the sound of the wind blowing violently incessantly rippled like the sound of the waves on the shore. The fat girl in thick clothes like a bear's fur scurred the road, at the end of the road she stopped and looked up at the sky and stretched out her petite hand, snowflakes began to appear in her palm, she seemed to widen a cheerful smile full of excitement and ran towards the alleyway of her house. One or two grains of snow began to fall and began to be infinite in number, now the streets have begun to be neatly covered with white snow.

The bell rang followed by the song marry Christmas, signifying the month of joy in December, 2002 in yong. In the mirror, you can see the image of the fat girl wearing a dress, occasionally while dancing lively and smiling broadly. The girl's name is Laura, with a fat and lively body, she occasionally does ballerinas because from a young age she wanted to be a ballet dancer.

In the midst of her busy comforting herself, suddenly there was the sound of a torn dress, for a moment Laura was silent and fell down and then burst into tears. The blue dress she wore could no longer be worn on the day of her school Festival. Laura imagined how horrible the look on the face of her classmate who often bullied her because of her fat body. The sound of her crying became more and more so and sounded heartbreaking.

"Bear...!." Laura was frightened and tried to dodge.

"Are you deaf!." A student grabbed her hair and showed an annoyed look on her face.

"You have to know yourself, it's already ugly and useless." Used her index finger and faced Laura's direction, then touched Laura's forehead roughly.

Laura was fright and tried to break free from Jennifer's clutches, she tried her best but still couldn't. Laura could only endure her fear and her trauma.

"Damn it, are you fucking trying to run?." Jennifer glared with a creepy look on her face and slapped Laura on the cheek and then grabbed her hair.

While Laura's classmates couldn't help but laugh and some even recorded the incident and uploaded the video to the school group. Instantly all the mobile phones sounded endlessly and everyone looked at their respective mobile phones. The sound of typing in a row was not even a few who laughed and smiled at Laura's disgrace video post.

Seeing this condition Jennifer let go of her hand and checked her cellphone with a satisfied smile, she passed by leaving Laura who looked very pitiful with messy hair.

Laura checked her mobile phone and showed a messy expression because she saw the content of the bad comments from her friends.

Bear base, you deserve it!.

He's ugly he deserves it!.

might as well just die!.

Look at the fat in the bear's body!.

Just die!.

The fat body is so stinky!.

If I was her, I'd better just die!.

He deserves it!.

Laura ran towards the roof of the school, suddenly she fell and she tried to get up to her feet even though her knee was injured, she didn't seem to feel the pain but her heart felt torn apart. She again ran down his school's fire escape.

While from a distance someone handsome man was observing her, yes let's call him Grey. A class leader and always got the number one class. Grey could only give Laura a cold look, and then passed towards the classroom.

Laura sat on the chair that had been provided on the roof crying. Every now and then she hears the voices of her classmates' insults and hears Jennifer's voice that always bullies her. Laura tried to close her ears while sobbing and in shock. Laura grew more desperate and went upstairs wanting it to be like she was ending the suffering she had been feeling. Friends who are also completely supportive and even swear at her. Plus Jennifer's attitude that often worries her. Laura couldn't bear it even more and then closed her eyes and then dropped her body down.

Suddenly time stopped and Laura still closed her eyes as if she felt that she was already in heaven, imagining the fun things where she was reborn as a beautiful woman and always numbered together at school, many students were happy with her presence as if she were a fairy.

"Lilly..... Lilly!." Someone called open her eyes and saw her lying on the floor being by the blue window of the school library.

"Lilly, Thomas asked you out!, why did you fall asleep here instead?." Laura was still confused and showed a look on her face of astonishment.

"Who are you?." replied Laura.

Hahaha hahaha.....

"I'm Jane, your best friend.!

"Come on, stand up Thomas has been waiting for a long time!." Pulled Laura's hand away and helped her up.

Meanwhile, the expression on Laura's face was still confused, and could only resign herself to follow Jane, who was excited to invite her to walk outside the school. Suddenly she sees the shadow of his face in the glass of the classroom and she becomes very confused by all the events that happen to her starting from the bully scene, where she is the victim of the bully and his spirit possesses others.

Am i dead.?

Is my spirit afraid.?

Or is my spirit not welcome in heaven.?

Instantly Laura panicked mixed with overthinking that worsen and fell unconscious, Jane fell over and suddenly the voice around her slowly began to disappear and what was visible to Laura was the movement of Jane's lips calling Lilly's name.

Laura's eyes tried to come to her senses and wanted to open her eyes, but she couldn't help but resign herself to the state of herself still full of questions in the contents of her head. The voices around her could still be heard but her eyes could not be opened at all. Her body was also lying weak as if paralyzed.

"Doctor, has the patient's father submitted Lilly's heart surgery approval letter?." The nurse's voice sounded anxious.

"No, forced us to have to optimize our level of medical care." the Doctor's voice weakened a sign of starting to anxiety.

"Yes, doctor." The nurse said.

The sound of the room fell silent again but not with Laura's increasingly heartbreaking condition, her heart aching like she was slicing and shedding tears. I don't know why after hearing the words of the doctor and nurse, it made himself look even more pitiful. A handsome man approached Laura with a flat facial expression observing Laura.

"I told you I don't like sick women, stop chasing me I hate you!." said the handsome guy, who turned out to be Lilly's fiancée named Thomas.

With full of struggle, Laura was finally able to move her hands and slowly open her eyes, reflexively holding Thomas's hand and hugging his body warmly and then pecking Thomas's lips.

"You're so selfish" pushed Lilly harshly.

"Look at it, how miserable you are. Just have mercy on that self!." Thomas said with a cold expression and left Lilly.

Lilly couldn't help but cry because of Thomas' attitude towards her. It was as if he was starting to lose her confidence. Her pair of hearts felt cracked and her heart weakened. But Lilly, with an unstable condition, could only cry weakly and went back to sleep lying on the hospital bed. While his brain was still wondering but his heart mouth and the contents of her head seemed to be in two different paths and it felt as painful as it was.