There he was, standing at the door, looking at her from afar. Something that became a habit of his while heading back home. However, never collected his courage to face her. To utter a single word to her, for he has his own reasons. Reasons that, according to him, should stay hidden within himself and him only.
For him, she represented all that he wanted from life. A beautiful soul that could love him. Just glancing from a distance was not enough anymore, he wanted to step there, a little closer to her a closer glance. A little bit closer to catch a fragrance he wanted to feel. To focus on her details. To know more about her.
However, her never dared to because every time the what its fill his head, negative thoughts eats his enthusiasm and hopes. And as a result of his fears, he drags himself away from the door,feom her. A safer distance, not only for himself only bit for her safety sake also.