Zamora POV
I knocked on Flina's door
"You may come in" She says from the other side of the door
I entered then noticed her sitting close to her window
"What are you doing there?"
"Staring at the moon and the stary sky,do you have an issue with that " she said without giving me a glance
"I know you're mad at me for what I did..."she cuts me off
"Zamora you don't need to justify what you've done,just why are you hear?" she finally looks at me with those red eyes
"I'm sorry, we are sisters...we shouldn't fight"I tried to console her
"Okay" She says staring back at the sky
"The reason I came here Your Highness,he said he has something to give his daughters at breakfast"
"I'm not coming" she gave me a stern glare
"Wait Flina, let me finish... I know you don't want to eat with us but you can at least just show up" I paused for a while waiting for a response
"Father would be glad if you came" I said trying to convince her
"So the reason you came want to apologise but this-" she stops talking mid-way as she walks closer to me
"I'm disappointed in what you've become Zamora, you've lost yourself all because you want to rule the kingdom" She kept walking until she was right in front of me
She held her head high .
"I don't be coming that's my final decision" she looks at me coldly
"But Flina-"
There's no mistaking it this time, starts this aura I feel around her, her eyes definitely glowed I'm sure of it
"Please leave" She bows her head
"Flina just listen to m me please, I'm really-"
"I said Leave" She gives an emotionless face like she's trying so hard to hide her anger
It's best if I let her be
"I'll be back tomorrow morning " I left her room
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What should I do... I thought married will bring door kind of happiness to her
I walked slowly as I heard someone approaching
I spot Zulia, seems she's on her way to Flina's room
She passed by me and didn't say a word, acting like I never existed.
"Pretending not to see me huh?".
She kept walking and didn't look back once...
If you two turn against me, I'll really have nobody else
I sadly walked in to my room closing the locking the door behind me
My knees weakened as I curled on the floor
Tears trickled down my cheeks
Why won't you try to understand me, it's not like I also want all this responsibilities
"I don't.... I don't" I clenched my fists as I hit the floor harder and harder
"It hurts,my heart hurts more " I cried more
I envy Flina who is free,Zulia is allowed to do as she please and there's ME who is bound by the shackles of the throne
My eye stings from all the crying,I cleaned my face.
Stoof up from the floor and walked towards my bed
"I'm sorry Zulia,Flina... I'm not as brave as you two,I can't voice out again Mother"
I laid on my bed,
I gave a light scream into my pillow
"HELP ME" .
I cried myself to sleep which was a daily routine
By Eimy Mabel