who didn't want to let her go even for a moment. Whether this place is summer or winter, whether it is raining or sunny, whether it is December now, and whether it is a wedding soon. I was happy to be with that man to the extent that Sohee didn't care about all of that.
Did I have a dream? She just really loved and wanted to be loved. All she really wanted was that one thing.
The rain was getting stronger and harder to the point where my body ached from the water hitting my body. weird. My vision kept getting blurry. Is it because of the rain or because of the fast heartbeat? I don't know if it's because I've been too busy for a few days.
"Lim So-hee!"
It was as if someone was calling her from afar. That must be the man, Jigyeom Gu. Sohee did not look back despite her urgent cry. His voice was so desperate that he wanted to turn around a little bit, but he couldn't. I didn't.
Everything is ruined.
Sohee is now a bride without a groom, an omega without an alpha.
blink blink. blinking in front Sohee's world became pitch black.