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Chapter 2 - It me amrit from Nepal

Hi I am Amrit bishowkarma I was not from a good background-family and and I was not a big person like other those biography should be mention . In this book I am going to talk about my life in what condition I have spend my birth time to till now I was a boy which was born on 2000 /5/9 in province no 5 Arghakhachi gaun called sursing where I spend my age till 5 in may bad condition where I have face many things with my family . There I have spend my life both happier and sad . There I have to stay in my house which was bad in condition with my other family members . Now let me tell my family members I have my one brother and two sis with me and my father and mom I was happy most of the time I used to spend with my grand father who used to in the occupation of carpenter and he love me more than other family member . The years passed and I have been send to school near by my houses which was run by a government slowely I have habit of going school and I have a habit of studying books and slowely I passed that class with good marks and I take a decision to read another class now I was at one class and slowely like other class I passed that class too then next year my father have a decision to go abroad for earning and he beegen to make my other members and he tried to make my mom too first they ignore it and last he made my all family and after some months he flew abroad and he send some money to home and slowely this little happiness turn into many sadness seens which was bad news for our family . This seen I will be mention in the middle of the biography. . " every successful person have a painful story "

I was small and after some year passed my brother and my sister were together in that village ( gaun.) I was happy because I was unknown about that is good bad and wrong right. I was a child but I have understand in what a bad condition where I have been spending my all time In my childhood . The sadness of my family started going bigger because there was no one to fulfill our basic need and my mom take a decision to go abroad for fulfilling our basic need she went India . And we were send to out meternaluncle house for some .years to live there we were send to boarding school at city when our mother started sending some money and we were send to school which was known as ( Green boarding school ) of our district . And we have been to India with my relatives after some time when my mom started working there for long time and she call our all family member there and we were happy to go there because . That was my first happiness to move in vehicles so I was over excited for going there and we went to Delhi and slowly my sister also stared working there near by house where we used to live with our family members and we were send to school in India and we were all happy to live there and after some years we had to come back to our house in Nepal but the bad news was our old house was destroyed and had been constructed news house by our uncle . And again we had to stay in meternaluncle house for long time and again our mother went to Dubai when I was 7 ( seven ) years old . Slowly I was growing and begin to understand all things in life I was not able to spend my most of the time with my mother and father .in my life I had been send to hostel for many time.

When I was just eight(8) I have been to hostel for 2 two time . in this time everyone enjoy with there family and friends but I have enjoy with my hostel life and after that I have to stay in rented room for many months with my mom sister in a city we spent most of time in that bad conditions too .

There is saying in Nepali" sab ko hat ma sun hudina sun aafu la banauna parxa "so in life we have to make plane For achieving something that can make our life better and Life is not all about pain and regret, but about the experiences and learnings, we have. The best thing about Life is that it keeps moving forward. No matter what happens in our lives at one point, our life keeps moving and so we should also learn to move on in our life without any regrets.

"successful in life and that brought happiness inside the family and in life in my point of view life is "

Life has not been a bed of roses for them. The adage 'Uneasy lays the head that wears the crown' has been rightly used for people, who are successful and are enjoying power and authority. To sum up, life is beautiful just as roses but it has challenges which are like thorns and have to be faced and overcome by all. Those, who accept these, challenges and succeed, are the ones, who know how to live life in its true sense. Thus, enjoy life but also be prepared to bear the pricks of pain. Your own background is not as important as a good character and the willingness to work on changes that bring results.Some of the wealthiest people in the world started from the poorest backgrounds and difficult circumstances to overcome adversity that didn't let them get discouraged. Try to ingratiate yourself through a job or a way to get associated with people who are willing to help you get ahead with some opportunity to prove your real abilities and ambitions,as it's a fact that you are the average of the six people who you're most associated with.If anything,look at the bright side of

knowing there's nowhere to go but upwards with the knowledge that everyone has the same potential for success. None of the wealthiest thought that it's going to be easy, but self motivation and a definitness of purpose is a starting point for the path of how they changed their lives by changing their mind, and they incorporated purpose and motivation into their own character traits, and allowed no distractions from the reality facing the many ways that drifting occurs such as procrastinating and unhealthy habits or being discouraged by fears and doubts. Knowledge is power and one of the essential needs to know how to get ahead is by gradually getting to know both sides of success and failure instead of being impatient with the process through which success in your business and personal life is really how you feel about the definition of both. It's not the years in your life, it's the life in your years is a wise way to have the best outlook on life… .

Like success and failures, they both are a temporary state of being. Everything is provided to a living entity in each and every moment of it's existence. What guaranteed action does the lower birth, does, to secure a meal or shelter from its owner. Thanks to the intetnet, the fetching of the daily news, becomes obsolete. What does, success, interprets, itself to you? Stemming from a lower income bracket guarantees the same rate of elevation, as a higher income source. They both requires, sound Decisions & good Reactions, as the farmilar saying, no good deed goes unnoticed/unrewarded. No time, soon, is the pot of gold from the end of the rainbow, is about to be tossed onto your lap by the leprechaun. In vedic science, it foretells where our happiness and miseries derived from, our decisions and reactions. If ones destiny, is to become the next great leap, there would be sign posts, throughout their journey in this body. However, simple living with higher thinking, is what should be our goal versus the pie in the sky. Truly treat everyone, with the great respect as you give to those you love. Seek no rewards from your good decisions and racctions and you shall never have a concern/care to attend to, for your Guru/God, will reward accordingl

I have to climb up many steps of my life ladders which helps me to take in my dream life I have many dream like other but now I have no idea . In my life I have to spend my most of time in hostel and other places beside with my family house I not good like other I used to created many problems in hostel too in my small gar only . But also many people likes me and they love me like there sim and daughter I was a happy mood boy I was so different from other boys and girls . In my life the turning of my bright life turn I was taken to Pokhara for my good studies there I spend 10 years for studies from leg to grade ten I finish up my see examination at 2021 .

Now let me tell how I have a decision to to go Pokhara in our village the opportunity that was provided organization have been come to pick up the orphans and needy children fort here good education and fulfilling basic need so then wants some of the children from our village too at that time I was unknown about Pokhara but some of our villager begin to talk about me they said that when this types of opportunities come they takes small children and sold them in others cities I was afraid but also I take a decision to go Pokhara for my good education there I was again Putted in LKG class agin for my better base of the education line . The organization was new there were no many people we were all around 10 to 15 children altogether boys and girls there were sir and mam for looking us. Me and my sister were little nervous because we were new to them so we can't understand them because they had a different languages like us they were also taken by different places of our country there I get a chance to take care of my health and we had a sponsor for everyone to get help from them to our financial purposes . We all were small but also we were happy to be there because we had a happy life now there I got a happy family altogether .

We all used to share our past things we used to stay together in Pokhara I had. Got my new family and I was growing so on I had many things to say more about my past now let me say about present I was a anger boys I have a many problem with other I don't like other bulling me but among there some of them were bigger brother after some years the number of the students increase till 180 or more than that now the trouble is going to be begin . In my life I have faces many staff in hostel some of them are serious about there job but some of them are not serious about there job but also hostel was running we all now depend on a big family . My level of the grade was increased now I have reached to grade two (2) and I directly jump to grade four (4) because my level of the studies was good at child I was active at my childhood time . I used to feel happy when I was first gone to school on bus that was my first happiness that I can't ever forget in my life . The parents who are provided to look at me acts like my own father and mom there

. I premise I have spend more time with them beside my mother and father . The organization was totally Christian but we don't have a force to go church before I don't used to go church but after I had spend some time in Pokhara I slowly begin to go church I like it I begin to enjoy it by learning good things. Our school was little far after some time we had a notice that the bigger boys can have a walk to there school if they wants and we had a meeting regarding this issues and we had a decision to go school by walked to whose who can walk and rich the school at time . In this meeting everyone was happy .because we had a chance to go school by enjoying the nature walk at morning . Our school start at 8 o'clock at morning so we have to move at 7 : 30 at morning . This was the picture of my school where I spend my half of time till the age of 18 .Life is living with emotions and feelings for others, My life is but a blip on the timeline of life, a blink of the eye in comparison to the life our earth has existed.. While here I should strive to leave a positive footprint, A kind word to others or a cruel word can make a lasting positive or negative impact on their life. I should not be here to use up the resources of this world. We should be here to replenish and help future generations. I believe that healing a person is a good ways to prove that u are positive and heart kindness of your self .

Now let me tell our home was divided in 13 houses inside the Pokhara valley only we had a different house and different parents to look at us too . In Pokhara I have got love care and others basic need that can't be fulfill by my parents . There I got many friends sister brother and others many home parents too .actually I was taken to Pokhara by my maternal uncle parbat Thapa and madam Thaoa who were our neighborhood. they also used to work there and they were the person who helped to start that organization. I was taken to Pokhara at 2009 at last months of this years . Before in Pokhara there were no houses all the city was full of greenery and tall tall trees with beautiful garden and with beautiful senery of mountain of fishtail ( machapuchere ) in this time god has provided me everything's that I got in my life when I needed some ones hand to catch up me to make good choices in my life. god had provided me everything's here in my life. when I need help where was an angle to provide me help in every condition or struggle that I have to face .there was god with me in every steps of my life to makes good and bad choices in me . He save me from all wrong ways and path my hand towards the right direction he always hold my hand.

Leaving a life that is meaningful is something that everyone needs. However, it is not something going into a spiritual quest. All the spiritual quests are going away from life. Unfortunately, you cannot find the meaning of life by going away from life.In fact, it can be found only in finding the meaning here in life, not going to some lonely place to meditate. You can find the real essence of life only when you help others because you are living with others and your relationship matters. I should help other .

You are living in this world because there are other people. Can you imagine living on this huge earth alone? Undoubtedly, you will go crazy if you find yourself alone in this world.Life takes place in relation to others. Whether it's someone from India or someone from Russia, that does not really matter, it is the same human being. Your idea of separate human is just an idea; otherwise, you all are inter-related and inter-connected.Hence, by helping the poor, you can make this world a better place to live. People would love to be around you and people will bless you. Blessing comes from the gods, in fat. It can also come from living beings. Hence, you must help people if you want a blessed life. When you help other people then they will be helping you in return . That I also learned from school and church both place's in Pokhara I always learned many good things only there I learned the good meaning of life in my opinion life is "Life is a ripple in a pond, and you are the rock. You have the power to control reality, even if you are just a speck of dust in a infinite universe. You have the power to make others laugh, hurt, cry, and yell. You can create who you are.Life is a series of events, one following another. Life is something you can never escape from, no matter what you do. Life is what keeps you awake at dawn, when the early morning light is just starting to peek through the fluffy clouds in the sky.Life is everything, but nothing. Life is cruel, but full of hope. Life is terrifying, an empty abyss of illness and death, yet also sprinkled with excitement and love. Life is something that we will never be sure of, and continue to ponder for eternity, but it is something that brings us happiness in our realities"

Here in this world no I one waits for one one every one is just waiting for pulling the legs of others . They don't wants anyone to go forward faster that they .

I have crossed out many things that have created many problem I never give up in any condition all is all about pain and sadness when I used to get trouble I used to pray to god and ask help for to help me in every condition that I face . I never let my heart to come down with tears I faced many problem in bravely and strongly

I used to pray god in this ways

"Father,You let Your Son die a brutal death on the Cross, paying the penalty for our sins, and through his resurrection, You've given us eternal life and access to Your glory. Oh Lord, thank You! In every situation in our lives, may we remember that You are sovereign over all… May every trial we go through in this life bring us closer to You. Our prayer today is for our enemies, our conspirators, and our foes. We are all imperfect, and You love us all equally. Help us to leave justice at Your feet, seeking peace and the Spirit's sensitivity before lifting the gate on our emotions.

Right our hearts to place You at the helm. Bless our minds to run to You for solutions to problems that put our backs up against walls. Help us to resist gossip and slander, blame and unnecessary attacks on the character of others… When we are in trouble, help us to remember the cross. In the direst situation of all, Christ conquered death… We're not promised this world will be easy or fair, but You guarantee Your presence and Your love. Grant us the courage to stick to Your standards. You are good, all the time. In Jesus' Name, Amen."

I was helpless from child only but when I just found god he has save me from every trouble and he has a plane for every day to do for me he is only one person who never left my hand in my trouble. he has provided solution in my life in every trouble .

I always ask for help to god in every trouble and u know the meaning of help let me tell u the meaning of help H. "Hear me lord and answer me for I am poor and needy." (Psalm 86:1)

E. "Establish my steps in your word." (Psalm 119:133)

L. "Let your compassion quickly meet our needs because we are on the brink of despair." (Psalm 79:8)

P. "Protect me, God, because I take refuge in You. I say to the Lord, You are my Lord, apart from You I have nothing good." (Psalm 16:1

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