How many times
Have I tried to say it,
How many times
have I come close to,
how many moments
did I miss out on.
In the car,
On the way home.
Sitting on your bed,
In the quite.
On the days
Where our hearts
where open and bare,
and still
I could not say it.
How many mornings,
Did I say, This…
This will be the day.
How many nights,
Did I wonder why it wasn't.
Instead I lied, denied, And said,
"there's always tomorrow"
When all it would take,
just a moment to say
THAT I AM GAY!