Have you ever been in love?,Well people have their own opinions about love depending on their own experience, but one thing is for sure..we all do crazy things for love . It isn't the sweet sides that makes the story of romance interesting ,it is the pain, passion , sacrifices that builds up the story.
loving someone takes more than just your words,your whole life and dreams are among the desired efforts . I've loved a soul and I'm willing to give up my life in other to see her smile and happy . That smile on her face just gives me hope and motivation, the calmness on her voice when she's happy and telling me stories about herself, her childish side that I love caring for all the time. She likes making me do all the shores for her because she's a spoilt princess and I love doing it for even when she doesn't ask for it because the love I have for her is pure and genuine from my tender heart.
I love the way she smells I'm addicted to her fragrance ,the softness of her skin and how smooth it feels when I rub through her skin, her lips that are pink and sweet like cherry blossom , the warmness of her breath while we kiss and make out..."I love you so much"...these are the words she whispers to my ears when we kiss and make out passionately on the soft and gentle side of my bed . The way she grabs me and hold me tightly always brings out the dominant side of me, the way she gets wet for me makes my body vibrate to the tune of her lovely voice when she morns and grabs the bedsheet slowly.
You know...it is all sweet and romantic until life come with the bitter side of love, your heart and body began to experience the chaos going on in your head and your mind. You get lost between pleasure and pain .First it feels like a trap,then you fall into it like a prey to it's victims. It all seems fun and games until life tells you otherwise . Love is positive until life finds it's way through the doors of the minds . The stage of self destructive questions begin to hit you everytime..."why does my heart ache anytime I think of her cheating?"..."why am I loosing control over myself when I'm with her?". These are the questions that goes through your mind when you fall dip in the ocean of love. Anxiety and responsibilities welcomes you with a hug to their Bossom world of Fear and resentment. Thinking you're not good enough, your mind starts playing tricky games with you, making you feel less of yourself, you get scared of asking questions because you don't want her to go, you keep wondering why you can't meet up to the expectations of your love. You want to be the best in all ways for her, you want her to be your princess, you want her to sit, relax and enjoy the beauty of your wealth,love and affection but the chronicles of life just makes you feel unworthy of her love and less of yourself. The stage of self destructive questions begin to repeat itself again, wondering if she's still in love with you, if she's gonna stay or leave, you start having trust issues, you start seeing some side of her you never wanted to see, seeing the importance of romance even when she told you money can't buy her love.
Yeah...Money can't buy us happiness but money is one of the essential keys to build your happiness ....it is a story for another day, the mystery of love remains unknown and unchanged to it's victims ...But she'll forever be my princess and I'll always her and willing to go miles for her..