Ahaan 's pov
I lost my senses when I saw naina hugging rudra ,the intimacy between them didn't go well with me after knowing the fact that rudra loved naina ,i don't care if he has moved on or not but she was his first love ,his hands on her body made me mad ,I lost my thinking capacity when he held her face with his hands ,the way he was hugging her ,the way she was crying and smiling in his arms made my jealousy reach on higher level ,I went towards naina ,I grabbed naina's hand and dragged her away from there ,the built up jealousy in me bursted out like valcano on naina ,I hurt her so bad with my words and my actions ,both physically and mentally ,when I realised it was too late ,naina fell down in my arms ,she got unconscious
"Naina open your eyes " i said ,I touched her cheeks and tried to wake her up ,I placed her head on my lap ,my breathing was getting heavier as I looked at her with guilt and tears in my eyes ,I checked her pulse ,she fell unconscious because of low sugar level
"Ye kya kiya tune ahaan " abhay shouted on me
"Please jaake paani aur kuch meetha leke
aa" i said ,abhay ran and brought the water and some sweets, i sprinkled some water on naina 's face ,naina slowly opened her eyes
"Abhay give me that " i said taking the jalebi piece from his hand,I slowly made naina to sit and when I was about to make her eat she shrugged my hand away ,her gaze met mine,my heart broke into million pieces after hurting her so much seeing her in this state
"Naina eat this , tumahara sugar level down ho gaya hai " i said and tried to feed her again
"No need ,I am fine " she said and tried to get up ,but she felt weak and again landed on my lap ,I held her waist making her sit on my lap properly
I moved my hand towards her mouth to feed her again,she looked at me with her teary eyes
"Kuch kha lo baad mai gussa kar lena" i said
She moved forward and took one bite of jalebi ,she shivered when my one hand went at the back of her neck and one hand moved towards her face,i never got this reaction from her before ,she looked scared of me as her gaze fell on me,i wiped her tears with my palms,i fed her the jalebi and made her drink the water ,after that I made her stand ,when I tried to hold her she shrugged it off and moved away
"Don't tell this to anyone ,I don't want anyone to get worried for me" she said and started walking ,she was still not okay ,I held her hand when she was about to fall down ,she tried to free her hand from my hold ,she hissed in pain holding her right hand wrist ,my eyes fell on it ,she had a bruise ,i immediately held her wrist and looked closely ,i was shocked ,"did I hurt her oh god " ,she looked at me ,tears rolling down her cheeks again
"Leave me " naina said looking away
"I am sorry " i said ,she looked at me ,tears not stopping from her eyes ,she shrugged her hand away but she stumbled a bit ,i held her body wrapping my arm around her waist ,I bent down and carried her in my arms,she didn't wrap her hand around my neck ,she looked away ,we went inside I saw there were lots people in the dining area ,we could see some ritual was going on ,naina looked at me
"Drop me down " she said
"No ,you need to eat something first " i replied
I moved towards the store room which was in the opposite side
"Open the door " i said ,since naina was in my arms i had to ask her
"Why are we going here ?" naina questioned,i just kept looking at her ,she sighed and opened the door ,I placed naina on the couch ,and kept a pillow behind her back,she was looking at me with her teary eyes but when I looked at her she looked away ,I got up and went out
As I stepped outside abhay blocked my way ,he held my collar and dragged me out
What the fuck did you do to her " abhay shouted as soon as she left
*Ahaan answer me" abhay asked again
I told him everything
"Are you fucking psycho ,I can't believe you did this to her " abhay said
"I can't stand that guy " i said ,he turned around and looked at me angrily
" I can't believe my best friend is so stupid and is such a loser in love ,or should I call this an obsession " abhay said making me frown
I looked down
"You both need a break " abhay said he was about to walk away
"Meri jagah tu hota tho tu kya karta " i asked and he stopped in his tracks ,he turned around
" Rudra loved her once upon a time,it doesn't matter if he has moved on or not what matters is that he is still close to her with those feelings in his heart " i said
"But naina doesn't know about it ,and you can't treat her like that ,I never said you shouldn't be jealous but YOU CAN'T DRAG HER IN THIS ,when she has no idea about his feelings ,she sees him as her best
friend" abhay said
"I am going crazy " i said ruffling my hand on my hair
"Just accept it that your feelings are very strong for her,you are afraid to lose her and you have fallen for her badly and deeply" abhay said ,I was numb to react ,i roamed my hand on my head trying to calm myself down
Naina's pov
I was too tired to argue or fight with ahaan ,I just layed down on the couch waiting for him to come soon so that i leave from here and join my friends ,I don't know when I dozed off
"Naina ", i heard a voice after few minutes
I just hmmed hearing the voice and turned around
"baby eat something"
I immediately opened my eyes after hearing the word "baby " i looked at ahaan who was already looking at me ,I am sure my cheeks has turn red the way he was looking at me ,his hand went towards my face ,i flinched back,I was still scared ,ahaan 's expression changed as he saw me flinching back at his touch ,the guilt in him was visible,we both didn't speak a word ,he took a plate in his hand ,and forwarded the spoon filled with biryani infront of my mouth ,I looked at him
"Eat ,you have to take your medicines too" he said ,infact it looked like he was ordering,the anger in me shooted up
" Pehle hurt Karo phir khaana khilaao ,isn't it too easy for you " i said while moving forward and eating the food
His hands were shaking as he kept feeding me ,when he was about feed again I said " bas I am full " he wiped my mouth with his thumb and made me drink water
"Your medicines " he said handing me the medicines and water
I looked at him in confusion " Priya gave it to me "
I got worried if she got to know about it " I didn't tell anything to her ,I just asked her to give your medicines " he clarified i sighed in relief
After taking medicines ,I was about to get up but ahaan held my hand ,and I sat down on the couch again ,he came and sat down infront of my knees
"Why didn't you eat your lunch ?" He asked
I bit my lowerlip ,his hand held my face and he stroked my cheek with his thumb ,i closed my eyes to calm myself down ,my heart beat increased and tears rolled down my cheeks
"I wanted to eat with you " i said slowly
Ahaan held my face with both his palm ,making me look at him
"Naina I am sorry ,i don't know what happened to me ,I am really sorry naina ,I didn't want to hurt ,mai ye kabhi soch bhi nahi sakta ki tum mujhe dekh ke aise daro ,the fact that there is fear in your eyes right now is killing me ,i don't want to lose you at any cost ,I like you so much that I am scared ,i am scared I will go crazy please I beg you please forgive me " he said making me cry harder ,I sat there not knowing what to do ,my heart is bursting out of my chest hearing his confession but my mind doesn't want to forgive him so easily,i like him way too much but that doesn't mean I will tolerate his rude and agressive behaviour towards me ,sorry I am not weak
"Ahaan let me go " i said, I tried hard to sound strongly but my voice cracked as he looked at me with tears in his eyes ,he looked vulnerable and broken ,I immediately looked away not wanting to keep the eye contact with him ,I stood up from the couch and was about to leave ,ahaan immediately hugged me from behind
"I need you naina please forgive me" he said
"I am tired ,let me go" i said
Ahaan didn't say anything nor he left me he kept holding me in his embrace for few minutes ,before freeing me from his grip ,I turned around to look at him ,he looked at me and took a step towards me ,i didn't step back ,I stood there waiting to see his next move ,ahaan 's hand moved behind my head ,and he slowly pulled me closer ,he pressed his lips on my forehead ,my eyes automatically closed ,my hands held his shirt tightly ,our breathing mingling with each other ,and his lips lingered there on my forehead for few seconds before he pulled back
"Take care " ahaan said and I just walked out of the room quickly holding my saree in one hand