Alarm sound yells at me saying "wakeup it's 6am" over and over again,I took a deep breath and and gave a big hit on the alarm's head and pushed it down accidently and let it stay on the floor, dragged myself out slowly from bed rubbing my eyes and tell to myself softly "it's a big day today", I can see the sun shining on my window glass which was covered by morning mist, slowly made a kid walk towards the window and slided the window upwards and looked on the spruce trees on the otherside which was after the street road, just I watch that everyday for past two years ,from my appartment window, slowly looked down on the other side of the street,

I just lost myself for a moment and stood like an statue that's opening it's mouth, murmured inside my mouth saying "she is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life" I just couldn't describe her beauty in words, it's like she is sent to this world to steal my heart in an instant,she was there sitting on the sidewalk, turned her head skimming through the newspaper, "Man , I never would have believed if someone said there is something this beautiful that can steal my heartbeat for a moment " folding the news paper up kept it side and took the coffee like she is finishing her last gulp, her cherry coloured lips,amysterious bird's small cute feather like eyebrows, her silky think black hair blows in the wind which looks like a a dark waterfall flowing in the wind's direction, I can partly imagine how her godly voice can be and I can imagine her as a bold strong girl who can face anything in this world and at the same time so caring and soft natured,her posture sitting on the bench with a criss-cross leg is so bossy,she wore an light grey overcoat with a white T-shirt inside and almost like a Paige coloured Palazzo which gave me a mixed feeling of how can one be so bold and so soft at same time?

When I was admiring her for a while,I also noticed why will someone be sitting on a sidewalk reading newspaper and drinking coffee this early in the morning, and even though the sun is shining outside why is my apartment room which is in first floor, which directly get's the sun through window freezing cold, that I can even feel the chill on my feet from the floor?

second chapter at tonight 10pm