As Kagen opened his eyes he saw he was floating in the cosmic sea 'GANGA'. The stars were the sources of the cosmic sea. Stars were twinkling but it didn't hurt his eyes as it was very near to him.
He felt a pleasure that only receives when a human completes their all will and wishes, the world beyond from imagination.
When bugs left their shells, the freedom which they fought for.
But the pleasure didn't last long; he soon remembered and asked 'what happened?'
'Where am I?'
He couldn't hear his voice but could understand in his mind.
After some time he realized that he was dead.
'Oh... I see.'
'I died, what a vexation way of dying!'
'But most of my wishes didn't come true.'
'Well, even if I say that I can do nothing. I am just a little atom lurking in this universe ununiformly.'
'But I can't say, I don't have regrets. Even I have more regrets than an average person.'
'I even couldn't do anything.'
'When I was born I killed my mother.'
'She had so much pain in labor, but despite the pain, she still gave birth to me.'
'She was a great brave warrior, unlike me a coward.'
'She could be saved if she didn't give birth to me.'
'My father was also a good man, a good dad, a caring husband, and a better son.'
'My father never cried in front of me, he thought I never know about that. I don't know how much he loved my mother when she was alive, but I know how he cried every year when my mother's birthday comes when my birthday comes when his birthday comes '
'He always cried in front of my mother's picture, all alone.'
'I was never there to become his listener, to share his emotions.'
'But he was always there even I didn't notice him.'
'My father was a handsome man but he didn't remarry anyone. When I asked him why don't you marry anyone, he always said one thing [love only happens one time.]'
'[Whether you accept it or not and when happens the world becomes so beautiful and full of colors. They also add new colors to life.]'
'[but when the loved one is gone you never can never go back to the previous one you were]'
'My father was always concerned about me; he made a promise to my mother that I will become a human who is different from others. And I become.'
'I didn't have any interest in anything. Maybe I became differently different.'
'I don't know how my mother was. I only saw her in pictures. But she looks just like a mom, a true goddess for me.'
'Whenever I was sad and alone my father always came to me and play with me even though he was tired.'
'And one day he introduced me to anime, the best thing in my life, more than a hobby.'
'We were living well until that day came.'
'My body still becomes stiff with the anger and the blood starts to boil every time I recall that memory.'
'I was five years old at that time, my father was the CEO of a company called [LA INTERACTION], a leading company in the gaming industry.'
'But after some time their projects started to leak, and other companies started the projects which were planned by my father.'
'The shares become very low, but my father didn't lose. He once more made his empire. But then he was murdered by his partners.'
'I was still naïve and didn't know anything about it.'
'I lost hope in this world.'
'Then I met my destined one. The only girl which I loved in my life-'
'I wonder why? Hahahahah'
'Even though I am so sad and recollected so many depressing memories but a single drop of tears isn't coming. '
As he was thinking about all of this he felt a pressure wave coming from every side and heard sounds that were like ripples in the cluster's hot gas that could be translated into the note.
As he looked at the side of the sound he found a purple-black round object eating all other cosmic stars there. And two of that purple-black round objects were merging or repulsing each other. He felt the pressure which was occurred by them.
As the repulsion became intense suddenly the cosmic sea 'GANGA' created waves and moved the stars along with Kagen.
Due to the light-year speed, he lost consciousness.
When he opened his eyes he flew from that place to a place which was totally white. He stood up and shows the cosmic sea 'GANGA' right beside him. It looked like a bank of a river.
He looked down and saw his body. He touched everywhere to confirm that it was his body and not a dream.
He said, "what was that big black purple round object?"
As he was inspecting his body an anonymous voice echoed there "don't worry, you are all right."
He was shocked. There was no one there. He couldn't see anyone there.
With his terrified voice, he asked "W-w-w-who?"
The voice once more time echoed "who! Me?"
As he heard that voice and analyzed it, he found out that it was his own voice. He became more terrified than before.
"Why are you hiding? Come in front of me"
A sound came from his flipside "you have some guts to talk like this to me"
As soon as he heard that voice from so close his strength drained from his body and he fell to the ground and tried to move to the backside.
"oii why are you terrified? You just saw me a few minutes ago." that voice asked.
As he looked backside he found that there was another Kagen talking to him.
Kagen asked, "are you my clone?"
Another one replied "who! Me clone?"
Kagen just terrifyingly nodded his head up and down to create a "yes"
Another one replied "don't joke around me! Really I looked like a clone. I am not a clone. If you said clone maybe you are the clone one."
Kagen asked "what? I am the clone! Don't lie. Just state who you are?"
Another one said, "if I am going to explain myself, it will take forever to answer."
"Then tell me in a short way who you are?"
As another one heard his word he said while smiling "then listen carefully"
"In earth word what you call a GOD am me."
As Kagen heard him saying that his body felt the same pleasure that he felt when he came here for the first time and said "ALMIGHTY GOD?"