We reach the class, "um.., this is it." I said.
"Thanks for the help, I hope you can show around at lunch." she with a grins.
I am not sure how to respond to that, "okay." I said.
"It's official then, see later handsome." she said running her hand on my cheek, it gave me goosebumps.
I walked back to my class, I was paralyzed have never been touch like that before. Oh shit! Am gonna be late for my class as ran to luckily, it's was just three class away.
I got there, I enter the class the room, and Miss Nicole was already in, "You're getting late, Andrew." she said not looking at me.
"Um..." I said.
"Just sit down" she said.
I made my way to my seat, I sat behind Jason who was busy talking to the girl on his left, he turned to me.
"How did it go?" Jason asked.
"Am.... it went just fine." I said.
Takinng out my note book, "dude, one day your gonna thank me." He said.
"I think all you wanna do is to embarrass me." I said.
"That's what you think, of course you can't talk to a girl and you blame us." he said and the girl he was talking just chuckled.
I looked behind, I saw Brian and his Juliet tight as ever in each other as arms.
"Hah, those two love birds." I said.
Sometimes I look at them and wish it was me. I desire how much they love each other. I think that it might possible they make me believe just looking at them.
I turned to Jason, "she wants me to show her around at lunch.
"Dude, that amazing, show her around and then you can..." he said laughing softly.
"I don't think I follow." I said.
This guy his..something I mean, he wants me to do what to this girl. The first class ended, and I headed to the next class which is science, I walk in and there is just a few student already, I sat and take out science book, I look around and everyone were just busy with their only thing, minutes later she walked in and I tried make sure that she doesn't see me but its was to late she already saw me.
She walk to were I seat and sat next to me, I get nervous every time this happens, shit! "Hey." I said with a soft smile on.
"Hey, um.., I um.. what are doing here?"
"I am suppose to be here."
"Can I sit with you?" she asked. Why does she want to sit with me, out of this empty seat why this one, "Um...,of course" I said motion for her to seat. Damn! I have never been this close to girl before whose not my family, am trying to act normal, but this is just to much, am gonna freak out. She moved closer to with a paper in hand, "can you help me with this." she said showing me something in math.
I took a look at it, and show her how to work it out. I was sweating, shit! I looked around and saw Jason and Brian who were laughing quietly in back. I felt light touch on my thigh and I felt something I've never before, But I don't know what came over me but I took off running out the class, I just passed the Sir front and straight to the toilet.
Minutes later my friends enter toilet, "dude, what happened?" Brian asked, " I don't what happened, I guess I freaked out."
"Why?." Brian asked. "um.. she was, I um.. touching me...." I said abashed.
"I told you, this guy his allergic to beautiful things." Jason said with a grin.
"I am sorry guys but if I had stayed, I would have fainted you know." I said, they just shake their heads and gag at me.
We walked back to class, "you my friend will die a virgin." Jason said looking at me.
The rest of the day went by slowly and everyone was just looking at me, like someone who doesn't know what he want, that might be true I guess, why did I do that, what's wrong with me, why can't I just bring myself to ask a girl out. I think some of us are just meant to be alone and that's.. that.
I can't wait to go home and forget this ever happened and move on. I was walking slowly to biology class and I ran into Mary she was stand st the some girls, this was my chance, but I don't think I can do it, am not good with people or should I say girls, I do it some other time, when she is alone. I turned to walk when I heard a voice behind me.
"Andrew!" I stop in my tracks and turned to Mary she was making her way to me.
"You owe me an explanation." she said cross her arms waiting for my excuse. "Um.., first of all, um.., am sorry and second I just freaked out."
"Why would you freak out? Did I make you that uncomfortable, haven't you been touched before? you stormed out like you had seen a ghost."
"You know what we're done here, just go."
"Um.."
"Just leave! Okay."
"Um..., okay." I said I walked away head down. Damn! I must've really pissed her off, but what his wrong with me, sometimes I can't even understand myself. Later was back home sleeping on my bed, when my phone rang, I picked it up, looked on the phone and it Jason I answered.
"Hey, dude, whats up?" I asked, " dude, you embarrassed me bad, I told her, you were the coolest guy in school."
"Sorry about that, but did I ask you to tell her that? No, you did that only your only, so don't blame if did go the way you expected."
"Congrats, course now she hate you, anyways Friday party at Kelvin's place, Are we going?"
"No, you gonna have to go with out me."
"Come on, there be a lot of chick there, who know it might be your night." he said.
"I have a lot of work home." I said. " who know maybe you might even get laid."
"Meaning?" I asked. "Maybe you can meet someone, so are we going?" he said.
"No."
"Your loss, man." he said before he cut the call, shit! everyone must think that am some kind of homosexual or something.
I texted him that I was going to the party Friday, he text back, "Awesome that's the spirit."
I just fell on my bed and pass out, I woke up to my alarm clock at 06:00am in the morning.
I sat on my bed for a moment to, I walk to the shower. I don't feel like going I just skip school today, but then I have to deal with my mom, she doesn't like it when I skip school for no reason. So I pretended to be sick.
"Mom, I am going to a friend's birth party, don't wait up for me."
"Be back by 10pm, okay, bye mom." I said and I was gone.