I've continued to have passionate gay sex with the Burger King. It has become a weekly date, every Wednesday and Friday. Since we've only been doing this a few weeks, it's becoming a routine. We are going through the usual sexual foreplay, oral sex, and eventually intercourse. It is on Friday that he finally gives me the blowjob that I've been waiting on since we first got together. The first time he ever gave me head, it was an amazing sensation for me. The taste of his saliva and his tongue. As my orgasm approaches, I can feel my penis becoming harder. It becomes even more sensitive as I start to release my load into his mouth.
The Burger King is one of the most beautiful men that I've ever had sex with. I'm starting to fall more and more in love with him. I think about him often, wishing that I was with him more often. He thinks of me too. I can tell that he wants to make love with me and that he wants me to come home with him. I would like to return the favor. I think about coming home every day but I don't want to overstep my boundaries. He hasn't said that he doesn't want to have sex with me. He's always been an extremely loyal man. Even after all of this time, I still think he is loyal to me. I can also see that he's growing attracted to me. He's started flirting a little more than he did.
The Burger King tells me that he's in love with me. I start to feel a little upset when he says that. It hurts me, but it also makes me feel good. I'm not sure if I'm in love with him either, but I do think that he is a good lover. He has never been a good boyfriend, and as much as I want to be with him, I know that I would be lying if I said that he is the right person for me. I think about dating him sometimes, but it is just a fantasy. I'd be too scared to tell him what I was really feeling. I have felt that I've fallen in love with him. I'd also like to get to the next level with him. As you can see from the previous letters, I'd love to have sex with him. It's starting to become an obsession with me. If he wanted to have sex with me, it would be a pleasure. We have amazing sex. I just don't think that he wants it as much as I do.
I haven't been able to make a difference in the Burger King's life. I love that man with all of my heart, but I know that it would just be a fantasy to be with him. I don't want to be with anyone else. I've been dreaming of a white knight to rescue me. I want someone who has experience in this area. Someone who will give me a little push and show me the way to love. This dream will never come true. Even if I were to go on a date with someone else, I'm not sure if it would make a difference. I know that I will be the one to get hurt. I am a very vulnerable person. My heart will be broken again.