{Kate's pov}
"you have to wear this gown 'little'.. it will be better compared to the other gown you are choosing. .am i not right Mary.." lily said approaching me with a gown in her hands .
"no lily i dont want to wear that gown its too opened " .i tried to convince her but i know she will never want to agree, i really dont like exposing my body to people i like keeping my body to my self ." besides I've told you number of times to stop calling me 'little' i don't like it... i guess you will never change " i said rolling my eyes at her. in case you are wondering my name ... the name is kate..
lily has been the only family i have ever since my parents died she even talked to her parents about me and they took me in treated me like their own kid and have been very nice to me i can remember how lily found me ..
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"hello 'little' girl how are you.. what is your name ..and why do u look pale are you okay?? have you eaten?" an unknown girl asked looking at me with concern.
"i..i..i..di..dint steal...i came to get what to eat ..." i said looking at the trash in front of me which i was about to dig in to look for what to eat i was barely 10years old .my aunty took me in when i lost my parent although she wasn't treating me well but since i had shelter and food i didnt complain not until she pursued me out of her house that i was a burden and that she could no longer feed three children at the same time,ever since I've been living like a street girl sleeping anywhere and eating from peoples trash.
" no no ...i am not here to hurt you 'little' one i want to help come let me get you something to eat" she said bringing her hand to hold me. i flinched and wanted to run away but when i heard my stomach rumble at the word 'eat' i had to follow her ever since then she has been my best friend and my sister but the 'little' name didnt change she even made her parent calling me 'little' and even our secondary school classmates .even when we met Mary in class she introduced me as 'little' it was later on that Mary came to know my name was Kate. so i guess i have talked enough but they wont stop.
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" it doesn't matter lily.. whatever 'little' wear is perfect for her"Mary said pressing her fingers that she just accidentally hit on the table
"but ..i want all the boys to be looking at us when we are entering and they will be like " oh my God who are those beauties.." lily said walking majestically and practicing how she will enter the hall. tomorrow is our matriculation and we were looking forward to it,we went for shopping and lily wanted to buy all the gown in the mall she couldn't keep her eyes on one and now here she is convincing me to wear what i dont want to .
"mary you dont have to answer her you are supposed to have known lily she would talk and talk" i said walking to go and sit down."uhhm ...little'.. i know how you feel about this..but you have to let go.. and when you see James just simply pass like you never saw him ... i know you can do this " lily said patting my back .i know,i have to be strong infact i am strong already.James is the name of my boyfriend.. no ex boyfriend who broke me into pieces ..it started well at first ...the romantic things and so before he started giving me attitude i thought it was school and so not untill i went to his house and saw him kissing and romancing another girl. he was my first love for Christ sake but he broke me and ever since. i decided that i will never have anything to do with any boy again ...at least until i know i was ready..
" m okay lily..am fine ... "i said with tears in my eyes i still feel pain .but i know i have to get over it soon ." no love you are not okay look at me ...she said holding my jaw and raising my face."everything will be fine okay i promise you please dont cry again ..the bastard does not deserve your tears" she said looking at me in the eyes and patting me .
"baby everything will be fine okay" mary said dropping down from her seat and approaching us ."you know what wat do you say lets go part so that you will forget all of this James hell things.." mary said trying to cheer up the mood . " thats a great idea Mary.. "lily said rising up with me in her arms and cleaning my tears." lets go party.
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"i cant hear you well ...lily talk louder" i said pointing my ear to her so that she will really understand i cant hear. we've been in this club for two hours and all they are doing was drinking ,i couldn't bring my self to drink i was not in the mood for alcohol because i know what it does to me "uhmmm lily... i said drawing her close ," let me use the bathroom am coming right now...she only nodded and i proceeded to one side of the club where i saw the toilet.. i ran inside quickly finished doing my business and when came out to move back to the club when i was held in the wrist and dragged back to a hard chest ....i gasped and turn my head ..." who are y... then i saw the face i never wished to see through out my entire life ... i tried to struggle out of his grip" babe ...babe am sorry am really sorry i was wrong please i need you back ... James said holding me firm as j was struggling to come out of his hold " James leave me alone... let...m.ee.e.. g..go.. i said chocking on my tears i know i couldn't control it especially for the fact that i was seeing his face.. this face i hate. this face i despise. " i will never let.." James continued and was cut short by lily when she hit him on his balls "ahhh... wtf... who was that " James said turning back to see lily looking at him
" let go of her son of a bitch ...i hated you from day one ..you ugly pig " lily said coming to me and pulling me into her arms. i lean on her shoulder and i continued crying .people gathered took James away," its okay 'little' ' lets go home now .. we are sorry we let you go to the bathroom alone"Mary said patting me in the back. yes we just have to go home i need to rest , we all have to rest tomorrow is another day .
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'little'!!!!!!, "lily'!!!!! wake up we are late... " Mary shouted hitting us with the pillow, oh now i see what we forgot when we were shopping for school we forgot to buy alarm clock to ring is when is time. lily jumped up from the bed stretching herself and tapping me " stand up lets go and shower..." she said dragging me from the bed " its already nine and we are suppose to be there by nine thirty .. you guys were sleeping like log of wood " Mary cleaning her leg on our small rug , she came to sleep over at our apartment so that we will go to the school together."Mary when did you finish bathing.."lily asked her mouth wide in surprise " i woke up since eight thirty and i was just chatting on my phone so i decided to bath i even forgot to wake you guys up am sorry" she said rubbing two hands in apology...." its okay Mary... atleast you did a favour by waking us up so now lets go and bath "i said dragging lily with me to the bathroom.....
" are you sure you dont want to wear the other gown " lily asked approaching me with that same gown of yesterday again " no am cool with this one ...you know i dont like all this opened gown it makes me feel open to people " i said frowning in disgust as if wearing the opened gown smells .
" okay okay okay its fine everybody ready ...." Mary asked breaking me and Lily's conversation .we nodded " so what are you waiting for lets go...
" sooner or later you gonna get that virgin pussy fucked " lily said slapping me in my ass as she laughed and walk to the door " uhhhm lily leave me alone and better focus on going to see your boyfriend ...you are looking beautiful baby Luca will be happy to see you " i said coming close to her and rubbing her cheeks " enough of the talk you two .. lets get going..." Mary shouted from outside she really is eager to go to this Matric she just want to go see Joseph' her boyfriend' " okay we are coming ..." i said dragging lily who hasn't stop blushing ever since i called Luca's name .
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oh my God writing is more harder than i thought, just hope you keep reading... please dont judge the first chapter..
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