"I believe all God's creatures are good, it's not my capacity to judge other humans. " Kahfi sighed softly.
"I'm not a good person, I can kill you now. "
Like a joke, Kahfi laughed out loud when he heard what he thought was nonsense, even though no one ever knew what was going on in their heads.
"Tsk, I've continued your story. " Naura chose to relent.
"Would you like to hear? The good version or the bad version?"
"It's up to you. "
"It's bad, so it can be a life experience. "
Come on, Naura doesn't really care about that, she just desperately wants to know everything.
"I almost died in the hands of my own biological mother at that time, even I was only 5 years old when I was drowned in the bathtub. " he said, his chest suddenly tight as the little memories danced in his memory.
"I saw how Mama hated me, how cruel that look was to me, how her mouth was swearing at me. "
The pain radiated to his heart, he had never felt it but unfortunately the wound felt very real to him.
"I've never been angry with Mama, although every day Mama says a lot of hatred towards me, even to this day, what else is my decision to join the police, Mama even labels me an illegitimate child who doesn't know how to benefit, quite sick, but right? already accustomed. "
Angry, Naura is angry with all the submissions she is hearing at this time, no one has the right to humiliate other people's lives, whoever she is, the person who gave birth to her also has no right to it, what kind of evil human are Kahfi's parents, many a child who was born with a prayer full of goodness, why does he have the heart to praise God's creation that has been entrusted to him.
"I live gratefully, even though I don't like my surroundings, at least God still gives me a chance to live, to find my father. "
"I don't like your surrender, okay, this is your problem, but you have to take revenge with her, even though she's your biological mother. "
"Why do I have to avenge her evil treatment if she has risked her life and death to give birth to me?"
Instantly there were no more words that Nau could say, all this time only ego and anger were tightly wrapped around him, without ever thinking that was much more realistic about life.
"God must have another purpose for my life, by hurting my heart, I made me grow up mentally strong, life is too evil for people who are not good at being grateful. "
It felt like a big hand slapped her cheek hard, silencing her mouth full of curse words.
"Are there really good people like you? I mean, come on your life has suffered. "
"What should I do? If in fact I will still not be accepted by them? Please give me an explanation. "
"It's up to you, this is your life. "
No longer looking at each other, the glow of each other's eyes was busy seeing the raindrops that were no longer heavy, but their thoughts could not be separated from various kinds of questions that began to appear, especially for Naura who had never thought realistically, only relied on anger.
"how about you?"
"Don't expect me to tell you anything about me. "
"Okay. "
What's wrong with the world?, with God?, with destiny?, with all the problems that exist?, she said the test will be given to people who are able to conquer it, according to their abilities, but this no one can solve it, even answer every bad thing with accurate, at least what everyone calls God has a way out.
But the question that was currently filled in his mind was, how could a man who even his eyes glow as sincerely as this could feel such a painful ordeal, and why he was still able to laugh and even carry on with his life.
"You live in Jakarta with this mediocre money?" Naura frowned curiously, "Hmm, small intel salary. " Kahfi chuckled.
Oh come on and why is he even laughing after all this bad stuff?, what is his heart made of, it's so strong through every crazy thing that happens every day?.
"And you pay for my hospital, aren't you afraid I'll run away after this?"
"No, it's okay if you run away, at least I helped you and got a reward for doing good to others. "
"What if the person you are helping is a murderer, for example?, a drug dealer?, a big-time con man?, a gambler?"
Kahfi was no longer able to hold back his laughter, because according to him maybe all Naura's words were mere nonsense, because that innocent face never led his bad thoughts to react, Naura looked like an ordinary girl with behavior that would never deviate from the law.
"Just pretend I believe. "
"I'm Naura, you can call me a cold-blooded killer. "
Still laughing, Kahfi shook the girl's hand gently, and without him realizing what he had been laughing at was a bitter truth that he would hear again on another occasion.
Bram dialed Naura's number repeatedly, none of the calls the girl picked up, the cell phone pointed the GPS to one of the hospitals, He just read a message from Zoro about Nau's condition, but at this time they lost the girl.
"Did you find out the name of the patient there?"
"There is no patient name in the name of Naura, Boss. "
How come?, meaning that even the GPS is still directing him to this hospital.
"This hospital is where Bella is being treated by the boss, can we come in to ask Bella's family about Naura's whereabouts?"
"Just do it, if they don't want to say it you force them. "
Three people in black clothes complete with suits and like a body guard entered the VIP room, suddenly the crowded atmosphere in there turned tense, like a sudden inspection, everyone felt very confused.
"Sorry, can we ask about Naura?" Zoro showed Naura's photo to them, which Bunga nodded immediately.
"What's wrong with Naura?" Flowers a little wary of them.
"Our boss lost it for 2 days, and we found the device in this room. "
Fanya was surprised to see find my iPhone for Naura's cellphone showing the point where the device was.
"Naura didn't come back, my husband has been looking for her all day, this happens to be her phone left here. "
"Can I take it?"
"Sorry but who are you, I can't give this carelessly. " Fanya tightly gripped the white device.
Zoro told his two men to search around, who knows Naura is inside but doesn't want to meet them.
"Who are you?" Fanya shouted again, She was very annoyed with rude people like them.
Instead of answering Bunga, Zoro left the room after getting new info from his walkie talkie.
"Crazy people," She cursed loudly.