"Sometimes I feel jealous when I see other people can be happy with their families, while I can only smile when this heart hurts."
- Jupiter Dwiwana Thabrani
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Previous episode:
"Could you please explain what Papa has done to us? Why are Papa and Mother so mean! Please explain that Papa didn't do that," asked Jupi, without realizing that her tears were falling. Staring at Mom and Dad.
They sit in separate rooms, with steps attached so they don't meet each other.
"Jupi... I'm sorry, Papa,"
"Jupi doesn't need an apology Papa, Jupi wants to hear an explanation for what you have done!" Jupi said raising his voice. This is the first time Jupi has been so hard on her parents. Mother Jupi seemed to have been weeping. "Jupi just wanted to know why you're here?"
"Is it true what they say that you are corrupt?" Jupi asked again, trying to find out the reason why they did it. "Answer Jupi, Pa!"
Thabrani could not contain himself anymore, a look of sadness had appeared on his face. While shaking slowly. Thabrani nods
Thabrani could not contain himself anymore, a look of sadness had appeared on his face. Shaking his head slowly, Thabrani nodded slowly.
"Why, Pa? Why did Papa and Mother do that. Did Papa and Mother do this because of Jupi? Because of Sis Chessy? Because we have so many needs?" Jupi asked, tears already streaming down his face.
"Chessy apologizes if this is true because Chessy's request is too high, to make Papa and Mother do things that you shouldn't do," continued Chessy who was sitting next to Jupi.
"This has nothing to do with you guys, don't feel that way," replied Alana, who couldn't stop her tears.
"Then what! What is your reason for doing this?" Jupi asked uncomfortably, hitting the table.
Thabrani was silent, staring at Jupi.
"Because to be able to make one's own satisfaction is to do things that are limited by reason," said Thabrani slowly, looking at Jupi flatly.
"Dad is really crazy! Daddy doesn't think about what you've done? What should we do, Pa? We still need you?" Said Jupi again.
"Mother, answer! Why are you silent? You don't love us both anymore?"
"You guys are just bad luck to us. One secret you need to know, that we don't want your presence at all!" Alana answered loudly. It made Jupi and Chessy silent, digesting what they had just said. Until Jupi made a small smile, holding back the pain.
"This is what Mother has confessed all this time? It turns out, you are pretending to pay more attention?" Asked Jupi.
"Fine! Jupi will remember your words?" Timpal Jupi got up, looked at Thabrani and Alana fiercely.
intense that it held his lungs. Her tears had been spilled all this time, her lips were dry and her gaze
When the sky changed roles into night, silence came. Brings cold air to the body.
Under the city bridge, Jupi walked slowly and stood staring far into the rushing river. His gaze was so calm, the tears didn't stop flowing. From behind, Chessy looks sad too. Overcome the problems that just occurred.
"I hate you! I hate you?" Jupi screamed loudly, releasing everything he had been holding back. Chessy is still silent, what to say, the situation is still the same.
While standing looking at Jupi, Chessy really
While standing looking at Jupi, Chessy was really nervous. This 18 year old girl had to watch her family crumble in a second.
Not much different from Jupi who is also equally slumped. The guy who is still 15 years old, has to watch his parents fall apart. Jupi recalled where their family was fine. Feel the care and love of Papa and Mother.
Where as a child, Jupi always received more attention because of his illness. Because of the difference in the syndrome that Jupi experienced. Those times really made Jupi go back in time. Feel a different kind of affection.
"Jupi, let's go home. You can't stay outside in the cold for long," said Chessy holding Jupi's arm. Jupi turned around, looking at his brother languidly. Until finally Jupi nodded.
They stepped away from the streets of the capital city of Surabaya, walking towards their faraway home.
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"Crunchy crackers!" Uli shouted hitting Zion's shoulder who was erasing the blackboard.
"What the hell, you little lizard!" Zion answered no less fiercely in response to Uli's taunts.
"Oh, my name is Uli! Don't be rude when you call someone's name?" Timpal Uli didn't want to lose.
"Oh, my name is Uli! Don't be rude when you call someone's name?" Timpal Uli didn't want to lose.
"Girls don't want to lose," Zion said again
while continuing to delete papa: write. "Zion! Where's Jupi?" Ula asked this time standing beside Zion. Staring at the chair Jupi was sitting in
still empty.
"How would I know!" Zion replied nonchalantly while shrugging his shoulders.
"Jion doesn't know! He said he wanted to make Jupi Jion's friend," said Ula again, showing an exasperated look on her face with her hair tied back. in
"Couldn't my name be changed like that?" Zion asked curtly at Ula.
"I can't, because Zion's words are too difficult. Ula likes to call Jion," replied Ula smiling sweetly.
"Eh, second girl. It's better if you two sit there. The teacher will come in soon," said Surya, who was sitting at the teacher's desk, and immediately embraced the two girls.
"You can't do that, our leader hasn't come yet!" Ula answered raising his head to look at Surya who was taller than him.
"Yes. Who will be the leader of our class later?" Uli asked this time standing embracing with Ula.
"So, you don't think of me as his representative?" Zion asked standing with both hands
"So, you don't think of me as his representative?" Zion asked standing with his hands supporting his waist.
"Hehe, because Jion is not suitable to be Jupi's representative. Uweek!" Ula mocked stuck out her tongue. "These two girls make my blood boil, apparently,"
Zion concluded looking at Ula and Uli who had
sit in their chairs.
"Patience, Bro. How do you know you'll be hit by one of them," said Surya embracing Zion.
"You're the one who got caught! You won't!" Zion said slapping Surya's head and immediately left the front of the class because the teacher had arrived.
In a different place, in a dark room with no light, Jupi was seen lying on the bed. His eyes were open, puffy and shady visible. Her lips were mute, with her breathing that couldn't be controlled normally.
His body was covered by a blanket, crawling along. On this different morning, Jupi really felt a different state. If every morning he would fight with Chessy, but this time they closed themselves off because of sadness.
In fact, if every night Jupi felt his mother's embrace, now he could only hug himself.
The bedroom windows were tightly closed, the lights were turned off. Makes Jupi's room look dark. Only the clear light from her tears fell again.
Jupi got up slowly, and leaned his body against the head of the bed.
"I hate you! I hate you?" Jupi screamed throwing her pillow on the floor. His heart still felt a sense of tightness because of the unclear explanation.
"I hate you," said Jupi in a low voice, even his voice sounded tired.
Around! Around! Around!
Jupi's eyes now turned to look at the ringing cell phone. While looking at who was calling him, Jupi didn't care. An unknown number is displayed. Jupi ignored him, tilted his head to stare at the ceiling.
At the same time, Jupi's cell phone rang again. Made Jupi chuckle and immediately picked it up.
"Hello, Jupi! This is Ula, Ula wants to ask why Jupi isn't going to school? Jupi is sick? Or Ju-"
"What are you doing, Ula. We're not calling him to worry you like that. Here!"
Jupi was silent and stared at the unknown number on the screen of his cellphone. Hear the voices of Ula and Zion behind the cell phone.
"Good morning sir ketu. Are we in the right range?" Zion asked this time taking his cell phone from Ula.
Around! Around! Around!
Jupi's eyes now turned to look at the ringing cell phone. While looking at who was calling him, Jupi didn't care. An unknown number is displayed. Jupi ignored him, tilted his head to stare at the ceiling.
At the same time, Jupi's cell phone rang again. Made Jupi chuckle and immediately picked it up.
"Hello, Jupi! This is Ula, Ula wants to ask why Jupi isn't going to school? Jupi is sick? Or Ju-"
"What are you doing, Ula. We're not calling him for a to
worry like that. Here!"
Jupi was silent and stared at the unknown number on the screen of his cellphone. Hear the voices of Ula and Zion behind the cell phone.
"Good morning sir ketu. Are we in the right range?" Zion asked this time taking his cell phone from Ula.
"Jion, don't worry about joking. What's the difference between Jion and Ula?" Ula asked grabbing the cell phone from Zion.
"Shut up you upil!" Zion snapped glaring at Ula.
Surya and Uli seemed to shake their heads looking at the two of them.