Another day, of the school Park eun-Sook was feeling too weak and tired. Somehow she was taking every single step to reach school as she couldn't take even a single leave or her aunt is gonna burst with anger.
[Jessie shouted,"Eun-sooka"]
Eun-sook turned behind, she saw Jessie coming over her. So, she stopped for a while.
"Ya, How are you, you look so sick." Why don't you take a leave today, Jessie said.
Eun-sook said," No, I'm fine." I'm just little bit tired, that's all nothing else.
Jessie smirk and said," Oh, I guess you really do care about money more than yourself just like me."
Eun-sook couldn't understand what she was saying so she asked,"What?"
"It's okay I can understand you because in my life money is like oxygen to breath, food to eat and luxury to embrace. And I just can't live without these." Jessie answered.
Eun-sook said,"No, that's not what I meant. I mean I was not able to take leave because...[she stopped because she didn't want to tell that it's because of her aunt]
Eun-sook said,"It's okay I'm fine"
Jessie said with an attitude,"oh really, how foolish of you."
"Okay than let that be you are just too typically innocent"
[Eun-sook didn't found Jessie word good. But she is always rude. So, let that be.]
[Reached school]
[End of the school.Everyone was rushing out of the school gate]
Eun-sook was slowly coming out of the school but she can't walk properly.
She again fell down on the ground and when she tried to stood up, she couldn't and she passed out at the school gate.
One of the teacher was going inside the school and he saw a student was lying on the ground.
He immediately rushed to her and took her to the sick room.
[After a while]
Eun-sook opened her eyes,
She was lying on a bed and she saw a roof where there was a big light bulb which is flashing directly in her eyes.
She turned her head to the left and saw a curtain then she turned to right again there was a curtain.
She thought it might be a dream so she saw in front of her and her class teacher was standing there with a doctor.
Eun-sook,"Where am I!"
She suddenly sat on the bed and pinched herself.
"Oh, it hurts so this isn't a dream"
Teacher saw her sitting and asked,"How are you feeling?"
She asked the teacher,"Where am I?"
Teacher said," You passed out at the gate, and your condition doesn't seems good so we took you to the hospital."
"And doctor has said that you need to rest for few days because your health is not good."
[She was scared of her aunt so she said]
"No, I'm fine now and I can come to school tomorrow."
But the teacher strictly said," No, we can't take risk with students health."
"So, you better stay at home and rest for few days."
She couldn't deny it again so she agreed of what teacher has said.
[Eun-sook reached near home]
Her aunt was standing at the door. And was looking here and there. Looks like she was waiting for her.
Eun-sook saw that and she was scared by the thought that what's gonna happen because it's too late.
Eun-sook thought,"I need to calm her down somehow"
"Or I would not be able to take her harsh words"
She got an idea,"I think I should earn extra by doing overtime. And when she will see money, she isn't gonna scold me."
She was feeling weak but still she did worked really hard in order to get extra payment.
And she got her payment too.
Eun-sook has now got relieved that today there will be a peace day.
She left from work to house.
[Reached house]
Aunt heard the sound of the door.
Aunt,"She must be back"
She immediately left her work and rushed towards the door and was about to curse Eun-sook.
Eun-sook saw her,
She suddenly straightened her hand in front of her aunt's face with money in her hand.
Her aunt saw the money and was mute now.
Aunt eyes were widened and a big smile came on her face, she quickly took all the money from her hand.
She said to Eun-sook,"Oh, baby you are back with a bang."
Aunt took Eun-sook to the couch and said,"Sit here"
[They both sat on the sofa]
[Eun-sook was happy but she wasn't aware of her aunt's this nature]
Aunt said,"First time you are worth it, and I just can't believe that how come you have come to your senses and started earning lots of money in this way."
Eun-sook was confused and she asked," This way?"
Her aunt said,"Yes, by sleeping with someone."
Eun-sook dignity was shaken and she was shocked by what her aunt just said,
Eun-sook stood up with anger and shouted,"This time you crossed your line!"
"From when you were this shameless"
"How can you even think like this!"
"Aren't you a woman, a mother, a daughter, a sister and a wife."
"So, how can you say like this being a woman."
["Slap"]
Aunt slapped Eun-sook and said," Stop, talking nonsense with me."
"You better be in your limit because everyone knows this much money can only be earned by doing that kinda thing"
She continued,"And you coming so late at night with this much money means the same."
Eun-sook was shooked up to say anything but today she can't remain silent or it will be abuse to herself
Eun-sook said,"Oh, really then hear me out that I'm too ashamed to call you my aunt and I don't know what your children and husband is gonna think, when they will hear you."
"And for this money...come with me"
Eun-sook held her aunt hand tightly and took her aunt to the store she was working in
Aunt couldn't leg go of her hand because the grip was strong so she said,"What are you doing?"
"Leave me!"
Eun-sook continued to walk
[In the store]
Eun-sook asked the owner,"Hello sir, do you remember be."
The owner said," What are you saying?"
"Of course, I remember you as I just paid you half an hour ago, as you did overtime today."
Eun-sook,"Thank you, sir, I just want to let her know that I was here."
[She came out of the store with her aunt]
Eun-sook left her hand and said,"Did you heard!"
Aunt said," Ya, stop it, maybe be you have given some money to him to speak this or maybe he is the one..."
Eun-sook raised her hand to slap her but she stopped and said,"Seriously, aunt stop it"
"Or you have no idea what I'm gonna do"
Aunt scared,"What?"
Eun-sook,"Should I go now and file a complaint against you for physical and mental abuse"
Yoo ji Hyun, her aunt was flustered to see her talk in this way. So, she shut her mouth
Eun-sook left from there without saying anything else
Aunt said to herself with a sense of fear,"Oh, really she thinks, that she can threat me like this."
"No way, she is just too stupid to do this." Whatever!!
She was crying like she is completely broken down into pieces.
It feels so suffocated to live in this body.
Eun-sook was feeling too suffocated to live in this body
She suddenly rushed to a shop and purchased a knife. She was now searching for a dark place to kill herself.
So, that no one can see her nor save her.
On her way, Eun-sook found exactly the same place she was willing for, it was complete dark to see someone, and no one was around.
She sat there in a corner and took out the knife and started she started to think that from where she is gonna cut so that it will be quick and less painful.
She then thought,"I have seen in dramas and movies that if someone wants to kill themselves they usually cuts the nerves of their wrist."
"So, I guess that's easy."
It was her first time to even get a thought like killing herself so she was feeling nervous.
In order to make no mistake she took out the pen from her bag and marked on her wrist from where she is gonna cut.
She said,"I love you Mom and Dad but I can't live here anymore so I'm coming to you now. And we will live happily together."
She slowly started to cut the nerves of her left wrist from one side, it was painful but she continued…