I was alone just me and the darkness that apparently has no ends.
I im here for so long, i already lost the flow of time
It bothers me being unable to do anything, I can't remember who i was my memory is fragmented.
I can recall some memories of myself, i was a 16 years old Japanese boy, most of my memories seem blurry it feels strange when i tried to remember then I suddenly feel a headache it seems it'll be this way for some time.
More time passed and I remember more of my memories, it was a sad life that i lived so much hatred and despair engraved in my soul,no love happiness and expectations for my future truly a sad life.
Suddenly a feel like my body is being twisted and teared apart into small pieces, the pain was so much like jumping in a vulcano and feeling your skin being burned and then healed constantly.
So the pain stop and im pushed out of the darkness, i can now feel the coldness of the air touching my skin the feeling of my fingers and limbs,the loud noise around me it hurts so much my ear.
After a while all those feelings are reduce and a woman speaks.
Woman: my baby finally you came to me.
Sob sob sob sob sob
She then start's crying nonstop, it gaves me a warm feeling that i never had i liked this warm sensation makes me feel safe.
Some time later she stopped crying and said.
Woman: you'll be kazuki my happiness, love and "hope".
I can see the happiness and love that this woman has to me it seems that she is my mother, i look around in the room and see three women in the room slightly bowing towards my direction with happy faces.
I presumed they are nurses or servants maybe, the room where i am is in a feudal japanese style, with wooden columns floor made of tatami and shoji doors, looks like I'm in feudal japan or something similar.
AN:(HERE)
My visions slowly fade aways and I fell aslep.
I wake up in a cozy blanket wrapped around me with only me head out, i can sense better my body now
AN:(HERE)
i see my mom in mu left side she is sleeping with a tired look on her face but with a proud smile on the face,she is truly beautiful with stunning features like sharp eyebrows, ink silky hair, black eyes just like a mirror, a medium nose and pink lips.
AN:(HERE)
In the room a nurse is sitting right besides my mom cleaning the blanket with blood of the birth, with nothing to do i go back to sleep again.
I was waken up three times with the nurses cleaning me up and changing my clothes, my mom still sleeping peacefully.
Some time passed and my mom wake up then a nurse leave the room and informed someone who slowly walks to the room where i im.
CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP
The steps came close to the door who open it and walke in , i can see the features of the man he has brownish hair falling in two bangs in his right and left side of his face with a green jacket and blue pants stops and says looking to my mothers eyes.
Man:So you have gave birth to the child as you asked but don't expect me to treat like my son HMPH.
He then leaves and my mother said looking at me.
Don't matter what he says you're still his son hehehe.
She said laughing and poking my fluffy cheeks.
Ouch it hurts STOP i said
She only heard baby noises and laughed even more with a loving expression.
It feels even warmer when she played with my cheeks this feeling of being loved and have someone that cares for you its the best thing that I've ever felt i wished it never ends.
Sometime later two boys rushed in the room and coming towards me in a fast speed then they crouch in front of me and start playing with me touching my feet and hands my mother said as she sees the scene.
Mother: boys! Be more careful with him he's just born and I want some of his cuteness too hmph
She said with puffed cheeks then everyone laughed in a strange way.
It looks like a younger and older brother, the older one has a ponytail with black hair, dark eyes and stress marks on the face, the younger have a black hair with two bangs just like the man who ie see earlier and dark eyes, they were both wearing black clothes without sleeves with a fan printed on the back.
The boys played with me for a while and the leave my mom just keep smiling and resting.
With all of this it was ease for me to fall asleep again.