"If u knew what I passed through when you left, you would not be asking me this question" he said and left the bathroom, and she followed with a confused look on her. They went back into the bedroom, he sat on his table and started to work on his computer without even sparing her a glance she did not pay much attention to him practically ignoring her.
She started eating but suddenly all her appetite was gone and she didn't feel hungry anymore, she was stealing glances at him every now and then, out of annoyance she stood up and walked to where he was sitting he rose his head a little to look up at her as he noticed she was standing next to him. ''Is there any problem?" he asked as he looked back down to face what he was doing , she didn't even know what made her approach him she just did it out of impulse but now that she was already standing right in front of him there was no going back and she had to say something. "Are u ignoring me?" she asked in almost a whisper but he heard it he looked immediately and that look on her face melted his heart already, he let his anger get a hold of him again, he stood up immediately and engulfed her in a bear hug "No baby I'm not ignoring you" he said softly as he hugged her even tighter "then are you mad at me?" she asked again in that same whispering tone "No, I'm not mad at you" he said softly as he slightly released her from the hug , he cupped her face in both his big hands and caressed her chin looking at her with eyes filled with admiration and love , he literally sold his soul in worship to the woman standing right in front of him, how could he let his fear get the best of him this woman who became the sole reason of his entire existence was standing right there in front of him she was already with him and he's never letting her go he'll protect her with everything he's got.
"I'm sorry" she said bending her head "No I'm sorry u did nothing wrong It's just that I'm so scared of losing you again baby, and I know I'm the problem, I'm the reason you left right? I know I did something baby and I'm so sorry I'll change just tell me what you want and I'll go to any length to get it for you" he said literally begging as he hugged her tightly not even letting go for just a second and that was the moment she knew she had really fucked up this man was going to lose his mind If he ever found out that she wasn't his lily she hadn't even gone anywhere in this act and she knew she had already failed woefully all thanks to those bastards who ruined both her and her parents lives, one thing she was definitely sure of was that it was too late to even try and fix anything so she was just going to go with her act because she had a lot of things to prove a lot of people to deal with .she presses herself further into his embrace and wrapped her arm around his neck as she pecked him softly on the cheek while whispering into his ears " shhh…it's okay "