And Welcome back to chapter 3. Haha I get to write from Blairs pov for the first time. Please keep in mind that I'm trying to write from a Masc Dom Pov so please bare with me as I try my best with this one. I have no clue how I am going to write this, but Ill figure it out as I go. Oh if anyone is interested, I am on social media as well. Ill post my socials at the end of the chapter.
please know that this story contains triggers, so if you arent comfortable, then turn away!
TW: trigger warning
PA: physical abuse
Ab: alcohol abuse
EB: emotional abuse
CW: cuss words
SA: suicide attempt H
BL/B: blood lust/ blood
AC: after care
MD: Mommy Domm
S: Submissive
DD: Daddy Dom
Lemon: sex/ smut/ 18+
Blueberry: fluff/ angst/ soft
Blair
"Blair! Let him go! Youre going to kill him!" I'm covered in blood, fangs out, claws out, eyes red. I drop the body on the ground and growl, breathing heavy, I back away and run off. Back into the woods I go. I run for miles, until I see a town in front of me. I stop myself, take a breath, and try to realize what's going on. Did I really try to kill a guy because he was trying to kill my family? I walk slowly on the edge of the road, making sure I dont get hit. I transform back into a human and find the closest hospital. But if I do that, they would ask questions. I head to the nearest house possibly and knock on the door. A young lady answers and slowly opens the door. "Hi, I'm sorry for knocking! I got lost on the way into town, and I don't have anywhere to stay." I tell her. "Oh! You can come on in,!" She says and opens the door fully.
"Thank you!" I tell her as she lets me in. And that's when she became my girlfriend. Her name was Cleo, yes, her name was literally Cleo, a mixed Caribbean girl. At first, she was super sweet and very loving but after a few months of us dating, she turn ugly. "Can you for once stop acting like you're better than me?" Cleo yells at me. "Wait what?" I questioned. "You know what I'm talking about, the way you dress, act, your personality... everything.." Cleo gets mad at me, huffs and walks away. "I'm so very confused." I shake my head and head back to my room.
"Might as well pack my bags." I shake my head again and get everything packed up. I can't take this abuse from her anymore. I'm just confused about everything. I've been nothing but nice to her and this is how I get treated... Tears keep falling and I sniffle. "Get it together Blair, it'll be over before you know it." I tell myself before Cleo walks in. "What are you doing?" She asks and I turn around. "Leaving, because if you haven't noticed, the way you treat me. So I'm leaving." I tell her. But she just stands there like I'm lying or something.
"What do you mean you're leaving?!" She yells at me, trying to grab my things while I pack up. "If you clearly haven't noticed, apparently I've been nothing but wrong to you, yet you still act like everything is my fault. We've been dating for 3 years! 3! You weren't ever like this before when we first met, you were super sweet and down to earth... I just wanna know what happened?" I ask as I grab my clothes back from her and stuff them into my suit case. "You treat me so horribly!" She yells. "I! I treat you horrible? How?!" Great... now I'm standing here yelling with her, I honestly wish she would just leave me alone sometimes.
"Because you keep telling me that you love me, but you don't, then you sit there everyday when you come home from work, just to lay on the couch when the house is a mess, you're extremely lazy and then.. on top of all that, you act like you can't do anything for yourself- that I have to be the one to do everything for you." I sit there and roll my eyes. "Are you serious right now?" I zip up my suit case and set it near the door. She has her arms crossed over her chest and her cheeks and face is all red from her yelling at me so much. "Yes I am!" I just stand back and laugh. "You're being delusional about everything. All I ever did, was give you the world.. and you couldn't even accept that. You're the lazy one, I shouldn't have to constantly remind you to get your stuff picked up on a daily basis, or make sure the kitchen or the living stays cleaned. That's how people view us, is messy when we aren't. You're sitting here constantly blaming me for literally everything. Who bought you flowers and chocolate on your birthday? I did, you spend every holiday with you? I did, who picked up the pieces after your dad died and you didn't have anyone? I did. And I still continued to be there for you over and over again. All I did, was show you love, and how to actually treat a human being but the moment I step foot outside that door, you act like I'm gonna cheat on you or something. And when have I ever cheated? Because I can guarantee I never did. I'm allowed to have friends and meet people and actually have a damn life outside of our relationship, but now- now I can't. Because you're literally up my ass 24/7 like a fucking lost puppy. You don't ever want me to go out and actually do anything I like because everything has to be your way or the highway. So guess what Cleo, I'm done. I'm done with you, with your bullshit, with your attitude, and most of all- I'm done with the 3 years I literally wasted."
Is the last thing I say as she starts crying and walks away. I managed to get a hold of my mom who still lives in town surprisingly and tell her everything that happened. "Well honey, you can come live with me until you can get your own place and hopefully not deal with that ex of yours anymore." She tells me over the phone while I'm staying in a hotel for a few nights. "I'll be on my way over, let me grab my things and I'll see you in 15." We end the call and I go over to my mothers. "Hi honey! It's so good to see you again! I've missed you!" She says as she gives me a hug and then helps me with my things. "I've missed you too!" I tell her as she shows me to an empty guest room.
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Here we are, 2022 living in my own apartment and my ex somehow managed to find me. I roll my eyes, call my landlord about changing my locks. "Yeah, my ex found me again... I shouldn't have to keep calling you about my locks, she somehow manages to get in and steal stuff, I can't believe the cops haven't found her yet.." I'm standing here with my landlord on the phone in my living room. "Did they say anything about her yet or having you go to court?" He asks. "Honestly...I told them if it gets any worse, I'm taking her to court or I'm switching living locations because I've had a couple co-workers at my job tell me that they believe they've seen her plenty of times asking about me. Apparently, they've all told her that I'm no longer working there or that I left already. So I appreciate them for that." Telling as I grab my car keys to head to this Masquerade party I got invited to tonight.
"Understandable. Here's what I can do, I'm able to switch over your address to me, so any mail you get, I'll call or meet you at your job with it so you're not getting behind and then hopefully figure out another plan with that ex of yours, because something has to change." He tells me. "True, but hey, I'm gonna let you go, I'll call you tomorrow after work, I got this party I have to attend." I say. "Alright Ms Caden, you have a good one." He says and ends the call. He's such a good landlord. Making my way to my car. I start to pray that my crazy ass ex doesn't find me or following me wherever I go. Doing the best I can honestly, it's been at least 3 months since I left her completely but she manages to show up whenever she pleases. I get in my car and make my way to the party and try to focus my attention on that instead, maybe hoping I can find someone who isn't like Cleo. When I arrive, I sit in my car for a bit,trying to calm myself down... "You got this Blair.. you'll find her.." I rub my face, unbuckle my seatbelt, turn the car off, and get out. Shutting my driver side door and locking the car, I put my keys in my pocket and walk inside.
Then the smell hits me... very soft but not faint... almost like toasted marshmallows and vanilla... then that voice in my head screams "mate! You must find her!" My eyes begin to glow red, so I put my mask on and continue to walk. I follow the sent, going through the crowd of people wearing dresses and suits and masks. The sent of them gets stronger and I nearly fall over. "Are you alright there Miss?." A man's voice asks, I wait for my eyes to return back to their natural color of golden brown. "I'm fine, I forgot to eat before coming here, but thank you for making sure." I tell him as he has a hold of me. He stands there with me til I'm able to stand fully on my own before letting go. "Get some water and food Miss, it's going to be a long night." I thank him and walk away. Continuing to follow the sent...then I see her, standing alone, her hands playing with her dress.. God she's stunning, I think to myself before getting closer. "Well aren't you stunning?" I say as I stand out in front of her. She gasps and gives a smile. "Thank you, I'm Kendall.." Kendall... her name is even pretty...
I introduce myself holding out my hand for her to shake. "What's someone as pretty as you standing here all alone?" I ask, trying to keep my voice low. The give me this look as if they're confused on my gender. "I don't mean to mis-gender you Sir.." Kendall says politely. I give a little laugh and I take her hand back in mine and pull them close to me, wrapping my arm around their waist and lifting them onto my feet. "You can call me whatever you want Kendall, I don't technically have a gender.." I say leaning in close to her ear, taking in her sent.
My eyes start to glow red again. "But you never did answer my question Kendall.." I tell her. "I'm here with my husband who isn't even my husband... it's a forced marriage.. it's so stressful." She says. I wait for my eyes to go back to their normal color. I lift her chin up to me slowly, "One day, you'll find someone who makes you smile.." She looks at me and smiles. Her sent lingers around us. As I try my best to not make my eyes glow back to red, I let Kendall go and walk away. Finding the nearest bathroom. If I held her any longer, I could've taken her right there in front of everyone...
Her sent... her smile... her voice... I open the stall door and lock it behind me. I can feel my body getting hot, so I take off my tie and unbutton the buttons at the top. I look at my hands, my nails are growing out, turning into claws, I'm starting to breathe heavy... "FUCK!" I yell loudly. I close my eyes and wait for the heat wave to pass. I hear the door open and stay as quiet as possible. "Okay Kendall... tonight you end things with Cameron"... Kendall? I unlock the door and walk out. "So that's his name.." I scare her and she jumps and nearly falls to the ground, I catch her and lift her back up. "Blair.." She adjust herself after I help stand her up and slowly walks backwards to the sink. I begin to walk towards her. "You scared or something Kendall?" I ask, filling in the space between us putting my arms in between hers as my hands rest on the sinks edge.
I remove one arm, reaching up and taking off my mask and ask Kendall if I can with hers. I just want to see what she looks likes, "May I?" Waiting patiently for her response. "Yes... and no.. I'm not scared... I just..." She says and stops herself. I set my mask on the other sink beside Kendall and then reach to grab her chin again, she went back to looking at the floor but I want her attention on me. "You what? For someone as cute as you, I'm surprised you haven't melted yet." I say gently. Kendall's skin is soft to the touch, her skin is a warm Carmel color, very beautiful and those eyes.. honey green... her sent is starting to drive me crazy...
Kendall begins to tell me about her forced marriage with Cameron. "Aww noo, just to let you know Kendall, a forced marriage is overrated". I tell her. She agrees, then tells me why she's in this forced marriage and how she wanted to end things a long time ago. We talk for a couple more minutes and I end up giving her my number. Wiping her tears away and pulling her into a hug. Then she asks "What did you mean by you could hear my husband coming back?" I stand there for a bit before responding. "You'll know eventually, but I think you should head back. Nothing for you to worry about." I tell her as I hand her mask back.
She looks at me one last time before giving a smile and walking out. Her sent lingers as she leaves. It's also on my body and my hands. "Fuck Blair... you've got to control yourself.." Taking a deep breath and running my hand through my hair. I walk out the bathroom and leave the party.. my stomach growls... "meat!" Ugh! That voice in my head is back... I take off down the street, hoping to go into the woods to find something small to eat. I start to feel dizzy again and slow my pace down. "Blair?" It's my moms voice. "Mom...help..." I call out. I'm now on my hands and knees. "Blair honey... everything's going to be okay, you something small to eat.." Moms voice getting closer. I feel a hand on my back and I look up. "Mom, how do I control myself...." I begin to cry.
Mom crouches in front of me, opens her coat, and pulls out a small white rabbit. "Here... but what do you mean by controlling yourself?" I take the rabbit from her and start to shift so I can eat. "Thank you.....there's this girl... her sent... I wanted her right there... at that party..." I begin to eat. Mom watches, still kneeling in front of me. "I can teach you but you need to watch everything I do." I finish and nod in response. My claws and mouth are completely covered in blood. "But what about her sent... how do I mask it.." My eyes are red. "Well first, shift back and I'll tell you everything."
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"Blair!" I'm running from my ex... again.. this is the third time this week... I call my landlord and my mom. At 27 I really shouldn't be calling my mom about these things but being the baby out of us 4 siblings. "Honey?! Is everything okay?!" She asks worried. "How do I get rid of Cleo? She's back." I tell her as I make my way to my apartment building. "Did you get ahold of your landlord?" She asks. "Yeah, I told him everything, more than likely I'm moving.." I say as I enter my apartment building, locking the door behind me. "Good, if you need a place to stay, I'm always available." I slid down my front door and sigh. "Thank you mom, I can always count on you." I tell her with my head against the door. "Why don't you come over for a bit?" She asked me on the other side of the phone. "I don't think leaving is the best thing to do for me right now momma. Did you forget that I'm being followed by my crazy ass ex again?". I say, trying to calm myself down. "Of course honey, I wasn't thinking. Stay there and get ahold of the cops okay? Do what you can, but honey your father is needing me, I'll call you back later, make sure you stay safe." She tells me before we end the call.
"Fuck!" Why did she have to follow me? I think to myself while sitting on the floor with my phone still in my hand. I sit for a bit before standing and sniff the air. I don't smell her anymore. But then I begin to think of Kendall and how she smells. Her sent.. if I was to do anything to her... I would but don't think like that Blair, you barley know the poor thing.. ugh! A few weeks past and everything is finally back in order, I even start my new job today and I'm super excited. Getting myself ready, I'm dressed as casual as possible. Wearing a grey long sleeve shirt, a few of light blue distressed skinny jeans, and my white vans. Doing my hair into its usual bun on top, I add my necklace my mom gave me when I was little. Check myself over again in the mirror, I head out, but remembered to grab everything.
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As I walk in the door to my new job, a familiar sent hits my nose... Kendall... toasted marshmallows and vanilla... enough to make me drool.. I shake my head and try to push that thought away. As I walk, her sent gets stronger and stronger. I think I'm gonna pass out, but mom has thought me to mask her sent from me, so I don't end up in the hospital getting asked why I randomly blacked out from a smell... I can hear voices and a man voice introducing me as I walk up. Seeing Kendall for the first time in weeks is a shocker, I honestly thought I'd see her more at the Masquerade.
We re-introduce ourselves and Kendall, being nervous, shows me around before I start asking her about her life. We stand there near the bathrooms talking for at least 30 mins or what felt like that before she shows me the rest. So Kendall? Do you possibly want to get coffee before we head to your house?" I ask her, she looks at me, smiles with a slight blush before responding back with a yes. I've managed to mask her sent but I'm not honestly sure for how long, but that's when I decide to be nice and ask her out to a club, not like a date but more as friends. I tend to get over protective but have you seen Kendall? I mean anyone could snatch her before I get my chance.
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I'm back at my apartment, getting all dressed up for this club with Kendall tonight. Wearing a Burgundy red button down dress shirt, a pair of black jeans, boots and my wrist watch to match. Spraying myself down with Calvin Klein cologne, my hair in its bun, I look at myself in the mirror. "Blair... don't unmask her sent.." Telling myself. I shake myself off, straighten up, and walk out my bedroom. Grabbing my keys, I leave my new apartment, lock the door behind me, and head for my car. I start to pray that I don't unmask, I'll end up shifting and probably scaring Kendall away.
I make my way to her apartment. I thought about sending her a text but now I can't remember if I gave her my phone number or not today at work. So I just get out the car, locking it behind me and make my way up to Kendall's. 3rd floor, Apt 3. When I arrive, I knock and wait. The door opens slowly and here's Kendall, in the dress and heels I set out for her after spending a few hours with her today after work. She's looking stunning as ever. Hey,you look beautiful Kendall." I'm looking her up and down, then I notice Kendall blushing. God she's super adorable!
We take my car, while I drive us to the club. I can hear the base of the music play, the sound getting closer. As soon as we arrive, I park the car and we get out. Stay close to me, as pretty as you are Kendall, I cant have my new friend getting snatched away from me too soon." She gives me a look. "Blair, I think I can handle myself." I have her close to my side before we head in and I give Kendall a look back. "Okay fine, but i promise you, nothing will happen to me Blair, Im capable of handling things on my own, we should head in." I have my arm wrapped around their waist still before taking us inside. I end up apologizing for my actions and take us inside and finding a booth to sit at.
Talking to Kendall and seeing her in the dress I picked out... she looks really good... her make up, her sent, her smile.. I then excuse myself to go get us drinks. I take sips here and there and see that Kendall had 6 to 7 shots down. I can tell she's getting buzzed but I'm not sure how buzzed only because she's conscious enough to take me on to the dance floor with her. I'm not much of a dancer myself but I can get down if I'm in the mood, and quite frankly, I'm in the mood. Doing my best to mask Kendall's sent, she pulls me closer to her, got my arms wrapped around her waist and her hands around my neck before another song comes on.
She then turns around, her ass against my front and I put my face in her neck. I finally gave up with masking her sent with being this close to her, I know we just met but I want her to have a good time and actually enjoy this, going out, drinks, dinner, stuff like that. Feeling the way her body moves against mine, I grip her waist a little tighter before our moment gets interrupted by some guy who wants Kendall. Removing Kendall from in front of me and pushing her behind me, I tell her to stay there so I can deal with this guy who I assume is either flat faced drunk or tipsy...
I tell Kendall to get in the car. The guy doesn't stop bothering us and then I got pissed. Watching Kendall get in the car and wait for me, I turn back around and the guy starts a fight. I feel myself shifting slowly, claws, fangs and my eyes glow red right in front of everyone. I have this guy now slammed up against the wall before hitting him on the side of his head with a single blow to the temple. Before then, he's fighting back but I'm using my claws, while he's stuck using his hands. We're now both covered in blood and I get my chance to knock him out. I run to my car, look over at Kendall who's staring at me in shock, I tell her to go to sleep so I can take her home.
Driving back to Kendall's, she's completely knocked out. I'm still covered in blood. When I arrive, I park the car, reach over to unbuckle Kendall, I unbuckle myself and get out. Going over to Kendall's side, I take her out and up to her apartment. The poor thing won't understand and is going to be super confused in the morning. I just hope that I don't lose it and sink my fangs into her or something. I enter her apartment, carrying her bridal style to her room and laying her down on her bed. She looks so peaceful but I can't stay... not how I am right now. I cover her up, leave her a note with a glass of water and meds to take for morning and then tell her goodbye.
Back in my car, I take myself to my mothers. Oh god! Moms going to be pissed! Now I know what you're thinking, Why is someone my age going to their mothers? Because even as an adult, you can't always do things the right way and help is supportive. I'm in my car crying to myself before I end up calling her to tell her everything. That moment me and Kendall shared on the dance floor, when I unmasked myself so I could smell her again... I didn't want to let go.. "SHES OURS!" Ouch! That voice is back.. well it's more like my wolf alter that controls who my mate is and all that, I do my best to not let it get to me...
When arriving at my mothers, she's outside on the porch waiting for me. I park and get out, running up the stairs and embrace mom in a hug. "I'm so sorry!" Mom hugs me back and rushes us inside. "Let's get you all cleaned up and into bed sweetie, we'll talk in the morning." I nod and head to the room in the back of the hallway. Showering, changing into clean clothes and getting into bed, I lay there thinking about tonight. Fuck Blair! All you had to do was not unmask... but her sent... her body... her voice... got myself literally drooling over Kendall like a puppy impatiently waiting for food. I doze off, hoping by morning, things will be better.
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Anddddd hiii! I just want to apologize for not posting last Tuesday! There's a lot going on at work and it's been hectic, but hopefully things start looking up! I'm doing better! I had recently got sick with a cold which then delayed this book sadly but I'm back!!!
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Word count: 4,595
Time: 2:21am
Date: Tuesday September 6