'the quality or character of a particular person or thing that distinguishes them from others of the same kind, especially when strongly marked.' That is the general definition for individuality, but what is it to you? It's something I don't know, many people go through their lives feeling doubt, feeling like they don't belong, a sense of being ordinary that they'll amount to nothing.
Doubt… I feel this all to often, maybe I won't amount to my peers expectations? Maybe I won't live up to my expectations? Am I really on the right path? Do I want to spend my days like these? Are my goals even achievable for me? Am I good enough? These are the kind of feelings which deteriorate the wall you built up to protect your mind, your impenetrable fortress has a crack and it gets worse and worse until you feel as though you've lost your individuality, who are you? Why do you exist? You're nothing. Everything you built up comes tumbling down in one swift movement, you're there stuck with no-one to help as your life's work is turned into a relic.
Depression, you shut yourself down as the hatred pours into your broken body, every second of everyday is an endless cycle of pain as you lay there in your unkept bed, endlessly browsing the web to shift your focus from reality to something else just anything else, your life spirals and you end up alone, alienated you're all alone, where do you go from here? Pleading and begging for an answer from man or god… nothing. You lay there bleach by your side. You see there's nothing left to lose and your last act is to go off on your own accord.
Fin,
Thank you for reading this rushed writing my one question to you is who are you? And remember always be yourself, it doesn't matter what others think, as if you act like yourself with no mask a top your soul, you'll truly be loved.