Terrific memories

I woke up to a beautiful, I guess that should be enough for me to be thankfuly about. But the thing is I can't really see myself being grateful at all, might be because of the horrible nightmares I get every night but it could also be the fact that I never really get to sleep at night, cos well turns out if you're not a member of a certain family,, you get to be seen as a woman much earlier than expected by the males,not that am complaining but then you get to do the DEED not sure you understand though but it'll get clearer later on.