SHE PRETENDS NOT TO LOVE ME

i joined my 1st day at the work place for the first time, i was very concerned and passioned becouse it was my first time to be employed..i went and and start the work with full of pation and high attitude, i was very serious with my work no time for jokes and laghing with other employees. as time goes i started noticed her and being attracted to her slowly. one day i was going to washroom and my boss saw me and asked me.."do you know were is the toilet allocated?" i replied to him saying yes it's down stares in down floor of the building, and he told me you are going to far..there is near washroom inside our department, and i was wondering while telling him that i thought it was a store room..he laughed and told me this is the toilet for our department only, The lady available near us heard and told my boss"why didn't you showed him since earlier?" there was my first time i felt feelings for her😋. i was so happy and saw that she cares for me. soon after going out to toilet i went to her and asked if i can get her contacts, my thoughts was she will refuse but suddenly she gave me with open hearted...i was so happy that day..i went back home and during night hours i started my first conversations with her..within one week i was fool to her becouse i loved her too much in short period of time.she knew that i loved her and she enjoyed it..but when i seduced her she denied and told me to focus on my work since i am new to the office..i tooked that as if she igored me and i was very angry, i suddenly cut off my communications with her and start being busy with my work. as days goes on i realized she already told her friends about me but i never put that to conciderations because i knew she likes my attention that i gave it to her. i went on being busy till later on when i saw she starts greeting me, smiling and laughing at my jokes..it was weired because i never expected that. but as days goes on i noticed her increasing that habit. i was confused what to do and being convinced to go back to her and start like her again. but i was aftaid of being to cheap to her so i maintained being busy up to date...she liked to compliments me when i putted on official outfit..i tooked it as a normal thing..but continously eye contact and smilling was increasing day by day. i left with no options because i promised my self to protect my value and wait to be more sure enough 100% if she really likes me.