****This is a very unique bl story. It's a werewolf romance filled with ecstasy****

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Drunk and wasted. Felixan could feel the back of his head against the thick wooden headboard. His head and heart ached badly as his body drowned in dizziness.

"Rose!" He whispered pathetically as he battled to keep his eyes open. At least, he wanted to be sane. Felix could sense two rough hands unbuttoning his clothes. Unable comprehend what was happening as tiny warm rough dragonfly kisses crowded his neck to his chest uninvitedly.

Everytime time Felix was capable of opening his drowsy eyelids. At first glimpse, his eyes would meet two dark blue one's making his heart race in an unexceptional way. Occasionally, he felt enchanted by the dark blue orbs that looked like an endless abyss reminding him of the vast ocean. Yet the syringe aura around him only made him feel suffocated.

Likewise he thought those blue eyes were beautiful, just like his Rose's thou they filled him with fear and warmth.

"Ah!.....No! don't." Felix gasped out and screamed out of sheer reflex. He could feel something hot licking his his neck like a sweet lollipop with two canines biting into his chin.

"No! Don't. I don't want to.... mph!"

His hands were digged into the broad muscular shoulders as the strange shadow hovered over him in the dim litted room. At the corner of his eyes, tears slowly trickled down as Felix struggled to realize himself form the tight grip of the arm secured around his waste. Sluggishly, he could feel his pants being down downwards by an incredulous force. Sending shivers down his spine even in his semi-conscious state.

"He didn't want to do it with Rose. No! He didn't want to."Remembering the heart ache and throb she'd brought into his quiet world, Felixan wanted nothing more but to choke his ex girlfriend to dead. He loved her, cared for her, protected and adored her until he become an eternal slave beneath her knees yet what did she do in return. Rose threw away his love for her, to the point of cheating behind his back with his millionaire ex best friend, Kennedy Kings.

"Was it because his poor statues? Or his short girly structure. Was it because he was a nerd or for his genius brains. Of she'd ever told him, would he might have out plans in place only to change for her sake."

Felix questioned pitifully. Unaware of the brutal reality occurring.

"Why did she have to break his heart and at least, why did it have to be on the same day as their fourth anniversary as a perfect couple." To very couple, their anniversary was seemingly an auspicious occasiona in their life's yet why did his have to seem like a disaster. In his hazy memory, he could remember all the quarrels they had together. She made it clear! He was sure she did; if only he hadn't been blinded by his love for rose, he might have gotten a hint when she'd commenced to fall out of love.

Ever since felix was a young boy, he never obtained the greed for more. Living in a disfigured hen coupon as a house, he never complained about the entire Withlid generation. Felixan Withlid spent a lot of years as a youngster on the streets of Queenies inorder to earn an income and help his mother. This was why he grew up as a quiet nerd who depended on scholarships to improve his education. After the death of his mother, he had no other choice but to drop out of school to support his siblings. This was how he met Rose.

At this point in his life, Rose had suddenly thrust herself into his world. No complain, no regret. She was like a succubus that set out to seduce him and finally did. Yet in the same way she'd turned up, Rose suddenly thrusted the ball of miseries into his life. Filling up his world with only pain.

Why did it all have to end this way, he thought.