A original story of sunako_nakahara
(Mhabelle Quizon)
from wattpad
Rewritte & Translated by: chelzxii
Fallen
They say that 1% of the people you see, you interact with, or meet everyday are not like you, that they are different from you, from us.
Either bad or good, you really don't know. But you know what's better than that? Because of them, the unexpected becomes real. Things that you once treated as dreams become harsh realities.
And one ordinary life becomes extraordinary...
Like mine.
And it sucks.
Really sucks.
Chapter 1
Tik! Tak! Tik! Tak!
I just lay on my bed and listen to the only sound around me.
Tik! Tak! Tik! Tak!
Time....
I feel like my time doesn't move, my season...even though my surroundings keep spinning...
Since he died... It's been two years. I didn't think I could last this long.I'm strong because that's what he said, even though I can't do it anymore...even if I'm alone, but I'm only human...
Everything has a limit, and I think, this is mine. I opened my eyes. My eyes. For me, they are a curse. A curse is the reason why I am alone.
The most important person in my life is gone. My father.He was the best person for me, he and my grandmother helped me to live. But they are both gone. My grandmother came first. I remember, I was twelve years old when she left us. Papa and I lost her because of a strange disease...a disease that I still don't know what it is.
Since then, only Papa and I were left with each other. I help Papa with his work as much as I can, but I keep a low profile. I don't show people and if they see me, they can only say one thing. "Weird". I'm weird in the eyes of those sh*t people.
But I can't blame them because honestly, I'm really weird...But that's fine with me. As long as Papa is by my side, I'm fine with their judgment...as long as Papa defends me...
But...
He's gone...
My Papa is gone. And that's because of the person I can't forgive... That woman. I will never forgive her even if Papa said so.
Even if I'm alive now because of her, I don't care.
I looked out the window of my apartment. It's raining and a little lightening... It's fine.
I sat on the bed and thought
Is this right? Am I doing it right?
Maybe it's wrong for everyone. But this is the only way. I don't want anymore. The pain I feel is too much. I don't want to be indebted to that woman, so I will do everything to remove the only thing that connects us... My life.
I would rather die than end up like this. I can't leave anything anymore. What is my use here?
Holding the knife, I looked at the mirror next to my bed. I look terrible.
I was wearing a white nightgown, my very long hair was lying on the bed, jet black and a bit curly at the end.
But that's not what I'm afraid of.
If not the one on my face. My eyes that only three people can see except me.
Papa. Grandma and...
Stop!
I fixed my bangs again to cover my cursed eyes.
If I were to die today, I would rather not see these eyes again.
I raised the knife. I could see myself in the mirror, still lightning
goodbye...
I will be free...
We'll see each other, Papa...I'll be with you and Grandma in the place where -
No one will judge.
No one will be hurt.
And no suffering.
I closed my eyes again. 3...2...1..Good by-
Booogggsssshhh!
A very loud breaking noise stopped me. I opened my eyes. Everything became smoky and messy. With so much dust and mess in my room, I can't see anything.
Shit! Why is this happening? I dropped the knife and tried to stand up but before I could stand up...
Boogsh!
Another sound that fell and hit my window stopped me.
What the hell?! What is really going on?
In the middle of the smoke and dust, I saw something. But it suddenly dawned before everything became clear. It was so bright that I had to close my eyes...
I know it's not normal light. For Pete's sake, I just experienced light penetrating me even though I had my eyes closed!
I tried to open my eyes to see what was happening, but nothing. Just light.
I couldn't get out of bed because other than not knowing where I was going, it was as if my body knew it had to stay and not move.
Someone said something that surprised me.
"Vos postulo succumbo...Vos can nunquam pello pepulli pulsum mihi...Obscurum can nunquam victum lux lucis."
I don't understand what he is saying. It's strangely like a song. I feel better, and I forget about my earlier plan.
I heard someone laughing. My whole body trembled from his laughter. It's scary.
"Angelus, operor vos vere reputo ut is est securus mihi succumbo? Pareo myself ut quis vos accersitus Deus? Ex valde satus. Malum quod bonus es adversarius. Quod ut animadverto mos nunquam terminus vel vos frendo mihi".
Even though I couldn't see anything, even though it was very bright, that voice was enough to make me feel fear. I'm getting weak. This is not normal weakness. And I have never experienced that in my entire life. It's even more intense.
"In nomen of vox vested super mihi."
"Ether, relinquo volo mihi. Quoniam mihi quod Uriel as partier."
"Per senior quisnam no olympus quod terra-"
"Ego can animadverto quis ero vestri posterus, angelus."
"Senior quisnam diligo per totus."
"Vos can nunquam subsisto is."
"Mucro of luc lucis mos evinco obscurum."
"Unus sententia mos change panton."
"Vos mos abolesco!"
"Ut panton vos have est absentisis est vicis ut panton mos takes suus locus!
I covered my whole face because a blinding light exploded. At the same time, my bad feelings disappeared, as if they just disappeared. I slowly looked around. It's still bright but not so bright. I straightened myself up and stood up. And just as I looked in front of me, the wind blew very hard. It comes from before me.
I couldn't stop looking. Is this true? He turned his back to me and all I could see was his... his...
He suddenly turned and looked at me. At the same time, I noticed his surprise. I just held my mouth while still looking at him. We looked at each other. In my entire life, no one has ever looked me in the eyes like this. Even Papa or Grandma.
His silver eyes, I couldn't read what they contained.
I noticed his whole face.
The word handsome is too shallow for him.
He is so beautiful.
Her hair is long and golden. Then he was dressed in white, wearing armor, and holding a sword. And last I noticed the... Bright white clothing. Armor and sword. Golden hair. And...it's white wings.
"My God." That's all I said when I realized everything.
The person in front of me was... The atmosphere darkened but I felt... someone grabbed me.