" okay...from now I will stay away from you, your girlfriend and your life....I will never show up in front of you until you come to me ..until you realize your fault.."
I wiped my tears away and took a deep breath .
" you know Neel? I thought as a bestfriend you had a little bit trust on me ..I thought I actually deserve a chance to explain and you would give me that chance for the sake for our three years old friendship..but I guess my friendship failed infront of your three months old relationship..anyway have a happy life with your love..I won't be a bother anymore "
I said. Before I could break down infront of them I stormed away from there . I ended up the infront of the washroom, I didn't waste a minute to lock myself inside a stall before sitting at the corner crying my heart out.
It was maybe half an hour that I spent inside the stall crying. Once I felt better, I walked out and my eyes met with a group of girls that were gossiping about something....maybe about the huge drama that caused a while ago, where I was the center of attention.
I sighed and walked toward the door while they where giving me weird looks but I ignored. 'Don't give a sh*t to them Neha...you already caused a big drama...enough for today ' I said to myself and walked out from there.
I prepared myself to deal with the glares, looks that I was gonna face for a few days ...did I have any other choice ? No. I had to face it ..I couldn't screw my life just for those gossip lovers , who likes to meddle their nose in other business. I had a aim too and if I wanted to get success I have to prepare myself. Exam was in two months and I couldn't miss school.
They day passed with me receiving disgusted looks, gossips, glares and ignorance from my friends. The school ended and I made my way to the school gate.
I stood there watching other students walk out but I couldn't step out from there , it was like something was off. But I couldn't found what? . Then it hit me . A gasp left my mouth, my eyes widened .
" OH GOD! how can I forget about him "I muttered while clasping my mouth.
" about whom ? Another toy of yours? "
Some one said from my behind . I turned to see it was that jerk ,jack. Then I noticed Neel and sarah behind him .
I fixed my gaze at jack again.
" shut up your filthy mouth you jerk !!"
" why ? Scared that I will expose you infront of the whole school? "
He said with a devilish smirk which I wish I could rip off his face.
" why will I be scared when I didn't even do anything..but a di*k head like you won't get it "
I said .
" says the wh*re who plays with multiple men "
"Yo-"
" jack stop it..don't create any scene . And we don't care whom she is talking about...cause she is nobody to us "
Neel said . His eyes looking at mine emotionless.'she is nobody to us ' that words kept ringing in my ear. I didn't break the eye contact .why would I avoid his gaze like a coward ? I got accused for something I never did...I wouldn't act weak infront of them .
I think our little gazing session made sarah jealous. God she even got jealous when we fight!! I got it, she couldn't even tolerate me around Neel no matter for what reason.
"Neel let's go ....I am tired, let's hangout at my place as a celebration of getting rid from this double faced bi*ch"
Sarah offered Neel and jack while gazing at me from head to toes like I am some kind of a garbage.
Like really? I should be looking at her like that ! She should be the one called double faced! She was treating me in every way that she deserved to be treated.I hoped that Neel could find her true colors before it was late.
"Yeah let's go...I don't even know why I even got so curious about her h*eing around at first place.."
That jerk jack said making my blood boil. I am damn sure if there was a big rock around me I would surely picked that up and smash it on his di*k head.
They left. I sighed and walked toward the bus stand hoping that I could reach home safe . I didn't had any choice, did I? My bestfriend just dumped me because of his girlfriend, I had no one to share my problems, no one to help me out. My parents? A big no . They would probably lock me inside house and blame me . They are just my parents in name.
After a while I reached at my destination. I got out from the bus . The same atmosphere, the same feeling. It felt like a deja vu. I took small steps ahead gripping the straps of my bag tightly.
My forehead got sweaty even in the cold weather. My heart was hammering in my chest. I walked ahead with my shaky steps . I felt like I was walking towards the danger with my every steps.
The same rustling of wind, the same deserted place, the same broken street light . There is no way the municipality didn't notice the poor condition of the street lamps but didn't even care to fix it . They just wanted to live a luxurious life with the money that came from government in order to develop their municipality area.
Crossing my fingers I encouraged myself to walk further as I felt my feet was frozen .
' you can do it Neha...just few more steps then you're home .c'mon!! Don't be a kitten!! '
I muttered.
But as I was about to make a step a piece of cloth blocked my nose and mouth and the next moment everything seemed to fade away from my vision.