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Chapter 2 - love is not life but???

I was in matric when I started getting messages from a number, he harassed me for 3 months, after that he told me who he was, who was my relative, then we talked for some time and became friends over time. That friendship deepened and turned into love. Not a day passed that we didn't go to sleep without talking. came out and my dead body fell on your shoulders and used to say that I want to be your wife in both worlds. I used to buy a suit for her and give it to her as a gift. After that we will talk about the relationship. In 2014, I completed my studies. I set up a shop and he also completed his FSC. but she said that I have to complete my Sindhi now but she agreed to my insistence and convinced her family through one of her relatives and they agreed and we were also happy that all It was very easy. I sent my family and the relationship was done and after a few days we got engaged. We were very happy. When my family went to his house, they said that we will do the relationship but not yet. We have to teach the girl, the family agreed to this and she got admission in nursing which was 2 years of LHV and got admission in Balochistan and after the death of my father, I went home. I was older, after his death, all the responsibility of the house fell on me, despite that, I bought a plot, everything was going well by the grace of Allah. Exaggerating and talking to him, there were many things that I did very hard to maintain the relationship. After two years, his study was completed. Marry While our house was good, two families could live well, little change was needed, we prepared

I don't want to take advice from anyone here but I wanted to share something When he started to do it, his mother said that you should do it so that the cost of building the house is spent

Don't do it, you should seal it and buy a big house, then we get married. She started working in a private hospital, after working for some time, she left there and started working in a private hospital in Rawalpindi. Meanwhile, he left the hospital in Rawalpindi and gave an interview at the Indus Hospital in Lahore and he consulted me on what to do. After that she resigned from Rawalpindi and will return home during this whole period we were in touch. When I reached home I told her to do it and rest for a day and we will talk about it the day after tomorrow. said ok i messaged that day no reply came i waited but no reply i called said let's talk after some time i waited again After some time, the message came, what was the situation? He said, "Did you build the house?" I said, "What did you mean by saying that the family had said about the house?" His tone had completely changed that day. I only spoke about the meaning. Liya said in confidence that everything will be done and it will be done very soon, God willing. She said that it has not happened yet. She didn't stay away even for a day then it seemed that I was nothing. Later I came to know that she was seduced by her mother. That day we had a fight and we didn't talk in anger for a few days. Whenever there was a fight, we used to celebrate after a couple of days. After fifteen days, the new year was going to start. By not contacting him, I used the excuse of new year. After that she replied saying that I don't want to talk to you, forget me, you are not worthy of me. There is such resentment. I believed that everything will be fine, but it failed. After that, he did not reply to a single message. I tried for fifteen days.

Realized that nothing will be right now then I stopped messaging and ourI asked his mother to tell him to talk to me so that whatever is in his heart can be removed now so that our marriage life is not disturbed. After that he sent a message but this time His tone was very bitter which no man can bear. I said take pity on my condition, I want peace, she said, how can I give peace, ask Allah to give you peace, after a few days, his family members said, what about the house, everyone consulted and we. He started sealing the house and after some time the house was sealed. After that I went to his house and told him that he will give us some time to build the house. Get ready and we too. I said ok, God willing, everything will be done by then. Now it was only three months and we sealed the house. The people replied by saying that you people have not done anything yet, neither built the house nor sold it yet, so it will take you more time, we cannot wait, you can do it somewhere else, we will do it somewhere else. I told them that the house is sealed but they didn't believe me and said you are lying. After this reply I got depressed.

I didn't feel at home and I didn't feel the cold. I used to say to the people that I am fine, there is nothing, but my mother used to say, son, I know everything about your condition. Go to my shop and later my mother used to cry about my condition. My sister used to tell me what is the condition of my mother. I remained in such a condition that later on seeing my family and thinking that what happened was better for me, I began to improve my condition and gradually recovered myself. After years Alhamdulillah I have recovered but during this time I have become a little tougher I have learned in this 11 years relish that no one belongs to anyone in this world everyone is up to their own means when someone sees something better they move on. No one cares about someone's sincerityWhat one wants is only the external status, and except for one's parents, all those who claim love are liars, only parents are true lovers, and a person is disgraced after the love of this world and gets nothing and money is all. There is something, the rest doesn't measure anything, during this time I wasted a lot of myself, and now, Alhamdulillah, Allah has given me the opportunity to pray on time and has also given peace to my heart. I trust in my Lord, He will do the best for me, God willing