And then that thing just unexpectedly vanished in the air or it submerged in me deep in my heart lighting a torch there for me to escape out of the darkness around me.
But it was like that no darkness was present around me, perhaps there was darkness inside me or it was everywhere and worse maybe nowhere.
It isn't like I didn't tried to know myself. To just know who I am I tried many tricks many times, I would closed and opened my eyes again and again and one time, I regained a memory from the lost past of mine. What I saw was, I was sitting in a diner wearing some nice clothes constantly looking at my pocket mirror, correcting my hairstyle and waiting for some one, someone important for something important to be discussed at that evening. I heard some foot steps behind me and then... everything went black I just don't remember anything in past except that. No person, no place, nothing.