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Chapter 3 - Chapter 3: Only Remember Bad Memories...

A big grey van parked outside of a small concrete house. The door opened and a bunch of kids rushed in, leaving a small toddler crying to take it.

No one looked, no one care, an adult restrained the young one in their arms.

It's tight... Too tight for the small child...

The kid is brawling. It really wanted to come too... It's family siblings is there but they doesn't want to take it.

Maybe because it's too young...

....

The young one is slightly older now, She have strong legs and can walk around now...

She's inside the house playing by herself, with her sister playing with her play mates.

Suddenly the lights went out.

It's too dark. She can't see anything.

But she knows where her sister stands.

"Do the train train poot poot!!!" She heard a girl said.

She grab her sister but she got flung away. She grab her again. This time she heard her angry voice.

She hate it...

The other children got out of the house while the toddler remain inside.

She tried to calm down and stood up. She found the wall and begone circling the house with her tiny hands on the wall.

Trying to find the door...

When she tripped, she stood up. Even when she bumps her head she continued on...

It was dark and cold...

The child is very scared but she tried to be brave...

She felt that in the darkness will grab her but she stay calm.

She was horrified but she didn't run away...

She circled the house so many times but she can't find the door. Maybe she's to small to find it...

But the child didn't give up she walked and walked, she've done the round at least three times...

She can't continued on...

She's tired and too scared of the unknown...

Scared of the dark, scared of ghost...

She entered a wet and freezing place.

It was scary.. She fears that there's something inside...

But compared with the large darkness outside, the cold scary Bathroom is much more safer for her...

Even though she fear the ghost if there is. She just force herself to sleep...

.....

The sun is hot and blinding to the child. But despite that she bravely step out of the house to the dazzling sun.

"Let me play with you?" Said of the small child between the age of two and three.

...

The children are running.

The game starts. The small child run with all of her might. She's tired and sweaty, but she didn't stop.

She didn't want to be the "IT".

She run and tried to escape.

How unfortunate...

....

The toddler saw as the huge rock zoom in her eyesight...

....

The throbbing pain woke her up.

It hurts so much....

It's so noisy and she can't rest.

With too much difficulty. The child manage to open her eyes.

It was red...

Everything is in red!

The child thought that there's blood in here eyes...

But the next thing that she saw stumped her...

The source of the noise that she've been hearing is in front of her...

Kids are happily playing in front of her... They were laughing and chatting...

While a little kid is bleeding from her head...

The kid feel so complicated...

But due to her head injury the toddler fainted on the chair she had been laid to.

.....

The little kid is alone again.

Under the burning sun, she played alone.

Her elder sister and brother doesn't like playing with her...

Is it because she like following them???

Do they find her annoying???

She obeys them though???

Is it because she's the youngest???

Or is it because Mom always bring me along???

She don't really do that though?

And she's not the one who is spoiled...

If there is, it's them...

Big sis always get want she wanted to eat...

Big brother is doted by everyone too...

But no one like me...

Why are they jealous of me???

I also want to be like them...

.....

"Sis, Mom said not to eat those..."

"So??"

"So don't eat those."

"I'm hungry"

"When Mom arrives, you are done for..."

...

"Mom!"

"Who ate these..."

"Not me..."

"Not me."

"Not me!"

"No one of you ate these! Who ate it then ghost!"

"Why are you looking like that? It's not me..."

"If it's not you, not your sister, not your brother. Then who?!"

"It's not me..."

"Don't lie to me!"

"Don't you dare lie to me!"

"There's only there of you here!"

"I'm not lying!!! "

"Sis!"

"What? Why are you calling me?"

"It's not me!!!"

"I don't know."

"You know it's not me!!!"

"I don't know what you are saying."

"Sure. No one is coming out."

"It's you! You ate them! I said you shouldn't but you still did it!!!"

"Maybe it's you"

"Why are you lying?!"

"What are you talking about? Maybe you"

"No, Mom It's not me! I'm telling the truth! It's big sis..."

"She ate them earlier even though I said not to!"

"You all have reasons!"

......

"Sis, do you remember when you went to the amusement park in big grey van?"

"When did that happened?"

"When we were very young!"

She can't remember it...

"What about when it blackout, you went "train train poot poot?"

"Is there something like that??? "

"Yes! You even left me there!!! I'm so scared!"

"I can't remember..."

"What about when i hit my head with the huge stone over there?"

"Did you?"

"I did! It's the scares in my eyebrows!"

"I don't know. You always crack your head."

"What about when I'm eight years old?!"

"What's about that???"

"You ate the snacks back when I was eight years old, but you wont say it!"

"Mom scolded me, you know..."

"WOW. WOW. WOW"

"WOW! Who is the one with bad memory now?"

"You or me? It's definitely you!"

"How can you forget it..."

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The certain Author wonder why she only remember bad things and bad times...

Maybe it's because she don't have happy memories...