we're singing in the car while you drive... there was wind in my hair, the air was cold... you ran the red a couple of times because you were looking at me.. then we crashed into a truck...
flashing lights, sirens, and blood.. blood all over me.. as I came to look at you, you have severe scars on your head.. your face... I was trying to scream for help but there was no voice coming out of my mouth...
that's when I woke up from that nightmare... it's been so long.. it still bothers me. I just remember it all too well...
I went and got up and got ready for me to start my day. while I was getting ready.. my mom called me? she only calls me if its a holiday so I was confused... I went and answered the call since it's been a while also.. so I answered the call.
"Happy birthday Ivy! why won't you come and visit us? and stay here for a while... we miss you ivy..?"
oh, sh*t. what day it is? Oh, right it is my birthday already... She's right... I should visit her sometimes... it's just.. we're neighbors with niall parents. I just wish Niall isn't there.
"Sure mom.. I'll come and stay there for a while maybe 2 weeks? or so... I miss you guys also mom.."
"Alright then! ill be cooking your favorite! and buy your favorite cake! I love you ivy! see you later!"
" I lo-"
she ended the call haha
I went and pack my stuff such as my laptop, phone, charger, earphones, speaker, clothes, and more.
I just remembered Niall's chat from yesterday. I went and responded and said
"Hi! sorry for the late reply.. but sorry maybe some another time? since I'll be going to new jersey, spring lake. to visit my family there.."
I went and got my stuff while going to the convenience store near the coffee shop we went to yesterday...
I went and pick out some stuff such as drinks, sweets, and snacks. since it'll be a long trip.
I checked my phone and saw nialls chat asking where I am?.. I told him I'm near the coffee shop; where we were yesterday.
I didn't think much about it. and went ahead and paid what I bought.
I got out of the convenience store. patiently waiting for a cab.
and I saw Niall get out of a car and went to me.
'ok this is weird
he said that he can take me there since his family lives in that neighborhood also.
I declined but he keeps hesitating and told me its fine and so we can get to know each other better. That's when I agreed already and went inside his car.
this gives me such bad flashbacks.. but I need to keep cool...
I asked for the aux cord since I wanted to listen to music. he gave it to me... I put it on shuffle and it unexpectedly played the song that we used to sing out loud in the car. the song mad by ne-yo
I heard him singing it, That made me smile and brings back the good old days we had. but now it is only in my memory.. then I started singing with him like we used to do before... I opened my window and let the wind go through my hair just like before he was looking at me.. after an hour of singing and eating... I fell asleep. and I felt him giving his jacket to me while I was asleep.
I woke up without any nightmare this time... I don't know why... but I'm relieved by it...
I asked him if are we there yet. He told me we were almost there. I went and got chocolates from my bag and offered him some and put some chocolate in his mouth. and he said that it tastes familiar like he used to eat this before. I just said
" I know it's that good!"
while I was on my phone I went and check out the window and sees our neighborhood. we went out and he offered to help me carry my bags to the door I accepted it since it was pretty heavy. after helping me carry my bags he went down the street (their house) and I said goodbye and thank you to him.
I knocked at the door after a few seconds my dad opened the door and welcomed me and greeted me with a happy birthday. I went and hug him. he helped me carry my bags and went and put them in my room.
I went to the kitchen and saw my mom there and she ran to me and hugged me tight and told me happy birthday and she was so happy to see me.
" Ivy, Happy birthday! Oh and your sister is just in her room. Go and talk to her!"
"of course, I will mom"
I went to my identical twin sister's room iris. I said hi to her.
"happy birthday to you ivy" - she said
I smiled and said, "happy birthday to you too iris."
she went and said, "how's New York?"
"busy as ever, how about you? how's the teaching life?"
"good but I don't get a good salary as you do"
we laughed and suggested we should go down and eat since I'm starving already.
we went and eat our supper. my parents asked me what was new.
"Oh, nothing.. still the same as ever."
after eating I went to my room and I just noticed I'm still wearing Niall's jacket... So I went and put some perfume on his jacket and I went to his house and gave it to him. I hugged him goodnight and he was speechless.
as I went back home I change into my pajamas then I heard someone throwing pebbles at my window so I went and checked it out that's why I opened my window and got hit by one and I heard Niall's voice saying " oh sh*t I'm sorry. but do you want to go to the park with me and my sister tomorrow?" I accepted and said goodnight to him.
why do I feel like I'm the main character right now.. oh well... I went to bed and thought that I still haven't had any visions this day nor voices that I keep hearing. I think that's good. I should probably sleep already since it's almost midnight I went ahead and sleep.