Wish I could go back to those old days and hug her tightly and say "Thank you for everything." and I wouldn't let her go.
But I'm happy though. Cause she's so much happier than ever. She deserves this happiness. And I'm glad that she chooses her freedom and happiness over me.
Even this, her wedding invitation card is also as beautiful and attractive as her. So mesmerizing. I even fell for this card. I envy the groom that written in this card. That should be me. But I'm kinda satisfied that she included me in her happiness. In her life's most beautiful day. Unfortunately I don't have any courage to show up there and congratulate her. I can't face her. After doing all shits to her. Am I even deserving to see her? To attend her marriage? I don't deserve her at all. But I still wanted to be right beside her. And taking wedding vows facing her. And kiss her.