it's hard to be here...
I still feel bad about why I decided to be back here. Sometimes I feel pity but then it's hard to leave my family in any phase too. Why are we taught to stick to the family whether they are good to you or not.
I am really low today I am exhausted and feeling like living in hell, there is nothing surprising or shocking because I am used too now. This feels like I am trashed into pieces, my dignity has crashed, my happiness is all over the floor like a broken mirror.