Despite the overwhelming responsibility that left him trembling and pale, Motan persevered, burdened with the weight of countless lives. He struggled to maintain clarity, rationality, perception, analytical skills, and a broader perspective, all of which were alien to the 'Hei Fan'….
But he still felt that he fell short when compared to many others, both temperamentally and morally. Motan firmly believed that he was an ordinary man, better than many, worse than many, a simple man who, for some strange reason, had some extraordinary qualities.
Fortunately, these qualities happened to prove useful in these circumstances….
Therefore, he had theoretically turned into a capable ordinary man.
Though still ordinary, he could demonstrate some value beyond the ordinary, so for that, he was grateful.
[Perhaps Yu Chen could stand here with only one life left, while I couldn't.]
